#dysphoria talking

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Robot girl who gives away pieces of herself to those who can use them better

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Trans-fem with the biggest trans-masc vibes.

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Scorchingly hot take that will get me (a nobody) crucified:

You’re privileged if you can take HRT.

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Every quiz I take ends up saying Trans Guy… what the fuck is this shit

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My voice is so dogshit.

Why don’t people tell me it’s dogshit? I spent years trying to get this voice right… and it’s still dogshit. Don’t take advice from me about your voice… I’m not qualified.

I should be cast to voice a sentient poop in a cartoon. I’d bring an authenticity never before seen or heard.

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Y’all ever meet the living embodiment of Brain Worms™︎? Like full on in the flesh?

I think there’s one in this mirror in my bathroom.

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I don’t know y’all.

I don’t think it’s an extreme position to say life without transition is a death sentence.

It’s a sentiment I see and hear often online, and seems to be generally agreed upon, but I wish it wasn’t. I wish it wasn’t do or die. That’s a miserable suffering that nobody should ever be in let alone have to hear from countless others about how high the gravity of it is. Even though they’re right.

Is life without transition really a life at all?

I don’t know. I can’t answer that.

I guess that depends on what you define living as. We have media showing what a life is like without transition and I can’t say that I don’t agree that it’s complete and utter hell. I’m not saying not to transition or that it doesn’t save lives, it clearly does. I guess I just wish it wasn’t so… impossible for some, so prohibited and challenging. It shouldn’t be more of a thing than saying ‘no onions’ when ordering a sandwich.

I’m don’t know what I’m trying to get at here. Once again I am failing to express the millions of thoughts running through my mind and only managing to ramble a few sentences that don’t really say much of anything at all. I don’t have any answers, I don’t have any solutions, I really wish I had something other than a creeping sense of trans-stolen-valor but I don’t.

I really did just start everything with “I don’t” didn’t I? What the fuck…