#dysphoria things

[crave-mp3]

I AM NOT SURE WHEN YOU CHANGED YOUR BLOG TITLE OR WHATEVER IT’S CALLED BUT FUCKMYLIFE666 IS SUCH A GOOD SONG AND I NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU HAVE A GREAT TASTE IN MUSIC

YEAH I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THAT SONG AND THE ALBUM A LOT LATELY!!!! AND THAT LINE HIT ME SO HARD LIKE NO MORE TROUBLED SLEEP!!!! THERE'S A BRAVE NEW WORLD THAT'S RAGING INSIDE OF ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CONTAIN MULTITUDES OR WHATEVER LAURA JANE SAID

[draculagerard]

crossword demon? elaborate?

Okay so i dont remember if youve watched spn or not so I'll explain with the assumption you havent

so basically crossroad demons in spn are emotional manipulators whose jobs are to just, like, manipulate people into selling their souls in exchange for something. They seal deals/contracts with a kiss.

anyways one way they help in that emotional manipulation is that for men, they usually show up as attractive women to seduce the guys into making the deals. One of the only few times the crossroads demon in spn wasnt a girl was for Sam

[de-rune]

"girl"

(visible disgust)

[dissociated-and-tired]

I'm not usually super dysphoric these days, I bind, I'm on T, I know it's a waiting game to getting to where I want to be...

Probably TMI under the cut.

Currently however I'm sat getting extremely upset and dysphoric at the way my boxers roll up my thighs when I wear them, idk why it breaks me so thoroughly every time I have to acknowledge it... I can't even wear a size up or anything because then they won't stay up and it just feels like I can't win...

Part of the reason I want to get a packer is just so there would be some iota of good gender feels regarding that...

It's weird before I got on T I barely had bottom dysphoria it was almost entirely chest.. now it's the other way round. I just hate that an article if clothing can make me feel so bad...

[chishiyas-wig]

thoughts on amphibia?

one of my favourite shows! been in the fandom since last september and watched all of S1 and S2 in 2 days lol

[punkjinshi]

Fuck you titty

[d4wgm4]

i wanna be pretty but like. in the way boys are pretty.

[liamhasnolife]

Things I do because of dysphoria that are probably really weird

Shower in the dark

Hold my arms and head at weird angles while showering and getting dressed

Have to sit down for a few minutes if I accidentally touch anything because I get super nauseous

Put on a bunch of layers just to see, but take most of them off because I don't want to break a rib

Get super grateful when my friends correct people on pronouns because I am always waaaay to afraid to do it myself

Get super defensive if someone says something about me that's feminine, even if it's a compliment

Sometimes talk to myself in a lower voice when nobody is home, even if it sounds really dumb

Get weirdly happy when referred to as dude or bro by one of my cis guy friends

Feel like shit every time I cry even though my friends insist that it's okay for boys to cry