Jul 3, 2013
haha super duper going to be up all night working on this goddamn assbutt fucknonsense history essay and super duper probably going to leave all this extra tight binding on the whole time too awww yeaaahh
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haha super duper going to be up all night working on this goddamn assbutt fucknonsense history essay and super duper probably going to leave all this extra tight binding on the whole time too awww yeaaahh
my gender is prepubescent boy with a butterfly net and male pixar protagonist and old man at a diner in stained threadbare golf clothes and sometimes i'm too scared but other times i really really want to go on hormones and i worry that maybe the only reason i started using they/them/their instead of he/him/his is because i got sick of cis people not believing that i was a dude but sometimes i ALSO worry that the only reason i liked binary pronouns so much was because they were easy and sometimes i really want to just pass for male because JOBS and because i gotta say, having male privilege was really nice!!! but i also know!! that there are times when i wISH i was a girl and times when i pretend to be one because it's more convenient to wear short shorts and i REALLY LIKE makeup and pink and sparkles and SHIPPING and being a girl makes it ok to not be good at boy things (thank u #sexism) and i got really. really. sick of how sad it made my #parents to try and fail to think of me as a boy but the ONLY thing steadfast about my gender is that I Am Not Female and no matter how much my presentation varies that does not change and i am SO SICK of noticing how much easier it is for my mom to talk to me when i'm wearing Girl Clothes i just. i don't want to be in therapy anymore and i don't want to be HERE i don't want to be anywhere I DON'T WANT TO SEE OR BE SEEN BY CISSEXIST PEOPLE
also holy FRICK i already forgot that today my therapist called me a girl WHILE I WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT #MISGENDERING????
THE WORST THING ABOUT SUMMER IS ITCHY BOOBS BURIED IN BINDING
everyone on cgl thought i was a cis guy in my #cronus cosplay fuck i'm so proud
my dads ill now and hes whining about having caught it from me despite his Precautions, ie making sure not to touch me like big whoop we've hugged maybe three times since i grew out of diapers and i'm basically lmao @ all of this bc he wants out of dinner with friends tonight but i wasn't allowed out of anything last week
i also reminded him that at least he isn't menstruating + its accompanying dysphoria/general self-esteem plummet while sick like i was. he laughed nervously and looked at the ground. plus one for me n screw the h8erz