#easterinquarantine

[ralenore]

Happy first day of spring 🌷

[sunwarmed-ash]

Quarantine: Easter Weekend

This whole process has been a fucking nightmare. BUT I can say that this weekend was the first I wasn’t depressed Thursday-Sunday so that’s a plus! Even organized a mini indoor friendly Easter egg hunt for my apartment complex AND my baes :)

All in all not a terrible weekend if I do say so myself :)

[sleepybluehaze]

4/12/2020 Easter PM

Today ended up being a pretty good and interesting day.

Went back to sleep a little before ten but about 1130 my son calls me and wakes me up to tell me I should make bean dip. I am pissed off cause he could have text that and let me sleep. I woke up to lots of messages and shit and I wasn’t really into replying to any of them.

We set a zoom meeting with my sister, parents and grandma on my dads side at 6pm.

The day is sunny and I decide ima make carne asada on the bbq with elotes. I discover I got the extra money on the food stamp card that they said we’d get so that let me get a little fancy lol. Queso fresco and avocados oh my lol.

I got up and took a shower and washed my hair. I decided to do my makeup. I was sad most my good shirts were dirty and I didn’t realize it.

I made a list for the grocery store and I got my daughter and the dog and went to my grandmas because my mom had hid some eggs there and a basket for each the kids. We went there and I left her and the dog there for awhile while I went to the store.

I was all ready to wear my mask but not very many people were so I said fuck that I’m not. I was quick as I could be and we I was leaving the store I passed right by stalker David. He looked right at me like he was gonna say something and I just kept walking like he was a stranger. His car was parked near me and I took a good look at it and realized he does still have the sticker from the farm I work on on the back his car. Ew. I should have removed it.

I went home and marinated the meat and smoked some weed. As I was doing this I noticed something was on fire and there was tons of smoke. As I was watching out the window I hear loud numbing music and Avondre drives by. Real slow and he stares at me and I stare back and him and then yell what are you coming around here for??? He couldn’t hear me. I knew what he was coming around here for.

I started making the bean dip a little after my son got home after five. I didn’t get quite done by 6 when we had the zoom meeting. We used my iPad and it was me and the kids and dog. My grandma on my dads side couldn’t figure out how to use it so it just ended up being us, my sister and her man, my parents and my grandma I always take care of. It was so funny with my grandma realizing we were all there and she could talk to us and see the dogs. It was fun.

After that I started up the bbq and the new neighbors were out there and I was talking to the dude. They have a daughter a little bit older than my daughter and I didn’t know that. The other neighbor la chismosa came home and we started chatting and she gave me a nug. I was drinking and bbqing. I was gonna offer her some but then she said she was full as she had eaten somewhere already.

I was feeling good and the food was good. But I had a lot. And I was like hmm. I kept thinking of Seth and I knew he was over there alone. So I made him a plate and I wasn’t sure exactly what I was gonna do. I thought hmmm maybe I’ll put it on the porch and text him. I was nervous. But when I went out there his dog was on the porch. I knew I couldn’t put it out there then cause the dog would get it or try. I was debating what to do when Seth opens his door and he lets the dog in and the door is wider open and I call out to him. He waves and starts to say happy easter and I say hey wait I have something for you.

I walked over there and I wasn’t sure if he would want to get too close cause maybe he was crazy about the virus lol. But no he ended up coming right over to me and we talked only separated by the short fence. He looked alright, hairy ass face lol.

We ended up talking for about 20 minutes. I told him I had a lot of food and I kept thinking about him alone and I knew he wasn’t all about holidays. He said he’d been there just doing not a lot. He seemed happy his dad left lol. I said I think I heard you guys yelling at each other the other day and he said yeah cause they were building the tenant a fence and his dad always wants to do everything cheap and not thorough. Yep, same stuff he always complains about his dad. I told him I was telling his dad every time I seen him he should be inside and not risk his life. Seth said his dad don’t care.

He said he’d been off work for awhile and he thinks some at his work were making masks and such but he was just gonna be on unemployment. But that he was good. I told him I wasn’t working and it wasn’t terrible but kinda weird. Kinda want to go places. He said he thought about it but decided it’s best to stay home.

We talked about the neighbors, the kids and their Easter and my son and his license and car. We talked about his dog, he said he didn’t seem to be feeling well earlier this week but now he seems fine. I told him I’d been going to the dog park.

It was just really nice to talk to him and I generally felt he was glad to talk to me and thankful for the food.

I left happy. Came home and cleaned up the food. The whole day I ate nothing until about 330 I had 6 chicken nuggets. Then I ate one piece of carne asada and that’s all. Nothing else I haven’t had much appetite.

I took pics of myself and smoked and danced alone in my room. Washed off my makeup and now I’m laid in bed ready to pass out. I may however go get some bean dip.

[poppifields]

They were more into it than their rbf makes it seem. #wreneverett #sonoralorraine #easterinquarantine #imissmybigboys (at Florence, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-5eKEVgqYr/?igshid=1v96p2edb4kcq

[ziaalexis]

#HappyQuarantEaster 💙 . . . #ZiaAlexis #EasterInQuarantine #AQuarantinedEaster #HappyEaster #NewNormal #WorkoutsStartTomorrow #ImExcited #NopeMyEdgesAreNotLaid #GetOverIt (at Atlanta, Georgia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-5JpMqDe7f/?igshid=16c65pz9vyoi2

[sparkles-a-lot]

Happy Easter! Nothing that happens in this world will change the fact that #heisrisen ! #easterinquarantine https://www.instagram.com/p/B-5CUw6hsdc/?igshid=13krpwitc1059

[sleepybluehaze]

4/12/2020 Easter Sunday AM

I wish I could go back to last easter where I spent the whole day with the kids and Seth and we went to a bbq party with my friends in the park and it was actually sunny AND warm. Then we went to my parents and overall it was a great day. And I don’t usually care much for Easter.

This Easter will probably be the most average day ever. Partially my fault and partially the fault of the quarantine. I mean it would have been impossible to make it like it usually is because I did not have access to stores, time nor money. But I could have done more. But they’re older now, the pressure is not so much. Francisco works all day. It was hard to get access to eggs and none of us like to eat hard boiled eggs so that’s a waste.

It’s not that I didn’t do ANYTHING lol. They each got a paper lunch sack full of candy (that was the easiest thing to access lol) and I grabbed Francisco a nice shirt I saw that I figured might be good for his senior pics. Short of that I wasn’t going to get them any “things.” I didn’t get anything besides candy for Mariana but I remembered she had been wanting something for her gaming that wasn’t very expensive so ima just get her that. No way of making it from the “Easter bunny” but who really cares lol. I got some sparkly plastic eggs and hid those. The cat fucked some of them up though she can be such a brat sometimes. She kept tossing them off some of the places I put them.

The biggest fuck up is we didn’t plan shit for dinner. Like I have no dinner plans. My mom always cooks a nice dinner and we go up there with the family. I will pitch in by buying shit for it and bringing something usually to munch on. But since there’s just us three I’m not cooking something huge. Don’t like ham enough to cook one. I asked the kids and we discussed shit and they couldn’t agree on anything. I was willing to cook something that took some time or was out of the ordinary. It seems like it’s clearing up outside so maybe I will get some carne asada and we’ll bbq. That would be super nice. I hope the store has elotes that are decent if I decide that. I also thought about doing Chile verde and that would be time consuming. I wish my tortilla press didn’t die an untimely death and I could make some. Well they do sell them premade at the store so maybe I’ll have to resort to that. We are supposed to get more food stamps today hey lol. Whatever i decide I now have very little time to decide it. Ahhh such is always my problem.

Went to the dog park yesterday after not going for several days. It had been rainy and then I read someone say that their dog had drank the rainwater and now seemed not to feel well. I was also possibly a little nervous about the threat Avondre had made about shooting me there if he saw me with “whoever I was meeting there.”

I am, of course, not meeting any one there. I always go late around sunset and there isn’t even a whole lot of people there. Sometimes there is no one in the dog park. There are some other things people do over there so sometimes others are on the pier or walking on the walkway or whatever.

So I head there around 720 pm and when I get close I start looking at who’s there and what cars are there. And I kid you not Seth’s EXACT car was there. It’s not exactly a rare car but because it’s bright orange it’s extremely noticeable. And there was one right parked in the lot. I knew it was not Seth as his car was parked when I left. But would somebody sent to spy on me or a psycho ex about to pull up know that? Not necessarily.

So my heart skipped a beat but I was like fuck it we’re going. And I’m glad I did because the fresh air was nice and the dog had a good time. There were two other dogs there and they were around his size and he was actually socializing and playing with them some. He is not super good at all with that. He even went up to some of the people. I keep hoping the car that looked like Seth would leave but it didn’t. And it was starting to get dark so we were moving to the entry way and I had been watching other cars pulled in. One pulled in weird near my car and the Orange car. I also saw one that looked like a car Avondre’s friend has. I was paranoid at that point. But fuck it. The dog was ready to leave and the other people with their dogs were leaving so I said well if I’m about to die at least lots will see. And tons had pulled up wayyy more than usual. But I realized once I got to the lot it looked to be a lot of Asians ready to go fish. Wooo I was relieved. I figured Avondre was probably working but who knows. And I haven’t heard or seen him but again, who knows. I need to buy a new security camera I decided because the front ones are not for outside and that is really what I need them for. Most the year I can point mine out my window but for now I can’t it’s too cold and that effects what I can see.

Seth’s dad left yesterday. I wasn’t sure if he did because he didn’t leave till almost 8am which is later than he usually leaves. Well probably less traffic I’d imagine but it still takes him probably ten hours. Maybe more if he drives like his son which I’m sure he does. I didn’t see Seth at all yesterday. Hope he’s doing ok I know holidays are not his favorite.

Facebook is pissing me off more times than not. And my pull to get out of that world is present again but it is a place where information seems to be plentiful especially about what’s going on locally. And I want to be able to check on people too right now. But fuck. It’s like a cycle I read all this bull shit and I try to ignore it but if I’m in a bad mood (a lot) then I’ll say shit and then the whole time I know ima get shit said back and then I don’t wanna deal with it anymore lol. I mean I don’t just talk “shit” like when I comment on stuff I do on things I know about. So like I know my stuff but that doesn’t seem to matter for shit anymore. Facts are now pretty much equal to opinions in this time of existence. Maybe that’s always been partially true but the crazy part about it now is facts are so much more easily accessible. The other edge of that sword is so are the falsehoods i suppose. But STILL. The things people believe are incredibly stupid. The part of me that’s always trying to figure out people’s head knows it has a lot to do with the uncertainty and shit that’s going on. People hate uncertainty. They will create “fillers” for the unknown. Again a good example for how religion started and how it’s kept it’s hold on society despite every logical reason in the world most of its bull shit fantasy. But it comforts people. And people LIKE that feeling regardless if it’s based on lies or solid ground. What do they also like? To belong. What also causes enthusiasm? Being frightened. When they are frightened they cling to where they perceive they belong and with whom they will “fight” the enemy. Again demonstrating how religion is super successful and also how Trump has essentially used all those things to gain his worshippers. Logic no longer matters. Man humans are something else it’s so weird.

I’ve been up again since 7am and it’s nearly ten. Ima try and sleep some before I have to solve the dilemma of dinner. I am also gonna look pretty today for no reason what so ever except Easter lol. And ima eat my Cadbury cream egg and pretend it wasn’t like the 5th one I ate in 24 hours.

[greylilycalligraphy]

#easter #easterinquarantine #celebrate #heisrisen #dogwoodflowers #homedecor #forage #foragedflorals #lamb (at Bristol, Tennessee) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-2xV-8JxAi/?igshid=6l8p38ymww8y