#echoes beyond

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Events of today.. I do like my new bandana

Drawn by Echo

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Fuck it, I'm tired of being human. I'm otherlinking this bitch (as of right now, I am a vampire)

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"Look, I know you're not having a good time, but I can literally feel your airplane ears. You are ready for lift off. Ground control requests you stop that right now."

Making me laugh, stop. I wanna wallow in misery, please💔

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I recently learned the style of stuff I've been trying so desperately hard to copy my whole life to mask my autism actually has a name!

It's called: half-assing everything and doing bare minimum

Rant under cut

Apparently, neurotypical people just.. don't try at anything??? I used to admire how people would somehow all be able to make stuff to effortlessly "normal," but it turns out they're literally just not putting in any effort. T_T

Putting stuff down at an angle on a rectangular table instead of perpendicular? They're halfassing it. Drawing lines that don't perfectly line up? They're halfassing it. Typing with numerous typos without going back to fix it? They're halfassing it. The way they slouch so perfectly normally? They're halfassing it. The way they walk, the way they talk, the way they stand and sit and shift their weight, the way they spend half the class on their phones or chatting, the way they don't look at you when they're busy yet still having a conversation with you, the way they drive with only one hand on the wheel, the way they never give you context, the way they never seem to be able to be happy in a relationship, carrying everything instead of investing in a backpack, never zipping up their coats in the winter, only ever wearing hoodies and sweatpants, going to school in their pajamas. They're all just halfassing everything!

why would they all be doing that? Well, because it's just the natural way normal people do things, obviously! (It's not. They. just. don't. care.)

Why don't they care? This is so incredibly concerning! Is modern life just so depressing that none of my peers care enough to put in any effort into anything? Am I putting in too much effort in trying to immitate their carelessness? Should I stop putting effort into false negligence?

This whole situation feels so ironic

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It's not fakeclaiming. It's telling someone their experiences are invalid and that they don't deserve to have community with those who share the same or similar experiences.

It's not fakeclaiming. It's grasping for your own status as "real" to be accepted by your own community. Putting yourself above others makes you feel more "real" and more valid than them.

It's not fakeclaiming. It's trying to stay on top of a toxic food chain that will eat and eat and eat away at your mentality until it becomes "kill or be killed." "Bully or be bullied." "Fakeclaim or be fakeclaimed."

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I think the only reason no one has ever caught onto the fact that we are plural is because we never interact with anyone new. We've had the same group of friends since we were seven. They literally just make up reasons to say "oh that's just him. Don't worry about it!"

My friend literally excused my change in accent a bit ago by saying "oh he just does that" girl. Okay, ykw sure.

When we tell them all, they're all gonna act surprised, too. I just know it.

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Please, introduce me to your own personal echo chamber /romantic

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I think that Al may actually secretly be Vertigo in a kinshift and not a separate alter.. ugh, why are these things so similar it's stupid

-echo