every swallow feels like swallowing glass in a thick puddle of blood
seen from Malaysia
seen from China
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seen from China

seen from Georgia
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seen from Macao SAR China
seen from China
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seen from United Kingdom

seen from United States
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seen from United States
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every swallow feels like swallowing glass in a thick puddle of blood
I hate being a fat fucking chud
TW РПП
Я не могу
Максималка.
Как вообще взять себя в руки и перестать обжираться
Я так давно уже в компульсивных перееданиях
У меня какая-то бесконечная зависимость от сладкого и чипсов
И любые попытки вернуться в более менее нормальное сбалансированное питание без подсчёта каллорий и ограничений не приводят ни к чему хорошему
Я так чертовски устала от этого дерьма
"sorry i can't eat this i'm allergic to calories"
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I’m so trapped in this body I wish I was skinnier and then I could be pretty but I can’t stop eating
Can't even grab one fucking piece of bread without my family giving me shit for it. How am I THAT unlucky to always have them run into me when I'm in the kitchen?????????? That interaction alone made me leave empty handed and beyond irritated but FINE. I won't eat anything. My nutrition is shit, FINE. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. Fuck appetite am I right?! Fuck trying and fuck recovery and fuck fuck fffuckfuckfuckufkcffuckufk all of this