every swallow feels like swallowing glass in a thick puddle of blood

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@mkkaferty
every swallow feels like swallowing glass in a thick puddle of blood
Can't even grab one fucking piece of bread without my family giving me shit for it. How am I THAT unlucky to always have them run into me when I'm in the kitchen?????????? That interaction alone made me leave empty handed and beyond irritated but FINE. I won't eat anything. My nutrition is shit, FINE. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. Fuck appetite am I right?! Fuck trying and fuck recovery and fuck fuck fffuckfuckfuckufkcffuckufk all of this
dare i post these...
my stress level is SKYROCKETING only at the mere thought of food and i can't even talk to anyone about this
I don't even like feeding myself what's the point
such a beautiful day out there i love it here i love all of you
I just want this all to stop I just want this all to stop I just want this all to stop I just want this all to stop I just want this all to stop I just want this all to stop I just want this all to st
I've been so detached from myself and my emotions and everything I do that I just... broke down after simply sitting in a chair for an hour with my thoughts
But we ball am I right
totally forgot about yesterday's moment of weakness lol how are we doing internet nation
i'm great
food is consuming my whole entire mind
it's got a grip on my throat and it burns through my thoughts
[VENT]
omggggg WHY is this so hard just get better or worse idc but not THIS
I super do not want to
I don't want to do anything I hate drinking I hate sitting I hate laying down I hate my phone because nothing amuses me and nothing sparks my interest, not comfort not shame not impending doom not music not social interactions nothing awakens any emotion in me but otherwise life's alright ig just kinda lame
it's just... pshhhh, y'know? shrug, yeah. and the world keeps spinning but it's like. eh whatever
undiagnosing myself. there is nothing wrong with me i am #normal
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suddenly chewing food up and spitting it out afterwards sounds appealing to me
My partner is destroying themself and there is nothing i can do about it.