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If only I were she!
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If only I were she!
Daily Limerick 63
You're inside me like a disease. I feel you with every breeze. I walk around comparing my insides to peoples outsides. And you everything from the water to the trees. 3/4/15
Book 361
If truth is beauty, then beauty is truth.
What WE are is truth.
Is beautiful.
Today, I will focus on this beautiful truth.
LA 11/4/14
Book 347 - 357
Book 347
You know how I can get. I am THE storm.... I wonder if anyone can ever court me- and you insist that you got me ... So I let you, hard fought, high strung, loud cries, I let you watch over me... Cause you INSIST you got me.... So through the good and the pain we breathe and one day we will wake up from this crazy dream and when we meet again... What happens then? I don't know but I'm pretty sure you will insist "you got me".
LA 10/21/14
Book 348 - Peter Pan Mentality
You can still have adventures and live for the future...
Yo, the boy who never grew up:
"I will not be your Wendy. I will not wait for you while you globe trot, and imagine, and live so desperately for the now you refuse to soften enough to play the game of plugging in and making it happen together. I will not wait for you to find enlightenment… But come back and fly into my window and ask me to join you for a long time coming, learn from me, see me, watch how I fly, see what I know and you got it.”
You can still have adventures and live for the future...
LA 10/22/14
Book 349
Wash away so that I might hear.
…
Behold - you are carved in the palm of my hand
& I will never not feel you.
LA 10/23/14
Book 350
Black sun
Blood moon
Life is good
Even when we’re not.
LA 10/24/14
Book 351
I will cover you.
Like the sons
covered the father.
Like father covers man.
God covers children.
Mother covers growth.
With flesh and sacrifice I will cover you so no harm comes to you.
LA 10/25/15
Book 352
It has been so very hard.
There are days where I don't know if I can do it
(Not like this).
I love you in this life
I love you in my presence
Not to make up for lost time or catch up
But in the thousands of nows.
And we're planning a wedding. I haven't even seen you.
My ego pops and says
I just started to love you again and you left me and never came back.
(That 3 day trip become forever)
And I'm starting to think the only thing I do well on my own is think about myself.
You know the song "wayfaring stranger" - that's me without you.
Partly frightened
Partly okay.
Without you I am me
With you I am us
I like being us.
Come home.
Help me find us.
Of course I wanna get away. There is nothing here for me. With you I have purpose here. I was gone and you brought me back. Took me into your home. Opened your heart and listened to my cries. I was gone and you kept me.
So keep me.
L.A. 10/26/14
Book 353 TAROT BREAKDOWN has entered our home...
The Queen of Pentacles depicts a SOLITARY woman who sits upon a throne.
Solitary… "done or existing alone: I live a pretty solitary life| tigers are essentially solitary.”
The rabbit also hops into our awareness, symbolising that it is a good time to look before we leap and exercise good judgement as the Queen of Pentacles does.
I will do my best to learn from this bunny, look before I jump and exercise good judgement like you always do my Queen.
& The Queen of Pentacles suggests that it is important to you that you are able to live independently, you are also able to find time to invest in yourself and ensure that you have enough ‘me’ time in between all of your other commitments.
L.A. 10/27/14
Book 354
Our eyes apologize better.
See you soon.
LA 10/28/14
Book 355
We are quite the pair.
You believing in me
and me believing I’m worth it and deserve it.
LA 10/29/14
Book 356
Trees become seasick if they are too far from the ocean for too long; an inner sickness, a longing for her ocean, a hunger they can never quite settle… they are reunited with lost parts of their souls in the sea.
LA 10/30/14
Book 357
A spooky poem…
The spookiest thing I can say is, when you come home I’m gonna do everything with you.
LA 10/31/14
Book 271
Watching the early morning risers from the hotel window
Quietly
As you sleep
softly
In another place
Same time
Amongst the cars, song birds, brunchers
In a city I thought I knew
Large, but I’ve seen large
City, but I’ve seen city
Right now it’s simply a bee finding it’s flower
Perfect
All around me are screens for my conscience.
I wouldn’t call it art or a helping hand
But what do I know about the scene in this city, dysfunction of these people of their wants?
Just give me a pastry and coffees latte in a tea cup
Summer
eyes closed
spread out
I’m happy I’m here
You’re happy you’re there
I feel like I should order a drink in celebration
to welcome our art in abundance
But I would have to tell you when you call-
And you would ask, “what wisdom in drinking?”
I wonder about 10, 20 years
What city?
Walking to a park where the runners keep me awake
or I keep them awake
what keeps us awake?
Meeting people I barely know
(drunk enough to fall over)
who will eventually love me
At the end of the night
On numerous occasions I wonder
if I should have tried harder-
which mean I could have;
thats how it goes
if you think on the beginning its the end
if you think what you should of, could of
then you didn’t
Our future -
where will it lead to?
will you be laying there?
Will I be on the street
staring out
frozen
wondering about love, song and light
Will anyone hear me
want to hear me?
my words
my stories
The world is not leaping out of bed to make me rich
Not in that way
but enough to own the street
to have a city pulse in my palm
enough to be completely FREE
Sure enough FREE
I hope I will always have the sense to go home
As lovely as today is
the winter will be cold
I could be an ex-pat
happily welcomed
That father
that man
at a bar drinking over priced whiskey
but comparably a good deal-
I would tell you ( b/c you will ask)... It was a good deal
And the bar made reminded me of my youth-
she only works here two night a week
but she’s a singer
& SHE IS
I told her-
"You are. I also have friends who work in bars, it doesn’t define you"
I will wonder back to you
I will wake you
softly
I will be first glance between
the tiniest slits of eyes
cracks between eyelids
... "My love, We are here
Exactly where we are
Lets try not to take anything to seriously" ...
Perfect
Atlanta (8/4/14)