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With all the people in your life, Am I one of those who stay or am I one of those who are just passing by? 😂 #mindme? OR #dontmindme? #Angmagandangnagmamaganda #vhieleexplorer #edralin (at Cervantes, Ilocos Sur)

[heyjessa]

Silence

“That is all that I have heard

from you, these past few days.

Silence.

I have no idea what

happened. To someone like

me, that is one of the worst

things you could ever do to

me- to leave me with an

unfulfilled purpose and an

unanswered question.

To be honest what we had

wasn’t really that big, looking

at it as a whole. It was fun. It

was friendly. It was, on

occasion, sweet. Amusing to

look at. But it was there, it was

real. It wasn’t love- since we

had both agreed not to love,

and it was impossible, for our

situation

Where was your roar?

I don’t know what I did

wrong. Somewhere,

sometime, you just... went

away. And that little icon

there that says you’re still

online, those status updates

that I end up over analyzing

because I think they’re about

me, mulling over what I think

I could have done wrong even

before I met you is driving me

crazy.

Where was your fire?

That’s what I miss the most.

That twinkle in your eye that

you seem to communicate

through our chats, that spunk

that you kept pushing on me,

your frantic expressioins that

never really meant anything,

because they were just you. I

don’t know how far to push

you, how much to ask you,

because the same fire that

kept me warm, you might end

up using to burn me.

Where are your wings?

To someone like me, who has

a little trouble with

connecting with people,

meeting you was a fresh

breeze of something new and

something interesting. It was

something that I live for, that

moment where you’re talking

with someone who’s a

stranger and yet you feel is

more or less the exact same as 

you- the feeling of a personal

agreement between two

people.

And now I have to face the

possibility athat what existed is

now gone- or even worse, that

it was all a lie and it never

existed in the first place.

If you ask me how I feel right

now, I can’t really say that I’m

mad. Or disappointed. Just

wondering. These are

questions I might never know

the answers to, questions that

I think I just need to let go of,

rather than see it through to

the end.

I really don’t know what else

to say, I have said from the

beginning that your decisions

are your own, and I will

never, ever question them. I

more or less brought that on

myself. But still, I wish I knew.

I wish I knew why.

I can’t say that I’ll wait for

you. I already have, and if I

continue doing that, the idea

of you being there but treating

me as if I’m not is just too

much to take.

So that’s it for you and for me.

Like your namesake of legend,

fly. Fly away.

Fly away from me.”

- Kyle

[nicoleedralin]

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