tags: spoilers for the first 100 days, established romantic relationship -> break up, reader is special to eito
things seemed to be going so well with eito! he really seemed like the sweetest boyfriend ever, offering you support during your time at last defense academy and treating you like no other guy ever had
and then everything changed. eito changed. your sweet and loving boyfriend turned out to be nothing but a despicable and hatred filled liar! he hated all of humanity – and that included you!
you never saw it coming, the switch between the eito you knew and the real eito. maybe you didn't want to see it coming!
but his betrayal hit you the hardest! you could barely stand to look at him, when he had that disgusted grin on his lips, his eyes filled with hatred!
you wondered why he had even bothered to pretend to love you in the first place! why put you through this? for his own entertainment? because clearly, it couldn't have been love…
and it seemed like eito didn't know either. or maybe he didn't want to tell you. because when you confronted him, crying and angrily pointing your class weapon at him, he had no answer for you. none that he was willing to share
because the truth was that you fascinated him. he hated all of humanity. but you? you were… different. less despicable. tolerable. for most people, that wouldn't be enough. but for eito? tolerable was more than he ever expected from a human…
a.k.a. a disgustingly long (11.3k words... ugh...) collection of pretty much every thought I've had about lesbo Eito x reader, organized into 26 parts using the alphabet
A few notes before we get into this hellzone of a post!!!
1 - While most of this was written to be inclusive for any and all girlies, the M section involves AFAB reader. Feel free to skip that one if it's not something you're comfy with
2 - ♥︎ means this section has NSFW. Again, feel free to skip if that's not up your alley
3 - Canon Eito is a manipulative, immoral menace to society. Lesbeito is no different. We support women's rights AND women's wrongs here!!! So yeah. There's a lot of awful behavior here per usual. Not my fault Eito sucks xoxo
That's all... for now. I'm not gonna lie, I STILL have more thoughts about Lesbeito somehow. May compile them into a misc headcanons post in the future? We'll see. Anyways on to the actual post
Appearance - What does she look like?
HB double Ds babeyyyyy SORRY SORRY SORRY
Okay but legit this is an incredibly important part of her character design. I believe with my entire heart that in every version of the Eitoverse, they are blessed by the gods to be insanely conventionally attractive BUT in specific ways that they feel the need to hide. So, much like how male Eito tends to hide his pretty big/muscular build under an oversized jacket to give off a more sickly, innocent vibe, Lesbeito (yes, this is pretty much her legal name at this point) tries suuuper hard to not show any part of her body's figure with that same sort of method. God bless sports bras. This naturally goes for the rest of her body as well, cause girl is NOT risking being contaminated by disgusting human germs for the drip.
Regarding the rest of her physique, I like to imagine that she's not actually too far off from her canon counterpart. Probably pretty tall for a girl, similar to Hiruko. Face card lethal. Her hair also looks very similar to canon due to both safety and hygiene concerns, just instead of the back being short, it's constantly tied up in this adorable ponytail <333 She honestly gives me scientist vibes really hard? Like normal Eito already does, but something about her hair really leans heavily into that aesthetic to me. Please don't start the next plague and kill off humanity, Lesbeito. Please.
Another important detail! She is NOT frail at all, even if she makes an effort to hide her muscles for social brownie points. Girls got abs of steel. The worst part is that, while I do think she puts in effort to take care of her health exercise-wise, she also is just... kind of built like that by default. It's obnoxious and also feeds into her already sky-high ego so bad. I'm not sure if it's ever touched on in the story, but I just know for a fact that all Eitos get the hugest ego boosts out of knowing how attractive and healthy they physically are compared to the average person, even by the rest of society's standards. Bastards.
Another thing that is a notable part of her design is layers. Unfortunately, she has been just as much a victim of casual physical contact as pretty much every girl who's ever been out in public, and it drives her fucking nuts. So, she's learned to cope with it by tacking on as many layers as physically possible, especially around her waist area. Girlie has like 5 layers there at all times just in case some dude grabs it while moving past her (oversized jacket, shirt, undershirt, potentially skirt, pants/leggings). Any less makes her want to vomit.
Beauty - What does she find beautiful?
You, obviously! Or else she would kill you. Teehee.
Before that fateful day when she first laid eyes on you, she was surrounded by nothing but horrible, horrible monsters. Every single thing about other humans was revolting to her: their rotting flesh, the stench of their decaying bodies, and the absolute worst of it all—those disgusting, vile, dirty eyes and hands of theirs that they can't seem to keep to themselves. Just thinking about them is enough for her to feel unclean.
With that in mind, you can imagine how she first felt waking up in that damned academy. Even before the cloudiness of her eyes faded, she could sense it. Them. How could she not, with that rancid stench surrounding her from every angle and soaking into her bloodstream? Thankfully, though, fate had smiled down on her and blessed her with a landline, an angel whose mere presence could purify her of the surrounding filth and make her whole once more. You. :)
Obviously, she immediately decides that you two must be soulmates and her whole cognitive disorder is actually just a Wattpadesque way for the universe to show her who she should dedicate her entire life and being to! And that never-ending suffering she's been enduring her entire life? All of it was for your sake. After all, your sweet self can't see others for the rotten beings they truly are—a good thing, since you deserve better than to live in the same hell that she does—so it's up to her and her righteous eyes to protect you from those monsters and keep your purity intact.
You look so scared, poor thing... Don't worry, she's already on her way to comfort you! Honestly, her mind and heart are racing so hard over approaching you, momentarily worrying about if she'll be able to keep her cool enough to charm you. It's just that you're already so mesmerizing from afar; how could she possibly act normal when witnessing your divine beauty up close and personal? But then she relaxes at her mind's reminder of your soulmate bond. You two were made for each other, so she must be your type!
Right?
Charm - How does she first go about interacting with you? What kind of light does she try to paint herself in?
Like always, she starts out with her staple innocent, a bit awkward, but ultimately sweethearted pretty girl routine. It's what people seem to react best to, and she wants to make a good first impression! Especially with her knowledge that this persona of hers tends to make others let their guard down around her. More than anything, her biggest priority right now is to get you to trust and feel safe around her.
Acting too chipper right off the bat would probably put you off, huh... It's a real shame that, as she inches closer to your unassuming form, she has to try to force her giddy smile and blush away—even if the latter is already a lost cause. Oh well. You're probably too frazzled to even pay attention to a detail like that.
Once she finally calms herself down enough to approach you, she actually does a pretty dang good job at pretending to be a normal person who's just checking on you out of a very normal amount of concern for your well-being. You know, instead of a lovesick weirdo who's already fantasizing about spending the entirety of your lives together. She arches her brows at just the right angle. Leans in to you, but not too much. She even manages to keep her voice as clear and soft as possible for you, all in the name of being the comforting figure you clearly need in these hard times.
Now, you very well may be someone who responds super well to this kind of treatment. Maybe you're even someone who'd fall for her blatant codependency trap hook, line, and sinker, just like she's desperately hoping for you to. But for the sake of both torturing our lesbian queen and making for a more in-depth character study, let's say you don't respond well at all. You're cold with her, tell her to mind her business, and run off to lock yourself in your dorm room without even offering her a second glance. Then what?
Denial - How does she handle you rejecting her advances?
At first, not well.
She doesn't understand. Did she do something wrong and offend you somehow? No, that can't be right; she barely even said more than a couple of words before you lashed out at her. She just doesn't get it. It's so hard to think now that you're gone and she's stuck trapped here with all of these wretched monsters, no longer having your beautiful face or comforting scent here to drown them out.
Even worse, she can't just ditch the other members after the battle (one that she actually is willing to partake in this time, since it's for your sake) to go check up on you in your dorm room. No, she has to keep up appearances and go to the cafeteria instead. It's not like she even cares about the others' opinions of her, but... she cares about yours so, so much. And if she can become a reliable member of the team, maybe you'll see that and come to rely on her too. She just has to try her best and pray it works out.
Still, her mind's on you the entire time she's there, thinking of you. Imagining you. Wondering about you. You must be so scared right now, huddled in that cramped little space of yours all alone... Maybe that's why you rejected her so harshly earlier. You were just scared and didn't know any better, like a frightened cat hissing at its new owner. That's okay. She accepts who you are, even the rougher parts. That's why she's your soulmate, after all! Unlike those selfish creatures who have already forgotten about you by now, she's willing to put the work in to earn your trust.
Speaking of cats, don't people typically earn their trust with food? It's not like you'll be allowed to get much on your own, seeing as you didn't fight, so it's up to her to keep you well fed and healthy! And then, the more you see how much she cares about you, how willing she is to risk putting herself in harm's way to get you the proper nutrition you deserve, the more you'll open up to her.
So that's exactly what she starts doing. Every morning, afternoon, and night, she comes and brings you something to eat without fail. True, you were still a bit... prickly at first, but that's gone down drastically after a few days of this new routine of yours. You even smile at her sometimes! This cute, tiny little smile, like you're still too shy to fully express your thankfulness. It's beautiful. Truly beautiful.
But then you close the door on her, again and again. Why can't you just let her in? She can tell the isolation's getting to you. She can tell you want to talk more. But you don't. You never do.
Still, she's made a lot of progress using this method. If she can just pry your heart open a little bit more...
Empathy - And how she uses it against you
There is one more crucial detail about her persona and why she's so keen on using it that I left out earlier: it makes people pity her. Sure, not all the time, but she's more than aware of the amount of sympathy points a little hospital mention here and a silent tear there can get her. And when people feel bad for her, they change how they treat her. Things that normally would get someone yelled at instead garner frustrated sighs when she's the one doing it, or at most a little talking down to her as if she's too dumb to understand why what she did was wrong. As if they're smarter than her. Pathetic.
It's especially strong for this version of Eito because, well... she's a girl. People already look down on her anyway; over and over, others constantly treat her like she's weak and sensitive and dumb and incapable of understanding even the simplest of things, so... why not take advantage of that? Why not put on the ditzy airhead routine when it suits her if people force it on her even when it doesn't? It's the least she deserves for everything she's been through in her miserable life.
Of course, she isn't miserable anymore! Now that she has you in her life, she's got an actual purpose for her existence that isn't soaked in hatred and sorrow—and that's making you happy. She'll do anything and everything in pursuit of that goal. And if it takes guilt-tripping you a little bit to get there, then that's exactly what she'll do.
She waits until a day when you're particularly vulnerable. Maybe your yearning gaze lingers just a touch longer on her than usual when she shows up at your door, or maybe there's a hesitance in your voice when she bids you farewell, betraying how you don't really want her to leave just yet. And then she starts up the crocodile tears.
Has she been annoying you? She's so sorry, it's just that she's really worried about you and can't stand watching you suffer all alone like this... But, if you really hate her and want her to leave you alone from now on, she understands...
By the time you panic console her enough to get her to quit crying and apologizing so dang much, her feet have already crossed the barrier into your room. You don't even notice. Good. Now, all that's left is to steer the conversation in such a way that your guilt forces you to admit that you don't actually hate her, you're just scared and struggling to cope with the whole war situation. Then, you two can finally move past this phase of your relationship and into something much more tolerable!
Friendship - Now that she's successfully started worming her way into your heart, what's next? How does your dynamic change?
Clingy. So incredibly clingy. Hence why it was so important for her to get you to admit your true feelings toward her earlier! Now, she basically has a free pass to act super needy and affectionate with you, since you're either A—too worried about upsetting her again to push her away or B—still snappy, but in a way where both of you know that you don't really mean it.
That isn't to say she's annoying with her affection. Despite her very intense desire to stay by your side 24/7, she's also incredibly good at reading you and being able to toe the line between endearing and obnoxious, meaning she's never too much. Just... much.
This is a situation where Lesbeito reaaaalllyy takes advantage of the fact that you're both girls, especially when that's combined with her facade of knowing very little about social rules and how to correctly interact with others. She's the sort of person who constantly does things like ask inappropriately personal questions and bat her eyelashes at you so innocently that you feel too bad to call her out on it and just answer. It's not like she means to be so awkward, she just doesn't have much experience making friends because of her time in the hospital. So... you can forgive her for these little missteps, can't you?
You'll find that story of hers coming up a lot as justification for pretty much everything she does. That goes double for things she wants and is trying to push you into agreeing to. She's never been to a sleepover before, so you two should totally have one! You don't even need to worry about planning anything out; she'll take care of all that. And if she happens to accidentally make a lot of uh... interesting choices in the process, she can just play them off as honest mistakes. How was she supposed to know that the version of Truth or Dare she picked up had those kinds of cards in it? It's not like she was the one who wrote them.
…Even though she did. She used the Gift-O-Matic to create the base box set and then immediately swapped the cards out with ones of her own making. Weirdo.
Speaking of weird.
Grabby - Exactly what it sounds like
She has a serious problem with respecting your personal space, and just like mentioned in the prior section, it's made so so so much worse by the fact that you're the same gender. Every time you start trying to weasel your way out of her grasp or make a comment about how close she is to you, she always comes up with some sort of excuse. It's fine because you're both girls, right? She's seen plenty of friends act like this with each other (in her manga, which is definitely the same as real life mhm mhm). You're just trying to withdraw again like you did when you first got here... so really, she's being a good friend to you by not letting you hurt yourself like that!
Of course, all of that is total BS. She just wants to hug you really, really badly, and you don't initiate it as much as she wants you to
:(((((
So yeah. Whether you try to avoid it or not, you're eventually going to have to get used to the fact that she just will NOT stop grabbing and clinging onto you every chance she gets—and every chance she creates, which happens a lot. Girlie pop is not a particularly clumsy person on her own, but the minute you're around? Oh no, she's fallen (directly on top of you) and she can't get up!!! And of course, even once she does finally start making her way upright, she has to check that you're okay! Yes, she already knows that you are because she made sure to protect your head on the way down, but you don't know that. Yes, she could check you for injuries without straddling you the entire time, but you don't know that she knows that. So shhh. Just let it happen.
Her chipper attitude may not make this super obvious, but a huge portion of why she's like this is how it harms your ability to get close to others. You start glancing at someone you've been too friendly with lately, and she can tell you're planning on going up to them? Not anymore! She's already pulling you into her arms and yapping in your ear about something or another; anything that gets your attention works, really. All that matters is that your eyes are on her and only her.
H...Horny... ♥︎
You know how I mentioned her pulling you into her arms and talking to get your attention? Well, there's a bit more to her strategy than that. She doesn't use it too often for the sake of its effectiveness remaining intact over time, but uh. She likes to squish you right into her boobs.
See, no matter how hard you try to act like you aren't attracted to her, she pays way too much attention to you and your every little reaction to not realize that you're starting to reciprocate her feelings. But, since she's so consistent at playing up her socially inept persona, she can still get away with behaviors like that without giving away her true intentions; this way, you wind up feeling like you're the one who'd be making it weird if you pointed it out, not her. And you better fucking believe she uses this to her advantage.
She absolutely adores the way you get all worked up over seeing and touching those parts of her, and for several reasons.
The first is obvious; it means that you like her back! Even if you refuse to say it outright, the knowledge alone is more than enough to make her heart melt into a big sapphic puddle... and give her a huge ego boost. Not like she needed another one, but whatever. Each blush of yours that you so graciously bless her with is living proof that she's doing a good job. That she really is your soulmate like she always knew she was, a creation designed down to the last detail to fulfill all of your wants and needs.
The second one is about the cleansing effect it has. Your eyes, your skin, your everything—all of the particles that make up your body and soul are divine perfection. Others, on the other hand, are filthy. So filthy that, even when they're long gone, she can sometimes still feel the disgusting remains of their past interactions on her, their past attention she never asked for. When you're there, though... it feels like you're holy water washing over her and purifying her, making her clean again. It's heaven.
Of course, as much as she craves your attention, she loves giving you her own even more! What kind of (future) girlfriend would she be if she didn't make you feel loved and cared for? The only problem is that she has to be a little more subtle about it, given how you're still technically in the friendship stage. Lame!
Still, she manages to get away with so much horny shit that it's honestly impressive. It helps a lot that, due to the fact that she's never had anyone to feel these sorts of feelings for in the past, she's the type that can get riled up over literally any part of you. Right now, she's really zoned in on your waist area, since it's easy for her to get away with feeling you up there at the moment. Don't misunderstand, though. While she's willing to settle for just looking at/touching a few select parts of your body right now, she wants all of you so, so badly and will stop at nothing to admire you in your entirety.
Illness - About her "condition"...
Yeah, she still has to lie her ass off about having health issues to get away with retching at the sight of others. You help a lot, of course, but even then... sometimes, they get a bit too chummy with you for her liking. It's horrifying, honestly. The juxtaposition of your angelic self next to them really highlights just how disgusting they truly are, and then to see you get contaminated with their filth... Can you really blame her for nearly losing her breakfast at the sight of it?
Her feelings on having to lie to you specifically about it are mixed. On one hand—as much as she loves to act all innocent and clueless—she hates how unreliable it can make her look, especially during group meetings. On the other, though, it's truly adorable watching you fret over her whenever she has one of her episodes in your line of sight. You even sometimes take her by the hand and guide her back to her room! So she'd say it's a worthwhile tradeoff. She might even fake feeling sick from time to time just to get you to be all doting and sweet to her.
Now, if she actually gets sick, it's a whole other story. Poor thing literally tries to quarantine herself in her room in the name of keeping you safe and healthy. Did she stock up on food beforehand? Nope! But it's okay, because she can handle some cheeky starvation for a few days just fine knowing it's for your benefit. She did already fail you by letting herself get like this, so... she doesn't really deserve to see you right now, anyway. It's a fitting punishment in her mind.
If you somehow manage to force your way into caring for her, though, she has no choice but to accept it. Let's say that in this scenario, she fainted and you've been watching over her ever since she got carried to her bed. As much as she still wants to keep you safe, she's well aware that you've already been exposed to her germs by now, so kicking you out wouldn't exactly do either of you any good. In this case, you might see a vulnerable side of her—a real one, this time.
The pills you're trying to get her to take remind her so much of back then... but it's different now, because you're here. You're warm. You're safe. She leans into you after the whole ordeal, but it feels nothing like the forceful hugs she plans out so meticulously any other day. This time, it's soft and so terribly gentle, as if she's barely even there at all. And maybe she isn't. Maybe she's back in that damned hospital bed from all those years ago, imagining what it'd be like if she had met you sooner.
How wonderful that would've been. If only she were that fortunate.
Jealousy - What's she like when she's jealous? What brings out that side of her, and how does she cope when it happens?
She's exactly the same as she always is! Because there's never a goddamn moment in her life where she isn't at least a tiny bit jealous. It's worsened by the fact that you're into women, so she can't even let her guard down when you're interacting with another girl. Ugh.
If you're wondering if there are any limitations to what can make her jealous, the answer is absolutely fucking not. You see, most people have the basic understanding not to get pissy about things like friendships, parental bonds, etc. on the basis that they have no logical reason to. They understand that other people existing in your life is totally normal. Miss thing over here? She does NOT feel that way at all. Honestly, though, it's hard to blame her. All of these things people claim to be "normal" are things she's never experienced in her life—at least, not in any way that could help her empathize with your strange desire to talk to anyone who isn't her. So, she's kind of just stuck there endlessly seething over any ounce of affection you throw at anyone other than her.
How she behaves when such emotions arise within her is complicated and changes a lot as your relationship grows. In an ideal world, she could go straight to playing the openly clingy girlfriend role and whining tactlessly in your ear about wanting your attention every few seconds. But, unfortunately, she's still in the process of getting you warmed up to her, so that has to wait a little while.
...And by that I mean she tones it down by like. The most tiniest of fractions. She just can't help herself! She barely can tolerate just the presence of those disgusting monsters, so how could she possibly watch you get all buddy-buddy with one and act like everything's fine? She's lucky she can even keep up her goody two-shoes act at all, really. If it weren't for your beautiful face always managing to calm her down just before she risks losing it altogether and screaming at them to get away from you, then... the results wouldn't exactly be pretty. Which leads into our next topic!
Kill - Someone grab Darumi, cause it's killing game time!
Bitches be stabby.
Okay but for real, is this a surprise to anyone? Just because she loves you to death and is willing to defend humanity for the sake of your future together doesn't mean she's suddenly a saint. It just makes her a violent bastard in an entirely new way.
Don't get the impression that she's only a murder machine out of hatred or jealousy, though. Unlike her past self, there's actually a very genuine, sentimental aspect to this bloodshed; she wants to keep you safe. She needs to. You're the only reason she has to keep going, the only life in her light that makes this hellish warzone resemble something she could almost call home. It's only right that she does everything she can to protect you from all potential threats, no matter which side they're allied with.
Her first two kills play out almost exactly as they did in route 0. Sirei, while technically valuable to the mission in many ways, immediately wound up on her shitlist for daring to starve you (yes, she snuck you food anyway, but that doesn't make it any better). So what if you didn't fight? He shouldn't have tried forcing you to in the first place! Hiruko had to go for similar reasons, what with her threatening to kick out everyone who wasn't willing to fight after a set amount of days. That was a no-brainer.
(And also because she got jealous over your reaction to seeing Hiruko in a swimsuit, but she doesn't want to admit that.)
Thankfully for the rest of the squad, that's typically where her killing spree ends. She would love to eliminate everyone who tries getting closer to you, but that would be far too risky; there are only so many of them she can kill before it starts becoming a serious detriment to your survival chances, after all.
Lovesick - At what point does she decide to confess her feelings for you? How does that turn out?
She is NOT an exception to the lesbian relationships moving super fast stereotype. Girlie wants you two declaring your undying love for each other within the first month bare minimum of y'all knowing each other. Buuuuut if she really has to, she supposes she can wait an extra week or two. Maybe.
If I had to say what the tipping point ends up being, honestly, it's just when she can't handle waiting anymore. For how much she prides herself on self-discipline and being willing to do anything for the sake of her goals, she's just flat out not that patient in this regard. She loves you, and she can tell you love her too, so why make you both wait? You deserve so much better than constantly sitting there wondering if your feelings for her are returned, or shying away from her advances out of fear that you're somehow taking them the wrong way. So really, she's helping you! Mhm. Yup.
She's not entirely without a plan, of course. Probably about 10% of her average day before this fateful moment has been spent imagining how this would go down, so she's got plenty of ideas!
(If you're thinking "Hey, that's a pretty low number", that's because the other 90% is dedicated to every other fantasy she has about you. That or she's busy reminiscing on your past experiences together. Anyways.)
When she's ready to ask you out, you better fucking believe that you're about to be bombarded with the most sappy, cheesy, over-the-top confession speech you could ever receive. I'm talking so intense and prolonged that you may have to straight up just interrupt her and tell her that you like her back so your head doesn't explode from all the word vomiting. You also will probably have to grab a tissue/use your sleeve to help mop up the ocean of tears pouring out of her eyes. All of which are entirely real by the way, despite her history of crocodile tears. She just genuinely is so overwhelmed by her adoration for you that it sends her into a fit of hysterical sobs the moment she tries to express it all.
If you know what's best for you, you'll say you feel the same way. :)
It's not like you even have to reciprocate her intensity at all; the moment that the words "I like you too" fall from your lips, she's already too busy mashing her own pair onto them like a starving animal to pay attention to anything else. She can't help it! There are so many things she's been desperately yearning to do with you but couldn't before... Now that you're a couple, though, so much more is on the table. So yeah. Be prepared for the intensity of her acts of affection to skyrocket to unfathomable levels from this point on.
Menstruation - Yeah if the rest of this wasn't proof enough about how down bad I am for this chick, this certainly is. Sorry not sorry. ♥︎
Where do I even begin with this.
Let's start off with good ol' Lesbeito and her personal thoughts/experiences with periods. I have a funny feeling she's the type of chick who learned about them and immediately went "Absolutely not. Where's the anti-bleeding pills" and got on birth control the instant she could. Yes, she hates taking medicine and all, but have you seen her goddamn wardrobe? Miss thing canNOT stomach the constant anguish of potentially staining her pristine white clothing with yucky blood—even if it's her own.
With that said, she doesn't find yours gross at all! You'll probably wish she did, though, with how concerningly enthusiastic she gets about it. You can't even weasel your way out of the topic by saying you're shy about it or whatever, because she will immediately start retorting about how there's nothing to be ashamed of!!! Menstruating is perfectly normal and, really, something you should take pride in! Sure, there are some horrible people out there who act like periods are gross or unhygienic... but she's different. Unlike them, she loves and accepts every part of you. So trust her! And tell her every single detail about your cycle for uh. Research purposes.
As far as pampering goes, she is easily the best partner you could ever hope for. There isn't a single variable in which she hasn't prepped extensively for. Cramps? She's got just about every pain-relieving method that exists on the planet sprawled out across your bedroom floor, allowing you to choose whatever helps you most. Food cravings? Don't worry, she'll run to the cafeteria and grab anything you ask for in no time! Mood swings? Well, it's not like you being grouchy's ever stopped her from caring for you before.
It's almost unnerving how prepared she is when yours starts, honestly, but at that point you're too exhausted to think about it any harder. It's only much later that something strange occurs to you; you never actually told her your period started, so how the hell did she figure that out?
Simple. She smelled it. It's not even about the blood necessarily (although she certainly could smell that too). It's just... she knows your signature scent better than anyone else and always takes any chance she can get to get a good whiff of it. So, naturally, she picks up on any changes in said scent. Whether it's due to stress, sickness, or—as is the case here—hormonal changes, hiding anything about your physical health is literally impossible with her around. At least you don't have to worry about surprise blood stains in public?
Her excitement over your period stems from several different factors.
For one, she just plain old loves any situation in which you're vulnerable and reliant on her. The more helpless you are, the better! Same goes for the fact that you probably aren't willing to go out all that much or, at the very least, are more open to her running errands in your stead.
She also has a bit of a fascination with the physicality of it all. Most obviously, the blood. It is still true that she needs to be careful in order to avoid staining her clothes, but all of that disgust she normally feels over the fluid dissipates in your presence. Everything about it is so divine, so sacred; there's the ineffable, sweet scent of it that keeps wafting over and swirling with her senses, even with your products of choice trying their best to soak it up. And, of course, the sight of the blood itself...
Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to let you sleep in a little. Create a beautiful blemish in those thin bedsheets of yours and then, when you panic, reassure you that it's alright and she'll just run them through the laundry to wash it off. It would be so easy. You wouldn't even argue with her much, being too embarrassed and busy handling the rest of the blood to do anything but let her walk out, fabric in hand.
When blessed with a gift so divine, who in their right mind would do anything other than keep it for themself to cherish until the end of time?
The final one........... okay this is where I get really degenerate SORRY THIS IS WHAT THE HORNY WARNING WAS FOR SORRRYYYYYYYYY!!! Um... Have you seen that post/comment about how you can make a period end faster by orgasming five to six times in a row in the shower? Because she has, and by GOD is she going to use that to her advantage to get you to agree to the most unholy gorefest of a shower sex marathon you could possibly imagine.
Again, she's not one to give up easily, even if you get super shy about doing those kinds of things with her in that state at first. She loves you so so so so so much!!! And that means every part of you. All those worries and insecurities floating through your mind right now? Those are just the remnants of society shaming you for so long, telling you that a natural part of your body's being is something dirty that needs to be hidden. Don't listen to them.
Listen to her instead. Listen to the way she worships every inch of you. How her breath hits all the sensitive spots littering your skin just right, going up and up alongside the curvature of your neck before dropping aaaaall the way down. Watch as her eyes flicker with emotion after emotion, somehow still communicating more love than you've ever received from any other despite how preoccupied her tongue now is with lapping up your fluids. Feel her passion and devotion seeping into your core and building and building until it's too much and you can't take it anymore and—
Oh, look! That's the first one down. Now for the other five. :)
Nightmares - Does she have nightmares? How does she react to your own?
Yes yes and yes.
It's honestly the only thing that might turn her off from sleeping next to you, even with you two being a couple and already doing other, far more intimate things by this point. Don't get her wrong, she'll still happily do so! It's just that she probably is going to have a hard time actually falling asleep the first few nights, wondering if she'll fuck it up by jolting upright or screaming into your ear halfway through. Sad Lesbeito :(
The first time it happens, she mentally berates herself over it so hard. What right does she have to ruin your beauty sleep? Still, when you inevitably reach out and mumble some sweet words of concern into her ear, all of those racing thoughts melt away in an instant.
Everything's okay. You're here. You love her. So no matter what horrors lie outside of your bedroom walls, no matter what monsters crawl in the backside of her mind hidden by the shadows of night, she can rest easy with that knowledge and the comfort of your warmth.
On a happy note, the frequency of these goes down drastically the more and more you two sleep together. Proof that women are better than therapy!
Now, if you're the one getting nightmares, good lord are you gonna be babied so hard. And smothered. And every other synonym for doting on you that you can think of. It's honestly so dramatic and overdone that it often goes past the point of being sweet and ends up just being so obnoxiously cheesy that you can't even take it seriously. Then again... The never-ending reassurances do keep your mind off whatever happened in your dream in the end, so I guess it still works.
She's particularly sensitive to any nightmares you have about being hurt by someone. Maybe because those are the kind she can personally relate to the most. Either way, you wind up being forcefully cradled into her chest afterwards. She keeps whispering gentle consolations in your ear. There are so many that it's honestly hard to keep track, but her favorite mantras always seem to use the word "safe".
You're safe here. She'll never hurt you, and she'll never let anyone else hurt you. She can keep you safe.
She's the only one who can keep you safe.
Oasis - Regarding her feelings towards your living space...
As you may have picked up on from the inclusion of the last topic, you two have grown practically inseparable at this point in time, even to the degree of sleeping in the same bed every night—more specifically, yours. That's far from coincidental. While it is still true that she has a thing for all-white decor, the colors that you adorn your own living space with have become quite endearing to her. Everything about your room has, really. It's just so... you!!!
Naturally, she's wormed her way into sharing it with you so hard that it now essentially belongs to both of you. You don't even lock the door anymore, allowing her full access to it when you aren't around to let her in. How sweet of you <3
She thus takes it upon herself to occupy the room at any given chance. Whether it's helping you out by tidying up the place, snooping around to learn more about your interests, or simply burying herself in the sweet scent of your bedsheets, she's never short on things to do in there. Just be sure to avoid any trace of poor cleanliness/hygiene habits. Otherwise, you might find yourself getting gently scolded by her over it. She loves you too much to sit there and watch you let gross germs invade your shared safe haven, you know?
There is another potential issue she may have regarding the sanctity of your room, and that's other people. Simply put, they aren't allowed inside. Not that you'll ever hear those exact words fall out of her mouth; she can't bring herself to speak to you in too harsh of a tone. You'll still get the message, though. Or at least, if you don't, they will.
Ideally, all she has to do to give your unwelcome guest the cue to leave is sit there awkwardly on the edge of the bed, maybe throwing in some fidgeting or nervous glances here and there for good measure. But... not all of the SDU members have the social intelligence to pick up on her obvious discomfort, unfortunately. Some may even dare to cross their way inside her territory. Disgusting. If her vibes weren't palpably off already, now they're straight up murderous.
Thankfully, most potential intruders—even the ones inept enough to get in this situation in the first place—realize their mistake by this point and rush out the door. Any who don't? They won't live long enough to make this mistake another time. She'll make sure of it.
Her territorialness isn't just about not wanting you to spend alone time with others. It's also that she can't stomach the idea of this room, this one untouchable place filled with no one else's essence but yours, being tainted by such despicable monsters. Why should she?! After all this time of being forced to share public spaces with those beasts, she finally found her salvation in you. In everything about you. And they think they can just waltz right in and get their nauseating stench everywhere? Awful. Just awful.
She does a pretty good job of cleaning afterwards, but you still might find yourself being clung on to quite a bit. Just let her have this. Please.
Paraphernalia - Does she collect any items related to you? What kinds?
Absolutely! Honestly, it's hard to say exactly what items of yours she'd yoink for herself. Not because she has any level of respect for your personal belongings, but because she has so little that pretty much anything's on the table. The only exceptions would be items you'd genuinely miss or that are easier for her if she just lets them stay in your room.
Her favorites have got to be anything that has your scent on it. On the rare occasions where you're busy and she can't force her way into your bedroom, she's gotta have something to cuddle with! So she'll most likely wind up snagging one of your shirts/dresses for safekeeping in her own room. Thank goodness for the Gift-O-Matic allowing her to make a perfect copy of it; that way, you won't get the chance to be suspicious of the empty space that one hanger would've otherwise been left with.
Anything works, though, if she's being honest. Just knowing that it once belonged to you, that your precious fingers grazed upon it... That's more than enough to keep her satisfied.
Queerhood - Gender/sexuality-wise, how does she feel about both her identity and society's views on said identity?
Something universal to just about all Eitos is that their perspectives of gender and sexuality are always a bit different than everyone else's. You know, since it's kind of hard to care about what men or women are "supposed" to be when you've never even so much as seen the opposite gender correctly. Also hard to figure out what your sexual orientation is when there's no one around to even consider being attracted to in that way.
However, that's not to say Lesbeito's never held any beliefs on this topic. She loves loves loves the fact that she can use people being bigots as a way of boosting her ego. See, humans really are awful just as she thought! Unlike her, who's a super kind and wonderful person who'd never judge someone just for not fitting into normal societal standards.
So yeah. She's rather quick to adopt the lesbo title as soon as she falls in love with you. BE WHOO YOU AREEEEEE🏳️🌈
The gender thing's still a bit weird for her honestly, since her not being able to see any men correctly hasn't changed. The way I see it, she doesn't really have any negative feelings towards masculinity itself—she enjoys traditionally male clothing, for example—but she absolutely carries a lot of rage towards men and how the world always seems to favor them. Why do they get to go around acting however they please when she has to downplay herself, constantly making herself look smaller and meeker and stupid just so they don't feel threatened by her competence? It's ridiculous.
She very easily could end up using the existence of misogyny as a primary bonding tactic with you. Same with homophobia (or whatever else may affect you specifically). Even if you don't have particularly strong feelings on the topic yourself, it's just too tempting for her not to. All she has to do is make some snide comments here and there about whatever issues do hold some weight to you, and without even noticing it, you're already subconsciously starting to isolate yourself more and more from others.
It's really awful what you went through that one time... You didn't deserve to be treated like that. Don't worry! She's not like everyone else. She'll accept you, every part of you.
Aw, don't worry about wearing makeup or shaving or anything like that! You know, she's never understood why society tries to enforce such strict rules on what girls should look like in the first place. Oh well. At least you two can trust each other not to judge over silly things like that!
(And only each other.)
Religion - What are her religious beliefs? How does that affect her perception of you/your relationship?
My poor little Christian girl who's never set foot in a church...
Based off what we know of canon Eito, I do actually 100% believe that her religious ideologies are informed a lot by Christianity (or at least other related belief systems). Things like the whole chosen by God idea and how she's consistently used that as justification to murder "sinful" humans.
The only problem with her beliefs is that she originally thought she was chosen to destroy humanity. When you come into her life, though, she quickly realizes how off-base she was. No, her purpose for existing was never to end humanity; it was to protect it. Or at least, protect you.
Despite her shame over the misunderstanding, this doesn't magically turn her into a good or moral person, and it certainly doesn't make her reconsider killing other humans. If anything, it's the complete opposite. Her righteous eyes are meant to show her who's pure and who's evil, so clearly everyone else on the planet is a horrible sinner who deserve to die in the name of keeping you safe. Not at all an oversimplified way of viewing an entire species. Why would you say that?
It's super possible that she deems you yourself as God in a similar way to how CoT went down, however, I'm actually more inclined to say she'd think of you as something else. After all, it's a bit hard for her to logically believe that you're the same as the god who blessed her with her righteous eyes, seeing how you clearly don't know anything about that. Instead, she sees you as an angel. A holy being sent down just for her and her alone, beautiful and warm, yet so fragile that she must take on the responsibility of sheltering you from the dangers of this cruel world. It's her duty as your soulmate. Your servant. Whatever you want her to be.
Worship isn't anything new to her at this point in her life; she's already well acquainted with many acts of it—most notably prayer, which she does every single night without fail. Only now, it's a little different. She still likes to pray to God every night, but she also makes sure to do it to you as well. Not that you'll realize that's what's happening. To you, it just sounds like she's babbling on about her day and how much she loves you and all that other cheesy shit that she's already known for.
With all this in mind, it is admittedly really funny to imagine how she'd react to finding out that you're very uh... Not Pure like how she pictures a divine figure to be. Violent tendencies and other stuff that mirrors her own bullshit doesn't faze her (it only makes her more obsessed with you/secure in her belief that the way she behaves is correct and God's will), but... LMAO I'm losing my mind at the mental imagery of her asking you about your interests, expecting something on the cutesy, innocent side, only for you to pull a Darumi on her and start rambling about the most obscene, heinous shit she's never even heard of before.
She'll laugh nervously and let you talk about it as much as you please, but it's a toss-up whether she internally actually accepts it or not. It's entirely possible that she'll take on a "you've been corrupted by humanity" mindset and try to gently guide you into more "fitting" hobbies. But then again, if you really are that obsessed with that thing, what right does she have to try and change you?
Service - What kind of role does she like to take during intimacy? Anything specific she's into? ♥︎
Ultimately, what matters most to her during intimacy isn't the position she's in or the specific act you guys are doing; it's about if you're enjoying it. Otherwise, what's even the point? As a result, she tends to be pretty flexible. It also helps that she's rather skilled at analyzing your reactions to figure out the things you enjoy/are secretly interested in, but feel too embarrassed to admit out loud. She WILL figure out that one kink of yours you thought you'd never let slip till the day you die and capitalize on that shit!
How she behaves in turn depends a lot on your own actions. If you're someone who's shy about initiating and taking the lead, for example, she has absolutely zero problem with being the more proactive of the pair. That's kind of how she is anyway with physical stuff, so yeah. But if you're the dominant sort? It's admittedly a bit difficult for her to stomach at first, worrying about if she's putting her own pleasure over yours, but she can lean into that role just as happily. Especially if there's any praise involved. Say sweet things to her in bed and she'll fucking melt on the spot.
As far as specific acts... girl loves giving oral so so much. It's the perfect combination of all five senses and might make her climax just off the high of hearing your sweet moans rewarding her for doing a good job. Anything you like works, though!
Transgender - Exploring what it would be like if she, you, or both of you are trans! Specifically transfem to keep with the wlw train
Transfem Lesbeito is so cute to me oh my lord. I do think it's honestly rather unlikely that she'd have transitioned or even explored that aspect of her identity much before you too met, though. Being perceived as a guy comes with a lot of social perks. Transitioning? Not so much.
It's only once she meets you and sees that you're someone she can trust with her true self that she starts to really give weight to the whole thing. This is her first time actually connecting with another person, so it seems like a no-brainer to use your shared girlhood as another way to make your bond stronger! The chance to get closer to you more than makes up for any potential issues she might face in the future as a result.
From here, a lot plays out pretty much the exact same as if she were cis. The only notable change I can think of comes from the exact excuses she makes when worming her way into your daily life. She's never been friends with another girl before! There are so many things she wants to do with you. You won't reject her, right? You know, since you're the only one she trusts with her secret. You wouldn't abandon her and leave her all alone with no one to support and accept her for who she really is, right?
She accepts you unconditionally. That's why she knows that you'll do the same for her. She trusts you to with all of her heart, so please. Don't make her regret it.
Now onto if you're the one who's trans instead! As you can imagine, she still uses that knowledge to her advantage when getting close to you, but it's far less guilt-trippy and far more genuine supportiveness. Way to be a good ally, Lesbeito!
She absolutely adores the way you light up when she slips in gender-affirming language and makes an active effort to do so at every opportunity. Phrases of hers that easily could just be BS excuses, like her favorite "we're both girls" line, suddenly take on a whole new meaning. She wants you to feel comfortable being yourself around her. Anything she can say or do to help achieve that goal, she will.
Of course, she's more than fine with keeping that sort of talk private in the event that you're not out yet. It's something she actually grows quite fond of. Out of everyone you could've told that information to, you chose her. You trusted her. So when you're all alone together, wearing the clothes you can't doll yourself up in elsewhere, or blushing over the compliments she keeps giving you that you never hear from anyone else's lips... it feels special. Sacred, even. She wouldn't trade it for the world.
If you're both trans, it feeds into her soulmate delusion so, so, sooooo bad. What more proof could she possibly need that you're fated to be together?! It's so painfully obvious, it'd be silly to even think otherwise!
Her supportiveness is also tenfold here, since this version of her can actually understand on a personal level the issues you struggle with. 100% the type to share tips and tricks based on her own experiences. It's so fucking wholesome ugg... Might need to run to the dentist after this cause girlie is giving me cavities.
Unspoken - What topics does she avoid? What secrets does she keep?
For a woman so goddamn talkative, it'd be fair of you to assume that she'd spill just about every thought that crosses her mind. She can't, though. Trust me, she wants to let you know every wonderance of hers, ask you every question that her noggin conjures up... But then she'd blow her cover as an unhealthily obsessive, homicidal freakazoid. So she bites her tongue.
There's honestly probably more that she keeps from you than actually tells you—at least, tells you with complete accuracy. She still loves to work in stories of her childhood and the like, particularly ones revolving around her time in the hospital. She just has to conveniently leave out the fact that she blew the place up afterwards. Teehee.
You won't get many hints towards her true nature, either. I mean, she has been covering up her cognitive disorder for her whole life, so it'd be a bit of a problem if she couldn't keep her mouth sealed and excuses for her dry heaving episodes convincing. Still, her act isn't perfect. If you're observant enough, if you put all the puzzle pieces in just the right place...
You probably won't. But in the off chance you think you would, the next two sections might be of interest.
Violence - Would she take drastic measures to stop you from leaving? Is she willing to go so far as to hurt you?
Well, yes, but violence is a harsh word, isn't it? She seems to think so. It's not that she's hurting you; no, no, she's helping you—even if you're getting too worked up over the infuser aimed at your chest to notice that.
Please don't misunderstand. She hates that she has to do this too, but it's the only way she can protect this beautiful love you two share for each other! She knows that you still love her deep down. You're just scared because you're too sweet and innocent to get why she had to kill that person, and now you're getting yourself worked up over nothing. Just calm down. She'll make this quick, and soon enough, you'll be back to normal. Back to the way things were always meant to be.
As she watches your bloodied corpse get carried away for its automated revival, she collapses onto the ground. Now all she has to do is wait.
It really is a shame that you happened to get killed by a rogue invader that night. And right when the Revive-O-Matic was in the middle of getting repaired, too... Well, at least you're alive and well, albeit with the memories of your time at the academy vanished into thin air.
Don't worry. You still have plenty of time to make new memories with her!
Weakness - Okay, so she shanks your ass if you freak out over realizing the truth. But what if you don't react that way? What if you're understanding of her disorder/killings?
Oh my goodness... There's such a high chance that she would start sobbing on the spot, especially if you confront her with your observations in a sweet, tender sort of way. Wanted connection of any sort is already such a rarity to her that she was more than willing to accept spending the entirety of her life lying and keeping secrets for the sake of your love. For you to then realize the dark truths she's been trying to hide from you and still choose to accept her? It's almost unfathomable.
It's not a typical breaking down into tears and being super sad and vulnerable at first. She's actually smiling quite a lot—almost creepily so. It's one of the few times where she genuinely cannot retain a single ounce of her usual composure, even knowing how off-putting her face and borderline-manic laughter must be to you right now. Her words are weird too, spilling out of her with zero filters whatsoever.
She's so, so happy to hear you say you still love and support her! She knew you'd understand. You two really are soulmates—not that she ever doubted it, but you get what she means. This is perfect. Truly perfect. She loves you so, so, so much. And you love her too! Not just the act she puts on, but her true self that only your holy eyes have the right to witness.
It helps her case an awful lot that, unlike in canon, she actually can legitimately justify all (...?) of her actions up to that point to you. Sirei and Hiruko were threats to your safety, so you can hardly blame her for that. It's not like she's gone out of her way to hurt anyone she didn't have to!
Well, that's not true, but you don't have to know that. Some secrets are meant to be kept.
Only once the stars light up the night sky and you two are tucked into bed does her euphoria start to morph into true, heavy somberness. She messed up. All this effort to court you, to be the perfect partner you deserve, and you still ended up catching her in the web of lies she spun. You so easily could've turned your back on her for that... and yet you didn't. You chose to trust in her that her feelings for you are the real deal and not just another trick. You even let her crawl into the same bed as you, turning your back with the blind belief that she'd cuddle it into the warmth of her chest rather than stab it.
Tears soak into the bedsheets. Who knew that love could hurt in such a beautiful way?
Xylitol - What are some sweet things she does for your sake, specifically with no ulterior motives?
With how much talk there is in here of manipulation tactics and whatnot that she uses to get close to you, I think it's incredibly important to take a step back to remember that she is not some evil villainous mastermind who wants nothing more than to either see the world burn or keep you entrapped in her arms, far away from it. She is a girl whose only idea of how to love is desperately clinging onto the one person she has in this world with every method she knows from her past of lying and deceit in order to get what she wants. Her actions may often be crude or cruel, but her love is hopelessly genuine.
The validity of said statement really shines through in the acts of selflessness she puts herself through every day. Everyone else in this academy horrifies her, yet if it's to keep you safe, she's more than happy to work with them—even well beyond what's technically necessary. Strategy meetings with Hiruko (and any others who have useful input) become a regular occurrence. She gets in the habit of making everyone breakfast, even if the only opinion she cares about is your own. She'll even set up fun activities for you to do with another member of the SDU if you really want! As much as that's also in part due to her wanting them outside of your room, the fact that she's even willing to be so supportive is selfless enough to count.
The only problem with those is that, unless you know about her condition, the weight of a lot of those gestures may be lost on you. So here's a list of some that are so straightforward and over-the-top affectionate, there's no way you'd miss them.
First is confidence boosting! She can't stand it when you insult yourself or shy away from her compliments in that certain way that makes it clear you don't believe what she's saying. You of all people deserve to love yourself! So she puts in a lot of effort into getting you to do just that. Any part of yourself that you express low self-esteem with, she will compliment so consistently and fervently that eventually, the first thing you think of when the topic comes up is her sweet words.
This also goes for when you two are in group settings. Any time you clearly have an opinion that you want to express but are too nervous to, she leans over and gently starts asking questions. Do you want to share what you're thinking, or would you rather her say it? She'll support you either way and ensure you feel confident in expressing yourself and your ideas.
Second is support of your hobbies and interests. Even if she personally doesn't have any inclination towards that specific thing on her own, your enthusiasm is infectious. Infodumping is more than welcome! She almost treats you like a living audiobook sometimes, with how she'll not so subtly guide you towards talking about your interest while scooping you up in her arms. The main difference is that, in contrast to how an audiobook is very one-sided, she puts a ton of effort into being involved in the discussion. She wants you to feel like she actually cares about what you have to say, not just tolerates it.
And that leads in quite nicely to the third overly sweet thing she does, which is gift giving. You were rambling about that thing you like and mentioned a related item you never got your hands on? By next sunrise, she's already collected enough materials to dump into the Gift-O-Matic and give you what you accidentally asked for right then and there.
Thank goodness for her attire already being so modest. She wouldn't want your excitement to get tarnished by the gauze wrapped tightly underneath.
You - You don't look like a horrifying sack of rotting meat to her. Great! Why though.
I tend to leave this topic as a very "shut up and don't worry about it" thing with Eito x reader content for simplicity reasons, but!!! I have very much thought about it quite a lot!!!
One idea I find very appealing is that you're actually a species unique to Futurum that got snuck into the SDU as a way of sabotaging the mission. Not only would it make sense for her to like you for this reason—as Retsnom has shown, there are indeed certain Futuran lifeforms that aren't affected by their cognitive disorder—but it also allows for the possibility for you two to team up and kill humanity together. Hashtag couple goals!!!!!!!
If you'd like to stay as a human, though, there are still ways this could work out.
REAL QUICK UH SPOILERS FOR THE TRUTH ROUTE skip to the next section if that's a problemo xoxo
The most likely reason for her to fall for you comes from your time back on the Satellite when you all were being created/experimented on.
Since every member has designated purposes in mind when developing them (Hiruko having past fighting experience, Shouma's self-esteem issues making him a tank, etc.), it's entirely reasonable for you to have been created as a uniting factor. The only issue is, whether you're a potential leader or simply someone that'll be liked well enough by all of the SDU that you'd be capable of easing social tensions, they would have to give others a solid reason to like you so instinctually.
It's malpractice time! See, your role couldn't exactly be done properly off of just feeding you memories. It would be technically possible, but not reliable enough on its own to be worth making it your sole purpose. So, what if they just shot a teensy weensy lil dose of pheromone producers into your system? Nothing too big, just enough to give you that extra layer of good vibes they want for you... Or so they thought. In reality, that dosage they gave was juuuust the perfect amount to override our girl's cognitive disorder, yet not so overbearing that the effects make every single person fall head over heels for you like in CoT. Hooray!
This idea's particularly fitting if you find Lesbeito's jealousy and desire to be the only one close to you entertaining. She KNOWS that other girl has a crush on you, but you can't seem to get the hint!!! You keep playing off all their touching and obvious flirting as platonic since you're both girls and she's like NO!!!!!!!!!! Only I get to use that line grrrrrrr
>:(((((((( hiss hiss
Zealot - Our final stop before the end of this sapphic trainwreck of a post. Choo choo...
Is there any word more fitting to describe this woman?
The exact shape that her love and devotion to you takes can change drastically depending on the circumstances. Maybe she's the hopeless romantic in constant pursuit of anything and everything that'll score affection points from you, or maybe she's the ruthless killer dead set on removing any obstacles that get in the way of your future together. She can become the savior of humanity that guides them through a life of immoral parasitism, or the reaper who guides them to the afterlife, all with one decisive flick of her scythe.
No matter what path she ends up taking, there's only ever one true end goal, one word she craves being called more than any other that could possibly be bestowed upon her.
Would it be okay to ask Eito x reader? Maybe for some reason Eito can see the (gn, fem, male- up to you!) reader normally and that's why he gets curious in them? (maybe even yanderish... :D)
"Fay's Gone Oaths"
... Now ya see, sometimes y'all are scarely on point. I was already thinking about this after finding out about Eito having the Saya condition XD
Implied Body Mods, Saya Condition, Canon x Reader, Hundred Line
"Hello, my angel~" Eito greeted with a sweet voice as he swung open the door to his cabin, a plate of salad in his other hand. "Sorry it took so long. Those hideous monsters wanted to have a team meeting right after breakfast..."
As he set the plate in her lap, he sat on the bed next to her, not afraid to get close, even though she was so malformed... Looking at the plate before her, the futurian girl didn't have much of an appetite. She'd been in the same room for over a week so far, able to lay in a soft bed and finally enjoy fresh food... With a boy who didn't recoil when he saw her...
But-
The silver haired boy she'd come to know as Eito, was very, very strange. It wasn't out of pure kindness that he treated her like a person instead of a monster, not when he used such a sweet voice but always said such ugly words. Yet when those blue eyes looked at her and he gave her such a saccharin smile, she could feel herself giving in to him, her words remaining trapped in her head...
Seeing her expression, Eito came closer, "You're making that face again," he murmured in that honeyed voice that always left her with chills as his fingers raised to tuck her hair out of her face, his touch lingering. "I know... Being in one room all the time must be so boring..." The futurian girl held back a sigh, getting ready for the boy's long tangents again...
"I'm sorry you feel like I'm holding you here, my dear... But those... Disgusting parasites... Really can't appreciate you the way I do." Eito's hand raised to reach around behind her body to hold her shoulder, pulling her close to his body. He used so much venom when he spoke about the other people, it made her wonder how much he said was true... "I can't trust any of them not to harm you..." He said it with such concern, she couldn't help believing him.
He always looked at her and spoke to her with such tenderness and affection- things she missed dearly... But. She couldn't help the discomfort she felt...
"Myeh--" Eito had pressed a kiss to her ear, his lips caressing the shape slowly, the sensation causing the girl to let out a soft noise.
"I can't stand them looking at you like you're a monster-" They have a right to be scared though... "Than again, I hate the idea of them realizing your beauty too-" Please stop saying that, it sounds so creepy when you say it like that... "That's why you need to stay here, where it's safe... With me." You're smiling so creepily, it's hard to feel safe-!
The girl bit her lip, tears welling up in her eyes, making the blackened flesh of them glossy before they trickled down her purple skin. Eito obviously didn't understand the reason, because he instead moved to begin kissing her more. "Don't cry, my sweet little angel... I know it's scary... But I'll protect you-" the plate of food clattered to the ground as the bed creaked softly when the two bodies fell against it.
Eito's hands touched her like he was touching something fragile, his eyes wondering across her malformed body, a body that had been turned purple and white, some parts, like her face and the left side of her body, were vaguely still humanoid if not a bit melted... While the right side was looking more like a clay project someone left half finished after trying to sculpt a battle pet from her body...
A hideous and monstrous sight to any sane person... But. Eito was obviously far from sane.
Still... His touch felt so nice, his words and sweetened voice easing the wounds on her heart. She couldn't help craving his gentleness... She was addicted to his sweet words... And his affectionate eyes had her under his control...
The girl wrapped her malformed arms around him as he kissed her neck and mumbled sweet words, his warm breath on her... Even if he was insane, even if he was a dangerous person...
Being altered half way into a monster and then tossed aside for being defective can really mess with a person.
So. If she was going to go crazy anyways. She might as well enjoy the feeling of being loved, of being called beautiful by someone once more. "I love you, Eito..." Her tears wouldn't stop falling even as those words were said with a voice less than human.
But Eito acted as though it was the sweetest voice he'd ever heard and he smiled at her, looking near tears himself, "I love you too, my angel... My darling little Fay..." The boy held her tight, his large body feeling a bit... Suffocating... "And I won't hesitate to get rid of anyone who gets in the way... That's my Oath to you..."
caution! there may be manga spoilers under the cut!
𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐍
This was his first Valentine's with you as his sweetheart, to say he was excited was an understatement. He had been preparing for this since Christmas passed, he wanted to make the most of the day, and most importantly, make sure you enjoyed it.
But little did he know that you had caught wind of his plans, especially with all the questions he had been posing you.
But you played along, you couldn't bear for him to be disappointed, and he was just too adorable.
He took you to Walter Park for the first half of the day, paying for all of the expenses. When the sun was at it's peak and the heat was insufferable, he took you to a park for a picnic lunch. He made lunch for the both of you, a simple veggie dish and rice.
After Lunch, he took you shopping, but you watched him excitedly dart around, looking at all the snacks and magical tools around.
Even though it wasn't a surprise, you were happy that he planned all this to spend time with you. You could never forget how widely he smiled after you told him about how much you enjoyed the day, it made you fall in love with him all over again.
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐘𝐎
Chiyo had many demands of her time, and knew that Valentine's day would be no different. She promised you she would take leave from her work when the 14th rolled around, but sad to say that promise was never fulfilled.
You weren't the only one upset when you returned to your room, expecting to see her, only to see a gift wrapped present with a letter of apology beside it. Chiyo too was frustrated that she was suddenly summoned away- away from you.
11pm rolled around, and she had shown no sign of returning. The day was almost over, and your girlfriend hadn't appeared.
The clock hit 12am, and you decided to retire, but you heard the unlocking and locking of the door, followed by a set of quickened footsteps as Chiyo approached your bedroom. She got on her knees, apologizing profusely to you.
Could you forgive her? The look of relief she had when you hugged her, admitting that you couldn't be mad, and it was best you two retired for the night.
Oh well, there's always tomorrow.
𝐌𝐔𝐑𝐌𝐔𝐑
You sat alone in your shared room, silently seething at your boyfriend. Of course he scored tickets for a DeviDol concert that just so happened to be on Valentine's Day, right? But there was no use being angry.
You threw yourself onto the bed, glaring at the DeviDol poster on the wall. Was it wrong to want your boyfriend all to yourself just for one day?
You opened your phone, the vines of envy wrapping itself around your heart and twisting. Everyone was offline, probably spending time with their lovers.
Just as you were about to put your phone away and cry yourself to sleep, you received a text from Murmur. Did the concert end early? Did he drink himself into oblivion and need you to pick him up again?
It was neither. All he had asked you to do was to come to a fancy restaurant in an hour, and you suddenly started to question. You dressed up, and left the house, going to the restaurant. You couldn't help but wonder, the restaurant in question was a super popular one for higher ranking demons, and it was almost impossible to get a reservation there.
You arrived, and was guided in by a waiter, to a table where your boyfriend was awkwardly waiting, folding his napkin into complex oragami.
When you sat down, he couldn't help but flash a smile, and you instantly knew that he had planned this all along, and the DeviDol concert was just a convenient cover-up.
𝐃𝐀𝐋𝐈
Dali was mysterious, that was for sure. You could never tell was he was thinking or feeling under the masks of laughs and smiling. One thing for sure was that he dedicated himself to teaching, not overlooking any mistake.
So you weren't surprised when you went looking for him on Valentine's, you found him in his office marking his students most recent essays.
You watched him for a while, wondering if you should approach him or walk away, and spend your Valentine's alone. But before you could make your decision, you heard him call your name.
He's almost hurt from the fact you thought he would forget to spend time with his girlfriend on Valentine's. He asked you to come to a certain location in a few hours. The ballroom where Devilams are usually held. That's odd, as far as you were concerned there was no Devilam happening today-
You and Dali were in an empty ballroom. Your bodies swaying effortlessly to the music playing in your heads. You and him both dressed as if you were royalty from fairy tales.
Then you knew, that he was the one for you.
𝐊𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐎
You sat alone in your lovers home, giving Kalego's beloved cacti their monthly drown- watering..
He was busy, all he always was.. today being no different. You wouldn't be surprised if he forgot that today was Valentine's, or if his clan didn't celebrate the holiday. But right now he was with his 'beloved' Misfits, and it made you smile knowing that Kalego was finally getting along with his class instead of scaring them off like he used to.
A notification drew your attention to your phone, it was from Kalego. Well- from Kalego's number, the message was obviously written by one of his students. You smiled as you got ready to leave, heading over to the Royal One.
You didn't expect to see your lover tied up in pink lacy ribbon with a scowl as the rest of the class wished you Happy Valentine's, claiming to have caught your 'escaped fiance'.
Sure Kalego didn't like this idea, but it was all worth it seeing the smile on your face as you laughed, thanking his moronic students.
𝐁𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐌
He devoted today to you, clearing out his schedule by completing all his work early. He requested to take off, and given the fact he rarely does so, Dali and Sullivan both gave their 666s.
He would gather a bouquet of rare, but beautiful flowers for you. And if you should request for him to keep them alive so that you could admire their beauty for longer, he would gladly do so, even teaching you how to raise them to reach their peak beauty.
You two preferred a more quiet Valentine's, enjoying spending time with each other in your shared home over going out. You would complain about your work, while braiding his hair as he listened, making small comments, and occasionally even taking your 'enemies' side.
The day would end with a dinner the two of you would cook together, even though Balam's hands looked way too big to hold the average demon-sized pan..
Afterwards you would cuddle in bed, with you stroking his scarred jaw, and pretty much using him as your personal mattress.
𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐀
You wouldn't see Opera till mid-day that's for sure. They were too busy serving the Sullivan household to see you before. And you respected that.
At least, that was what you thought.
You woke up, and Opera was in your house. You didn't even question how they had gotten in, and you couldn't bring yourself to be mad when the smell of your favorite pancakes wafted through the air. Not only that, your whole house was much tidier than you remembered, and your laundry was dry and folded.
Opera was all about servicing you, showing you how much you meant to them. Even if you two were not bound by a Security Devil-Master relationship, they would still serve you.
You got up, walking to where your lover was, wrapping your arms around their waist, not missing how you could feel their tail swishing from side to side happily by your legs.
𝐈𝐏𝐎𝐒
You looked at your clock, eagerly anticipating your boyfriend's arrival. He had work that day, but promised he would come to you after he could leave.
Excitement dissolved into worry when you realized it was now raining- and very hard at that. You checked your phone, expecting a text saying that he couldn't visit due to the weather, but instead of that, all you saw was the message he last sent which was early that morning.
A thump at your door alerted you, and you rushed to open it. There, you were greeted with a soaking wet Ipos, who was folding his wings in.You immediately ushered him in, dragging him to your bathroom and making him sit there as you went to get his spare clothes that he kept at your place.
As he changed, you couldn't help but notice a soaking wet paper bag at the door. You opened it, seeing a heart shaped box of chocolate, your favorite, but sadly misshapen and soaked due to the rain.
Oh well, it's the thought that counts, right? In the end, you got to cuddle with your boyfriend while eating chocolate, knowing that you'll have to take care of a him the next day, given the amount he was sneezing.
𝐄𝐈𝐓𝐎
Your boyfriend was eagerly rambling on and on about this new student of his, complaining about how the system ranked him so lowly, and eagerly making 'what-if' plans to train him.
You were tired of this man's bullshit, sure it was cute the first few times he did it, but he's been doing this for months now, and in the midst of that, he had probably forgotten Valentine's Day.
You watched him as he cooked, being there to make sure he didn’t burn the kitchen, or the food down. Honestly you couldn’t be mad at him, his flaming tail flicking around as he continued to ramble while talking to you. After some time your food was ready, and Eito gave it to you. It was a stack of heart shaped pancakes, heart shaped fruits and berries with demon syrup. Your favorite breakfast.
You felt a warmth in your cheeks as Eito pressed a kiss to your forehead, whispering a ‘Happy Valentines’ and going to get ready for school.
You really couldn’t stay mad at him.
𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐒
Marbas was a simple person, really. From his appearance to his personality. So you weren’t surprised when you found a bouquet of flowers and a small box of chocolate on your table. Though they were stereotypical Valentine's gifts, you found it sweet.
However, something you didn’t expect to see was how later on in the day, when you joined him in the tools room to help him clean his equipment. You didn’t expect the large dark red heart on the wall, drawn with something that was already drying… was it fresh?
Not only on the wall, but almost all the equipment had them too. You cleaned them all off, thankful for the cleaning products you had invested in. Marbas wasn’t anywhere to be seen, you were silently hoping he wasn't drawing more hearts at home..
You couldn’t even begin to explain how relieved you were when you saw Marbas holding a red can of paint just as you were finishing up with the cleaning.
But you realized that the red colour wasn’t matching.
He only smiled at you when questioned..
….it was paint… right?
𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐒
He woke up beside you, checking his clock. His video game console was on the floor, he obviously slept late because he was playing games. He got up, getting ready for school, canceling the previous day off the calendar. Just as he was about to walk away, he froze, running back to the calendar.
It was Valentine’s Day.
He forgot.
He didn’t have time to prepare a surprise for you right now, as he watched you slowly wake up. His best bet was to use his luck and make something for you later. But for now, he’ll pretend that he actually did something.
He winked and saluted you with two fingers, promising to see you later.
That night he was walking with you, holding flowers that he coincidentally found on the way to school. How lucky, am I right?
At the end of the walk, you just laughed, and from that, Orias already knew he had been caught. Oh well, luck can only go so far, and he laughed with you as well.
But he knew for a fact as you kissed his cheek, that he was pretty damn lucky to have you, and it wasn’t even with his ability.
𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐊𝐈
Right, today was the day. You had a whole day planned out for the two of you. You looked at the itinerary that you had made for that day, only to receive a message from Momonoki to meet you at a breakfast place. Well, that wasn’t the same place you had planned for the two of you to go, but it’s fine!
When you got there, the two of you sat down, and ordered. You decided to tell her about your plan for that day as you waited for the food.
But to yours, and her, surprise, you both started to talk right after the waiter left. Then there was a small bit of bickering as you two argued on who should go first.
Eventually you two decided that you should go first, and you took out the plan, explaining it to her. You looked up only to see her shocked. You started to wonder if there was something wrong.
She pulled out a paper, similar to yours. Both of you had planned the whole day, but separately.
You two laughed about it, making an itinerary together that was a mashup of the two.
Both of you knew you would do anything to see the other smile.
tags: smut/suggestive, mean/cruel!eito, slow sex but also rough sex, eito likes to make reader cry, dom!eito
eito really likes to take his time! he doesn't half-ass things in the bedroom, so be prepared to clear a couple hours in your schedule for him!
slow and sensual is what eito enjoys most. and he enjoys just how torturous it can be for you to be slowly fucked by him and edged for hours–
if you start whining and crying, it'll likely turn eito on even more! so try to stop your tears or he'll fuck you even slower…
eito can be very sweet with you, praising you for how well you're taking him, but don't think sweet is all he is! eito can get really mean, especially if he knows it makes you cry~
perhaps he has a weird obsession with making you cry– but you look so cute and pathetic, he can't help himself…
while eito prefers to take you slowly and for hours at a time, he very rarely is in the mood for something fast and rough!
you're so used to slow sex with him that you might not even believe he's capable of more than one thrust every minute, but eito can go surprisingly fast, if he wants to!
he's so rough and fast, that you'll hardly have time to catch your breath. it might even hurt with how rough he is, but eito doesn't mind hurting you~
most of the time, eito prepares some aftercare for you afterwards, runs you a bath or cuddles with you. but after rough sex, he likes to just leave you laying there, a shaking and crying mess, completely overwhelmed by him…
tags: spoilers for route 0, established romantic relationship, overly jealous!eito, stalker/yandere vibes from eito
eito is absolutely lethal when he's jealous! yes, he'll smile all nicely and act unbothered, but the moment nobody is looking, he is starting DAGGERS into whoever dared to get too close to you!
and the problem is, eito gets jealous a little too easily as well. sure, he gets angry when someone flirts with you, but even some guy just talking to you could tick him off…
for the longest time, nobody suspects eito could ever even feel something like jealousy! he's always so sweet and polite… until he shows his true colours to everyone!
since then, people are actively trying to avoid eito – and you as well, now that they know how possessive eito can get!
however, even if someone manages to find a moment alone with you, thinking they can finally talk to you normally, eito tends to be not too far away, just waiting to ensure that nobody is making a move on you…
tags: polyamorous relationship, second run!eito (but not specifically second scenario), fluff, romance
any sort of relationship with eito is difficult, but throw takumi into the mix and things get even more messy!
eito hates humanity and that should include you too! however, you are… tolerable. he even enjoys your company! it's strange, but eito somehow likes having you near him…
he really has a sweet and loving side, that you wouldn't have expected at first. but while he loves you, his feelings for takumi are far more complicated!
takumi is a sweetheart, yet he can't help but struggle around eito. he doesn't hate him, not like eito claims to hate him, but he's not sure he could call eito a friend either
takumi and eito tolerate each other, even have mutual respect for one another. somehow they don't mind sharing you with each other, even if they might've preferred to have you to themselves instead…
eito prefers to spend his time alone with you! he can stand being around one human, but when takumi is around, it gets draining very fast and he'll end up needing a break!
takumi and eito are often switching between bickering over you and friendly conversations. it's mostly bickering, but eito is honest enough to give takumi some credit, if he does something right
eito can't fully hate takumi, since he can see how happy the guy makes you. takumi really tries hard to be a good boyfriend for you and eito respects that! it even pushes him to try harder to get along with takumi and to be his friend, only so that you can be happy!
tags: cruel & sadistic yandere, established relationship
eito is a cruel yandere. there's so much hatred within him, for other people and even for you! because he never wanted to fall in love with anyone, but now he's obsessed with you and can't get it to stop!
he's often testing his limits about how far he can go with you, until you start crying or tell him you hate him. after which he'll switch to be nicer to you again, but only for a while
eito hopes that with all his cruel behaviour, he can eventually break and rebuild you, into a person who is more like himself. someone who can understand him and his hatred for humanity, so he won't feel so alone in that anymore…
however, eito can be very protective of you as well! he's the only one allowed to hurt you, so if anyone else is mean to you or lays a finger on you, he might just kill them…
eito knows no limits and nothing is too extreme for him! he'll kill for you, betray his allies for you and commit the most heinous crimes, just for you!
