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El Matador (Chapter 54)

Sergio's POV "My god Alexia I can't believe we've never done this before." I moaned in pleasure. "You never asked." She teased me, I could sense a smirk on her face. "You never offered." I replied. "I didn't know you wanted to." I added. Her hands were magic, reaching all the right places. After hearing about my rough day at training and seeing me walk in a little bit of pain, Alexia offered to give me a massage. Let me just say, when Alexia offers, she goes all out. "Anything to make my boy feel better." She happily said, digging in more in between my shoulder blades. "Fuck that hurts so good." I half laughed, half groaned in pain. "You'll feel better in the morning though." Alexia replied above me. "And you'll smell like lavender." She whispered in my ear before kissing my neck. "I'm sure the boys will love that." I teased as she continued rubbing my back. To be honest I didn't mind the lavender lotion Alexia was using. I liked to be pampered from time to time, especially by her. "Oh hush, just enjoy this." Alexia giggled as her hands moved to my shoulders, tightly squeezing and massaging. "Oh I am." I smiled lazily as she moved one hand up to play with my hair. "Fuck babe you're spoiling me." I looked up at her happily. "Well it was a tough day for you. My big guy needs to be taken care of." She replied, leaning down to kiss my forehead. As tough and masculine as I could be at times, I always loved getting all of Alexia's attention like this. She had a way of giving me this gentle treatment when we were together sometimes. I exhaled deeply as Alexia moved to massage my lower back. "Babe I love your tattoos." Alexia said softly as she continued to work out the knots in my muscles. "Thanks, I think I'm gonna get more." I mentioned before yawning slightly. "Why? You have beautiful skin." Alexia questioned, not sounding disappointed, just curious. "Because they're all very important to me. Things I love, my family." I responded and Alexia seemed okay with that answer. "Kids names and birth dates too when I finally have my own." I added, smiling. "I think you'd make a great dad." Alexia said sweetly as she moved her hands up my back and down again. I didn't have the courage to tell her she'd be a great mother to my children. I didn't want to scare her, we were still a very new couple. "They'd have cute little freckles like you." Alexia whispered as she kissed my shoulder. She gestured for me to roll over, so I complied. Happily she moved to sit in my lap. "You think the freckles are cute?" I asked smiling up at her, running my hand along her side. "They're adorable and you only notice them if you get close." She softly spoke, leaning down before kissing my nose. "They're more prominent in the summer. You'll see." I responded, moving to peck her lips. Soon she moved to deepen my innocent kiss. I brushed a little hair from her face, caressing her cheek as our lips locked. Alexia smiles softly and sat back up. Her expression changed to a frown as she looked at me. "Babe it's starting to bruise." She gestured to where Xabi had punched me earlier. "Is it bad? Or do I look tough?" I teased her with a smile. "Like Rocky." She grinned back. "He got you pretty good. It's bruising all under your eye." She added, studying it. "Maybe it'll get me a little pity tomorrow at work." I teased her. "At least he didn't split your lip." Alexia raised and eyebrow and leaned down. "Yeah that would have been a shame. It's not fair to keep you waiting on a nice kiss." I flirted back as I rubbed her side. "You think quite highly of yourself don't you?" She teased and leaned closer. I hummed with a smile and wrapped my arms around her middle, pressing my lips to hers. "I love you." I mumbled against her lips as I tightened my grip around her. Alexia pulled away slightly and caressed my face gently. "I love you too, handsome." She whispered and smiled. "You're sleeping over right?" I asked, hoping she'd say yes. It had been a couple days since we shared a bed and I wanted her in my arms. "I am, but I need to go home and get some clothes first." Alexia replied, checking the time on her phone. "I should go do that." She added, moving to get off of me. "Just wear my clothes, you love how they smell." I offered, pulling her back to me. "Don't leave me." I pouted, using a baby voice. "Baby I need clothes to wear out tomorrow, I can't be showing up to training in joggers and a shirt that are both two sizes too big for me." Alexia laughed a little, thinking my suggestion was silly. "Why not? Everyone knows we're together now, it's no secret." I tried but she was having none of it. "Just because everyone knows doesn't mean I can look unprofessional now." Alexia sensibly answered. I sighed heavily, gently rubbing her back. "Hurry back, okay? Don't take too long, I wanna cuddle." I said, releasing her so she could get up. Alexia pecked my lips after slipping her shoes on. "I'll be back in an hour, hour fifteen tops. I love you." She said before heading downstairs and leaving me alone. I felt my nerves creeping up on me, more than usual if I missed a dosage of my medication so I calmly headed to the bathroom. My hand shaking as I fished around the medicine cabinet. *** Alexia's POV: With a smile on my face I happily packed an overnight bag for Sergio's house. Usually I had clothes there but I hadn't gotten a chance to wash those. I searched around my room for some lingerie to wear. I was going to give Sergio a happy ending to his massage, but he seemed more intent on cuddling me. I figured this would help focus his attention. I shuffled over to the bathroom to grab a little bit of make up, a toothbrush, and my hair brush. I tossed all the toiletries I'd need into a small bag and added it to the backpack I was bringing for the night. I sighed happily as I pulled the straps on and left my room, turning the light out as I did. I grabbed my keys and phone off the kitchen counter and saw I had four texts and two calls from Sergio. "I've only been gone an hour babe." I said to the empty apartment as I unlocked my phone. The text messages made my heart race: "Babe, I'm feeling really anxious can you just come back?" "Please, we'll figure out your clothes tomorrow." "I really need you." "Ali, please pick up the phone." I could hear my pulse in my ears as I frantically dialed his phone. "Alexia?" Sergio asked in a very shaky voice. "Baby, I got your texts what's wrong?" I inquired as I grabbed my keys and hurried out. "I feel a panic attack coming, I'm trying to c-calm d-down but I, I just c-can't. Please I really n-need you Ali. I don't want to do this by myself." He explained and I could hear his voice break as he choked out the last sentence. "I'm on my way, 10 minutes, 5 if I get all the lights." I hurried down the stairs, no time to wait for the elevator. Sergio was scared to death and I needed to get over there. "Please, don't hang up." He squeaked out. "I won't baby I promise." I spoke as I fumbled with my keys. Sergio lived 25 minutes from me, but at this time of night and the urgency of his call I had to get there quick. "Are you speeding? Drive safe please I'm worried." Sergio softy spoke into the phone. "Gio, babe, I need to get to you. I told you I would be there for you." I answered him confidently, silently thanking god that all the lights were green. I continued my frantic drive, trying my best to keep Sergio talking, and as calm as I could him. "Babe I'm pulling onto your street." I said, breathing a sigh of relief that he hadn't had a full on panic attack. The other end of the line was silent. Shit, I thought. "Sergio?" I asked as I quickly pulled into the driveway and closed the gate behind me. Still no answer as I grabbed my things and sprinted inside. I dropped everything immediately as I entered the house. "Sergio where are you?" I asked as I ran around looking for him, pausing as I reached the kitchen. Sergio was huddled in a corner, his phone a few feet away, still unlocked and bowl of fruit and glass of water sat idling on the counter above him. I knew he would go distant when he had a panic attack, but not this distant. "Baby." I breathed out, rushing to his side. I hugged him to me and tried to remember everything he said helped. I untangled him from himself and pulled his head to my chest. He said it helped to hear someone else's heart beat. He was sweating and breathing heavy. He didn't move at first except for shaking and erratic breaths. Still unresponsive verbally, which was making me nervous. I delicately reached for his hair, softly running my fingers through it. "Just breathe." I soothed. He nodded and wrapped his arms around me tightly. I could hear him sobbing and feel a few warm tears through my shirt. I sat quickly, just holding him to me as I played with his hair. All I had to do was get him calm enough where he and I could talk. "It's okay Sergio, I'm right here." I reassured him, kissing his head. It was silent for a few minutes as we sat in the empty kitchen. I was perfectly content, and thankful I wasn't traveling with the team at a time like this. That was a big fear of mine, that I wouldn't be able to reach him if and when he had a panic attack. They're like earthquakes, you never know they're gonna strike until a few seconds before or at least that's how Sergio described it to me. "I love you." Sergio softly voiced from my chest. "I love you too." I sniffed, thankful he had calmed down enough to speak comfortably again. "I'm sorry you had to see that, and I'm sorry if it scared you." He said quietly, still not looking at me. "Sergio that's what I'm here for. I'm here to love and support you, through good and bad. You need to know you're safe with me just like I know you'd kick anyone's ass if they tried to hurt me." I smiled, all the while still playing with his hair. "Thank you." Was all he responded with. "Why don't we get you up to bed? Or a shower maybe?" I asked, moving to get him to sit up. He rubbed his red, puffy eyes before pulling back from the bruised one. "Ow." He mumbled. "I just want to go to bed, with you." He said, looking at me for the first time. "Of course." I nodded and helped him up. Immediately following, I wrapped my arm around his waist and held his hand. "Baby you're all sweaty are you sure you don't want to take a quick shower?" I asked him as we walked slowly up to his bedroom. "I don't want to be alone." He said softly, still upset. "Well I'll get in with you and help you wash up." I offered in a gentle tone and he nodded. By the time we reached his bathroom, Sergio still looked very upset. I was hoping the shower would relax him a little bit before bed. "Okay let's get you out of those sweatpants." I said to him, gesturing for him to take them off. He did as I said while I undressed myself as well. "You look pretty." His voice cracked a little as he spoke quietly, gesturing to the lingerie I had chosen to wear. "Thank you." I winked at him as I moved to turn on the water. Sergio came up behind me, still in his boxers and wrapped his arms around my waist. He pressed a gentle kiss to my shoulder before hugging me to him. "I love you." He whispered as he rested his head on my chin. I caressed his face and turned, planting a kiss on his cheek, "I love you too, Sergio." He unwrapped himself from me and stepped away so we could both finish undressing. I stepped into the shower first and extended a hand to help him in. "Let's get you cleaned up." I said, giving him a tired smile that he reciprocated slightly. I grabbed his shampoo while he stood under the warm water. I gestured for him to come over to me. I massaged his scalp as I worked in the soap, playing with his hair, using my nails. He seemed to relax just a little bit, but was still on edge. "Okay go rinse." I said in a soft, gentle tone. He nodded and went over to the shower head to rinse off. While he was doing so, I found his body wash, my favorite one anyways. He moved back towards me when he was done and I massaged his back as I worked the soap to a suds in his body. Moving to his arms and chest, I did the same. After, I bent down to get his legs. I glanced up at him as he watched me, his wet hair sticking up all over the place. He had a certain look on his face, it was almost like he wanted us to do some adult things in this shower but he didn't have it in him right now. As much as I was looking forward to probably having sex with him tonight, now that was definitely out of the realm of possibilities. "Okay baby, just go rinse off and brush your teeth, I'm gonna go grab my bag from downstairs. I'll be right back, yell if you need me." I said and made my way out of the shower. Sergio stared at me silently as I left, I hoped he'd be fine for a minute while I grabbed my bag. Hurriedly I ran downstairs, holding the towel to me and grabbed my backpack, sprinting back up the stairs. I set it down on Sergio's bed and walked into the bathroom. I walked into see Sergio brushing his teeth with a towel around his hips. He paused and waved at me before going back to brushing. I breathed a sigh of relief and went to put on some pajamas which at this point was usually one of Sergio's shirts and some panties. "Hey." He mumbled behind me, startling me a little. "Hi love." I smiled at him. "What's in your hand?" I asked, pointing to what looked like a shirt. "This is for you." He said softly, handing me the shirt. I unrolled it to reveal a Real Madrid jersey with Sergio's name on the back. "A-after we started dating, and made it official, I scored the next game. That's the jersey I wore. I w-want you to have it. You can wear it when I'm away for a game or you're away, or if you miss me." He spoke, still with a quiet, nervous voice. "Baby, I love it." I smiled at him and pulled off the shirt I was wearing, trading it for the jersey. The sleeves were loose and it was long enough to cover my butt. "It smells just like you." I grinned. He nodded. "I washed it, but I wore again and sprayed a little cologne on it, I know how much you like it." He blushed slightly. "It's perfect." I smiled and walked over to hug him. Sergio wrapped his arms around me, enveloping me in his embrace. I heard him sigh and felt him relax a little more, "I'm exhausted, can we go to bed?" Sergio asked. I nodded and crawled into what had become my side of the bed. "Do you want to cuddle?" I asked him, looking over at him. He nodded and got in, quickly moving to be the big spoon. "I'm really glad you're here." He whispered and kissed my shoulder. "Always baby. I'm glad you called." I answered as he pulled me closer to his body. "I'm not letting you go all night." He said and held me a little tighter. It wasn't uncomfortable for me, but I could tell he was still anxious. It was really nice to know I had become his security blanket. "Goodnight Sergio, I love you." I whispered, settling in. He didn't answer, the only response was his quiet, cute snores. Knowing he had fallen asleep was enough for me to relax and drift off too.

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El Matador (Chapter 55)

Sergio's POV: I sat in the bleachers, nervously rubbing my hands together. Anxiously I watched Alexia's every move on the pitch. I was on a higher dose of my medication, by my doctor's recommendation following my incident a few nights ago. I had been feeling a lot better, but watching Alexia play made me nervous. I didn't want any of the girls on the other team to hurt her. She had been doing just fine the whole match, but the opponent had begun to get frustrated with las blancas stunning performance and talent. Namely my girlfriend. I was overjoyed that I could now come to her matches to support her when I was home. The girls stadium was much smaller than ours, which made the setting more intimate. I sat on the opposite side of where Xabi was watching, worried something would happen. I had a bouquet of flowers sitting next to me for when I saw Alexia afterwards. It was my first time at one of her matches and our four month anniversary, both of which called for a little celebration. My eyes were fixated on her out on that field. She even made a football kit look hot. Her jersey was tight fitting around her chest and a little looser at the waist, while her shorts were rolled up to reveal more of her toned thighs. I watched my beauty as she received the ball in the center of the field, only to be blindsided by a hard tackle from behind. I immediately shot up from my seat, yelling. "Ay ref! ¿Qué fue eso?" I projected, earning a few stares from the supporters and a glare from Xabi. With a tinge of pink to my cheeks, I slowly moved to sit back down. Alexia gingerly rose up from the ground, taking a few painful steps before returning to a normal run. I breathed a sigh of relief, suddenly angry the player hadn't been carded. Fortunately, the ref agreed with my outrage and yellow carded the offender, earning applause from me and the rest of the fans. I tried my best to sit quietly for the rest of the match, having to bite my tongue a few times before the final whistle. I got up and cheered, clapping as the girls shook hands and moved to walk off the field. Alexia glanced up at me and flashed a small smile. I winked right back at her before her teammates approached her and they disappeared into the locker room. I grabbed the flowers and raced down the stairs hoping to greet her before she went to shower. I brushed past a few confused onlookers, obviously surprised to see me at a las blancas match with flowers. Ignoring them, I continued downward. I flashed a smile at the security guard who recognized me and let me in. Moving down another half flight of steps I made it to the hallway outside the locker room. Anxiously I peeked over the girls who were walking by me, hoping to spot my baby. A few blancas greeted me and I returned it with a grin and wave. Some of them "awwing" as they noticed the flowers. I locked eyes with Blanca who approached me, "nice game." I complimented her, giving her a small hug. "Thank you, I try. If you're looking for Alexia, she's already in there." She stated as she pulled away from our hug. "Could you maybe tell her I'm out here? I don't mind waiting if she wants to shower first though." I responded with a little smile. I was excited to see Alexia, give her a big hug and a kiss. I couldn't wait to tell her how great she did. "I'll let her know." Blanca smiled, I thanked her before she walked into the locker room. I moved to a bench opposite the door I hoped Alexia would come out of very shortly. Gently I set the flowers down and waited. The hallway grew quieter and quieter as the last of the players walked into the respective changing rooms. Silently I studied the hallway, there was a life sized poster of Blanca and a few of the other girls on the wall. To the left, a framed photo of las blancas hoisting the la liga trophy two seasons ago. It was nice to be alone in the quiet, happily anticipating the arrival of my girlfriend. After about ten minutes I came to the conclusion Alexia was going to shower and change before coming out. I really didn't mind if she came to see me all sweaty after her game, but she seemed to. Slowly the girls trickled out of the locker room in their street clothes. People started to enter the hall to greet the girl they came to watch, most of them glancing at me confused. I gave people small, nervous smiles as I waited. I was about to check my watch when the door opened. "Hey handsome." Alexia's voice hit my ears in the now somewhat busy hallway. I glanced up and smiled widely, standing and grabbing the flowers. Alexia quickly crossed the hall and wrapped her arms around my waist. My free hand reached around, hugging her. "You did so great, two assists on the day. I'm so proud." I said, kissing her head. Alexia pulled away slightly and leaned up to kiss me. I dropped my hand that had been around her back to her ass, grabbing a handful as she kissed me. I was sure there were a few surprised onlookers, seeing as we hadn't made the tabloids yet. Alexia's teammates however, knew exactly what was going on and I could hear a few "awws" and squeals from them. Alexia was a little caught off guard, judging by the blush on her cheeks. "What are those?" Alexia grinned, pointing to the flowers, hoping to redirect the attention from the fact I just grabbed her ass in public. "These," I spoke, pulling them up and handing them to her, "are for our four month anniversary, and in honor of the first game I came to watch." I smiled. "They're beautiful, and they smell amazing." Alexia spoke as she held the flowers close to her face. "Would you expect anything less? Only the best for you." I responded as she pulled me into another hug. "I love you, big guy." She whispered in my ear. It felt good to be able to wrap my arms around Alexia whenever and wherever. "I love you too nena." I laughed a little as she squeezed me. We heard someone clear their throat, causing us to pull apart. "Xabi, I didn't know you came today." Alexia said calmly, as I kept my arm around her waist. He eyed me before answering her. "I try to make it to the matches I can with my busy schedule." He answered in a flat tone. "Well I'm glad you could come." Alexia smiled, moving to give him a hug. "Sergio, good to see you out supporting her." Xabi said in a tight voice. Alexia cuddled back into me a little and rested my hand on her hip once more. "Y-yeah, I was happy I could make it." I answered. The bruising around my eye and cheek bone he caused last week had run its course and was now starting to fade. "And you brought flowers. That's... that's nice." He stated, making both Alexia and I tense. "Mhm." I promptly answered, hoping he would leave. I didn't think he'd want all the details as to why I brought them. "Alexia, will you be over for dinner?" Xabi shifted his attention to my girlfriend. "Um actually Xabs, Sergio and I have plans, it's our four month today." Alexia coolly answered, looking up at me. I nodded along with her as Xabi's eyes narrowed. "Is that so? Well, I hope you drop by soon, the kids miss you." He attempted to guilt Ali, causing my jaw to clench. "Xabi I was over last weekend okay? I have my own life. I'll be around when I have some time." Ali confidently answered him. I loved that she didn't let him push her around. "Look uh Xabi, not to be rude but we have a dinner reservation soon. But I'll see you at training tomorrow." I said, hoping to end this awkward encounter. "Right, have, um, have fun." He said, "bye Alexia, great game today." He added and walked off. "Well that was uncomfortable." I said, slinging Alexia's backpack onto my shoulder and taking her hand. "Yeah I'm hoping he'll lighten up over time, and I'm not letting him push me around because of this. I think he's slowly warming up to the idea of us." She answered confidently. "You think?" I questioned. "Well as long as you don't grab my ass in public when he's around." Alexia teased, nudging me in the stomach. "But I love grabbing it, it's nice and firm and it fits in my hands nicely and I can bite-" I started teasing Alexia right back, hoping to embarrass her, but she was quick to cover my mouth. "Can't you just say I had a good game and wait until we get home to be like this?" She laughed. I gave her a sly look and licked her hand to get her to move it. "Sergio eww." She giggled and wiped her hand on my shirt. "I'm proud of you babe, you played amazing." I smiled down at her, she glanced up and pecked my on the lips. "Better?" I joked and she nodded. "So dinner? I didn't know we had plans." Alexia voiced innocently as we walked to my car. "We don't, that's tomorrow, I just said that so we could leave." I smirked, fishing my keys out of my pocket and unlocking the Audi. "You sly dog." She winked as I opened the door for her. "I wasn't sure if you'd want to go out to a formal dinner after a match." I laid out as I started the car. "Formal?" Alexia looked confused. "Yeah a nice suit for me, a pretty dress for you. It's the first time we can celebrate out in public and I want it to be amazing." I smiled, resting a hand on her thigh. "A nice bottle of wine, a great meal, some mind blowing sex at my house afterwards..." I trailed off, sneaking a glance at her. "You're quite the romantic aren't you?" She said sarcastically as we drove off. "I try to be thoughtful when I can." I answered, nodding at the flowers in her lap. "So a nice bottle of wine huh?" Alexia asked, "did we magically turn into a 30 something couple?" She teased, squeezing my hand that rested on her thigh. "We're Spanish babe, wine is in our blood. I'm thinking a nice Chateau Lafite Rothschild 2012." I smirked, catching an eye roll from my girlfriend. "You're so over the top sometimes." She joked, pinching my cheek. "Hey I've got the money, might as well spend it on the good stuff." I shrugged. "We could always pop expensive champagne at a club, or you know, steal alcohol from our parents like really edgy rich kids, is that more your speed?" I teased her. "Hey I'm not a kid I'm 19!" Alexia shot back and I laughed at her defensiveness. "And champagne at a trendy club is fun!" She added, faking a pout. "You're 19 next week, not today. Don't worry we'll do plenty of clubbing for your birthday. So much so, that we won't even remember." I nudged her. "Blacked out drunk at a night club with my hot, footballer boyfriend? Sounds intriguing, go on." Alexia played along. "Well let's see, we'll take a limo to a very exclusive club, shots of Belvedere Bespoke and bottles of Dom Perignon only. Of course we'll have dinner at my place before. We'll drink a little, dance, drink some more until we start to feel it. Maybe get a little sloppy on the dance floor, all up on each other." I smirked, and Alexia rolled her eyes again. "Okay maybe a lot sloppy, but it'll be fun, grinding, making out, dancing to the music, all your friends with us." I enticed her, waiting for a response. "And then what?" Alexia asked, wanting me to continue. "Then when we can't hold off any longer, we get back into the limo, fool around while they drive us to my house. I know I won't be able to keep my hands off you that whole drive. Once we stumble into my house, I'm all yours, whatever the birthday girl wants, she gets." I finished, licking my lips at the thoughts swirling in my head. "Drunken sex is my present?" She teased. Alexia, I found out, wasn't a fan of big gestures or expensive gifts. "Well the limo for starter, drinks at the club.... babe I'm kidding, of course I have a present for you. You'll get it in the morning before training so you have it for the whole day." I winked. "If it's a car you're taking it back." Alexia's serious tone told me she wasn't kidding. "It's not a car, it's much more thought out than that. I'm romantic remember? What's romantic about a car? Besides our first date of course." I winked at her again, seeing a little blush on her cheeks. "And for the record I'm quite good at sex drunk or sober." I stayed defensively. "But what If i just want you to finger and eat me out all night instead?" Alexia challenged me. "Then it'll be quite the night of blue balling for me won't it?" I answered. "Like I said, it's whatever you want that night. If you want nothing to do with my dick, which I highly doubt, then that's fine." I added confidently. I still didn't think Alexia knew how much of a giver I was in bed at this point. She'd only been with me, thankfully she didn't know any different than an orgasm every time we were intimate. "Such a selfless lover aren't you?" Alexia teased, rubbing a hang along my thigh. "I try to give more than I take." I said smoothly, keeping my eyes on the road. "Do you wanna just get some takeaway and go back to yours?" I glanced over at Alexia. "Hmm, I am hungry and we haven't... done much lately." She winked, moving her hand up a little more. "So let's kill two birds with one stone." I smirked, driving towards Alexia's favorite pizza place to get dinner. *** Alexia's POV: It was hard to contain my excitement as I finished applying my lipstick. I stepped back from the mirror to admire the new dress I bought this morning for my anniversary dinner with Sergio. It was a gorgeous little royal blue thing, with the right touch of rhinestones to add to it all. Underneath however, was a nice black bombshell bra with lace and the matching panties. Sergio always loved when I wore sexy underwear. My phone buzzed on the counter, Sergio's name popping up. An unconscious smile reached my lips as I read the text. "Be there soon, traffic sucks x S" That man could make me giddy with a single text. I set my phone down and put my earrings in, taking one last look at my appearance before grabbing my small handbag. I knew I'd probably end up back at Sergio's place after dinner, but I didn't feel like bringing any clothes, except for the jersey he gave me last week. I stuffed that into the bottom of my bag. I sat on the couch, playing a game on my phone as I waited for my boy to knock on the door. I loved that he could be a little old fashioned at times. He never just texted me he was here or showed up empty handed. There was always a knock on the door and some sort of little treat. He was such an attentive loving guy. Soon enough that familiar, sturdy knock echoed in the quiet apartment. I jumped up from the couch, my high heels clicking on the floor as I went to greet him. "Hey handsome-" I barely got the words out before he pressed a kiss to my lips. "Hello beautiful." Sergio smiled brightly, holding up a red rose. See? I told you, never empty handed. "Come in." I grinned, sniffing the rose before gently setting it on the counter. "You look gorgeous." Sergio stated, studying my outfit. "Im a lucky guy." He said more to himself than me, making me blush. "You seem very happy." I answered as I took in his appearance. It looked as though he had gotten a haircut today, and his stubble was freshly trimmed. He had on a navy blue suit with a crisp white shirt, no tie and the top two buttons undone. He wore what I could only speculate as very expensive brown dress shoes and a silk pocket square. "Oh of course I am, I get to treat my girl to a nice evening out." He beamed. Sergio had a certain glow about him this evening that was infectious. "You look very nice." I stated, walking up and grabbing both sides of the blazer he had on. Slowly I leaned in for a kiss, deepening it slightly as I felt his hands move to my ass. "We should get going babe, don't wanna be late." Sergio whispered as I pulled away slightly from his lips. I nodded and grabbed my purse, eager to spend the evening with him. ~~~ Hey everyone leave me a message if you liked this, have any ideas or what you want to see more of :) Thanks, Jenn

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El Matador (Chapter 53)

Sergio's POV: "And you both understand that if this begins to affect the club in any way, be that image, results or the rest, either the relationship or your contracts will be terminated." The Real Madrid board instructed Alexia and I. "Yes sir, understood." I said as Alexia nodded next to me still holding my hand. "We wish you luck with this endeavor. All we ask is that you be smart about it. This is very serious and we'd like you both to treat it as such." They added, looking sternly at us both. "That means Sergio, no fighting. We know you and Mr. Alonso have tempers. Should you throw the first punch, your contract will be suspended and possibly terminated." They added. "What he starts it?" I asked nervously. "We will discipline him accordingly. Do not start anything with him or anyone else. Let him be the one in trouble. You are a valuable member of this team and we would hate to have to remove you." They finished instructing us. I nodded as Alexia agreed. We decided last night that there was going to be no more waiting, so I emailed the board and our coaches asking for a meeting. Sure it all made me very anxious, but I was working towards trusting more with Alexia. "Good go get some breakfast, training starts in ninety minutes." My coach interjected, ending the meeting. Alexia and I thanked them all before walking out, hand in hand. As the door closed behind us, Alexia breathed a sigh of relief. I smiled down at her, kissing her temple. "You hungry babe?" I asked as we started walking towards the cafeteria. "I am now, I couldn't eat this morning I was so nervous." She laughed a little. "Well let's get you something to eat then, you have training later." I instructed before opening the door for her. "After you." I gestured. She grinned and walked past me grabbing a plate for each of us. *** "I'll see you after training okay? We can go get lunch or something." I said happily, leaning up against the wall chatting with Alexia. Her teammates were walking past us and winking at her. I didn't care though, we didn't need to announce our relationship, they could all figure it out. If they hadn't realized by now that when Alexia showed up with hickeys, usually I did too, then they'd sure know soon. "Yeah that sounds nice, meet you back here? Or should I come to you?" She questioned. "If you finish before me meet me on the men's side, and If I finish I'll be right here when you're done." I answered, moving off the wall as I checked my watch. "I should go, I have to change." I spoke before leaning forward and giving Alexia a peck on the lips. "Love you babe." I added before one more little kiss. She blushed as I turned to walk away and noticing one of her teammates saw us. Let them look, Alexia was mine and it was time everyone knew. *** Alexia's POV As I walked into the locker room I was bombarded with squealing teammates. "Alexia! Are you dating Ramos?" Gabriela yelled throughout the locker room. I blushed a bright red as all eyes fell on me waiting for an answer. "Y-yeah, we've been together for a few months." I spoke nervously. All the girls were silent for a second, absorbing this info. "Thank god someone on this team is dating one of them again." Misha blurted out and all the girls giggled. "Why is that?" I asked, anxiously eyeing Blanca. "Because, we see these gorgeous men every day, and we wonder about them, now you can tell us." Gabriela filled in the blanks for me. "Oh." I nodded, moving to change my clothes. "So, Ramos," Misha started. "Yes? What about him?" I asked her suspiciously. "Is he, as big down there as he acts?" She interrogated, Gabriela and a few other girls leaning in to hear. I bit my lip and blushed, i was happy that I could talk about him freely now, but I wasn't sure how much personal information he wanted public. "Um, well, he's not small, but I've got no one to compare him to." I shrugged, busying myself with changing my shorts. "Wait, Sergio's your first? Shit Ali you live a blessed life." Gabi teased me. "So he is big, is he any good? We'd all hope he was as good at sex as his looks suggested." She asked me. "Y-yeah, it's uh, it's great, he's pretty good. Look I'm not really comfortable having this conversation." I answered, growing more anxious with the subject. "Alright ladies that's enough for today, save some questions for tomorrow." Blanca interjected, causing the group to scatter. "Thank you, that was getting weird." I breathed a sigh of relief. "That's what happens when we date another footballer. Its like some miracle for them and besides Ronaldo, Sergio is one of the best looking on that team." Blanca joked, nudging my arm. "Am I gonna have to deal with that all the time now?" I asked her, pulling on my socks. She shrugged, "for a little while, but that's the price you pay, although I have a feeling you think it's worth it." She winked. "Well worth it, I'm just not looking forward to dealing with all the attention it'll bring when people find out." I sighed, looking down. "Well the upside is you're going through it alone. You've get Sergio and he loves you very much. He's been through this and knows how to balance the media attention with his relationship." Blanca responded comfortingly. "Yeah I just hope I can balance it, I nearly had a panic attack at the gala with all those cameras." I admitted, tying my cleats. "And who was there right by your side talking you through it?" She smiled and nudged me. I bit back a grin, blushing a little, "he was. He was so calm and reassuring." I divulged. "See, give him a chance to be the adult and he does just fine. Cmon we've got training." Blanca stood up.l, motioning for me to follow. *** Sergio's POV: I headed out to training, feeling Xabi's eyes on me. I had a feeling he was going to try something today so I was cautious. "Xabi looks like he wants to fight you." Iker mumbled to me as we walked out. "He was too calm yesterday when he found out, Im expecting something today." I answered. "He's too hot headed but I'm going to keep my distance." I added. "I'll keep an eye out for you." Iker clapped my back before heading over to the goalkeeper warm up. Our cardio warm up went smoothly, Xabi was always in sight but never too close to me. I wasn't going to look for a reason to fight him but if things got heated I wasn't going to take it either. We moved into a shooting drill, a simple to pass then strike one. Easy enough, I thought. I made the first few without any issues and then Ancelotti called me over to talk by the goal. "We're gonna throw in some defenders so you and Varane get in there." He instructed and I nodded. I bent down to tie my shoe when a ball hit me square in the back. I turned around with a frown only to find Xabi smirking and walking to the end of the line. If that was the worst thing that happened today, then that was a win for me. I jogged out and the drill finished without too many issues, just Xabi shooting balls at me instead of the goal. Surely I'd have some bruises Alexia would want an explanation about. The last drill of the day was a five on five game. It seemed like I successfully avoided a fight with Xabi until Ancelotti switched him into my game on the opposing team. Things went as expected, Xabi hit me a little harder when I was on the ball. It was nothing I couldn't handle. Later on though, it was a fifty fifty ball and he raced after it with me. I wasn't thinking that he was going to take me out but he did. He hit me harder than he had all day and I tumbled and rolled to the ground. Although in pain, I immediately shot up, face to face with him. "What the hell is up with you?" I screamed at him. "What's up with me?" He shouted back, shoving me back a little. "What's up with me Sergio? You're fucking my sister!" He yelled. "I'm not fucking her Xabi, we're a couple." I shouted back as we got in each other's faces again. "You're just a fucking womanizer and you're not good enough for her. You've probably given her an STD at this point." Xabi growled at me. I gritted my teeth and lunged at him but three of my teammates rushed to my side, holding me back. Two others rushed to hold Xabi back who fought against them. "Fuck you man! She's my girlfriend and that isn't changing." I shouted back as my teammates held their grip on me. Xabi broke free of the two holding him back and rushed at me, connected a punch to my right cheek bone and leaving a cut. "Gentlemen, that's enough." Ancelotti said, stepping between us. "Sergio, go get that cut seen to. Alonso, shower and report to the president's office we need to have a discussion. Training dismissed boys." He commanded and everyone scattered. My teammates released me and I walked off to the medical office. *** "Damn Sergio, didn't know you were sleeping with Xabi's little sister." Ronaldo said a little too loudly as I walked to my locker after getting my cut patched up. I blushed and avoided any eye contact with Xabi who sat across the room packing his stuff for the day, his full attention tuned to my response. "Um, we're not sleeping together. We're dating, Alexia's my girlfriend." I answered, albeit a little uncomfortable. I will admit however, it was a huge relief to call her my girlfriend. "Lucky you man, she's a fox. I would've taken her myself but I didn't peg her as someone to sleep with her brother's friends." Ronaldo smirked. "Man come on!" I said frustratedly. "Leave her alone, stop talking about her like she's a piece of meat." I growled at him defending her. The thought of Cris and Alexia together was enough to make my skin crawl. He wouldn't know how to treat her like I do. "Jeez Sergio what's happened to you, the old you would've loved this conversation." Cris whined. "I'm not the old me. This isn't a hook up thing where I'm gonna objectify her like that. I love her and she's more important than that." I scolded him, grabbing my towel so I could go shower. I glanced at Xabi as I stormed off to the shower. He seemed somewhat satisfied at my response to Cristiano. *** Alexia's smile was the first thing to greet me as I left the locker room. "Hey baby." I smiled, pecking her lips before wrapping my arm around her. Alexia's smile immediately turned to a frown. "Sergio, what happened to your face?" She asked, gently running her thumb over the butterfly bandages. "It's nothing babe." I said softly, grabbing her hand and moving it away from the cut. It was still really tender and my girlfriend had a tendency to touch every bruise and cut I had out of sympathy. It was cute don't get me wrong, but sometimes she pressed a little hard. "It looks like it's swollen and it's gonna bruise. That's not nothing." Alexia voiced, looking worried. "I'll tell you later, can we just go get some lunch? I'm starving." I spoke, feeling the soreness settle in from the countless hits I received at training today. Alexia nodded and wrapped her arm around my waist as mine draped over her shoulders. I could see a few of my teammates smirking at me in the parking lot as we left. "They know?" Alexia asked me as I opened the passenger door for her. "Yeah, goes with the story I'm gonna tell you about this." I answered, pointing to the cut and bruise. *** "So my brother did that to you?" Alexia asked me. I could see the rage boiling inside her as we sat on his couch. I gently leaned over and grabbed her hands. "Yeah, at the end of training. That's why I took so long to come out of the locker room. I was getting it looked at." I responded. No point in lying Alexia would've found out sooner or later that Xabi had done this. "I can't believe that. You didn't swing first did you? I can't have your contract terminated because of me." She said worryingly. I softly stroked her cheek. "Baby, I didn't throw a punch, the guys held me back and Xabi broke free and clocked me. That's it." I spoke in a soft, soothing tone. "Sergio that's not okay, he can't treat you that way just because of me." Alexia spat back. "Baby I know, I just, I'm really trying to not give him a reason to hate us. I'm very careful about how I talk about you in the locker room and how I interact when we're at the training grounds. I walk a very fine line with my track record with women." I calmly responded hoping I wouldn't set Alexia off again. "You're careful? What do you mean?" She looked at me, puzzled. "You and I both know first hand I can talk pretty crudely about women, I don't do that with you. I respect you. Ronaldo today tried to get me to talk about us and I wouldn't." I responded, maintaining eye contact. "He tried to talk about you like you were some piece of meat and I snapped at him." I added, still a little angry about how he talked about my girl. "Y-you stood up for me?" Alexia's eyes brightened. "Of course, always." I breathed, rubbing my thumbs over Alexia's hands. "And I will for as long as I need to, your brother, my teammates, they aren't going to come between that." I spoke in a gentle tone but Alexia's expression changed. "I just don't want to see you leave because of me." She whimpered. "Alexia, I'm not going anywhere okay? Believe me when I say that. I'm not leaving." I urged, brushing some hair from her face. A single tear fell down her face. "Baby no, don't cry it's not worth the tears." I soothed, pulling her into my chest. "This is just scary. I don't want something to happen." Her muffled voice sounded against my chest. "I won't let it. I'm trusting in you and now it's your turn to trust me Alexia." I said, pulling away so she could look me in the eyes. She nodded and wiped her eyes, "I do trust you, I do." ******** Hey guys, Jenn here! Please feel free to leave messages, comments, or suggestions here or on my main account @thebeautifulgame7 It really means a lot to hear what you all have to say :) thanks

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El Matador (Chapter 52)

Alexia's POV: "Shhh everyone shhh, he's pulling into the driveway." I whisper-shouted to everyone in Sergio's home. Today was his birthday and naturally so was his surprise party. I'd told him I'd be busy with work today to sell the story of not being able to spend time with him. He totally believed it and scheduled his therapy for today. It all was working perfectly, even most of the guests had arrived on time. My brother would be late but that's only because his kids had things scheduled. I was perfectly fine with that seeing as Sergio and I wouldn't have to be on edge. Certainly we'd still have to be careful but we could be close to each other. I was starting to get sick of the sneaking around with Sergio, but we both understood it was what needed to be done. I was hoping one day, soon maybe, that we could go public I knew it would create a strain with all its complications, and I'm not sure we're ready to deal with that. Never mind that now though there was a party to be had. "Okay he's in the garage." I said, ducking behind the couch with Iker and Sergio's brother. Iker had told Sergio he would pick him up from his house after therapy to go get lunch and hang out. Again, Sergio totally went for it and it made selling this whole story easier. A hush fell over everyone as we heard him stick his key in the lock. Slowly he unlocked the door and opened it. I silently counted down with Iker before jumping up. "Surprise!" We all shouted, someone flicking the lights on for me. Sergio's face went from sullen to ecstatic in an instant as his eyes landed on me. I winked at him before walking over. He was shaking hands with someone before turning to me. "Happy birthday handsome." I smile and pulled him into a tight hug. "Thank you." He whispered so only I could hear, giving me a small peck on the cheek. "Don't thank me yet, we still have more fun planned tonight." I whispered back before releasing him so as not to look suspicious. "For you, the king." I said, grabbing the crown I had jokingly bought. "So everyone knows you're important." I said as I fixed it atop his head. He winked before turning to greet his friends who handed him a drink. I went to grab a drink for myself only to find Sergio approach me. "How about a Sergio special Ali?" He asked, smiling at me as he grabbed the bottle of expensive vodka. "Id love one." I answered, leaning against the bar as I watched him. "This is lovely you know. I wasn't expecting it at all." He spoke, calmly pouring and mixing. "That's the point of a surprise party, you're not supposed to know." I responded, standing a little closer. "A DJ, my favorite alcohol, all my friends, and my girlfriend." Sergio stated in a content tone. "All the things I could want on my 28th birthday." He added, squeezing some lime into my drink before handing it to me. I thanked him and took a big sip, "you make the best vodka sodas." I said. "Try not to get too drunk," I leaned in towards his ear, "I need you mostly sober for later." I whispered seductively. I saw him close his eyes as he listened before I pulled away. "Fuck" he mouthed before taking a long pull from his drink. "Go have fun, I'll be around." I said before walking off, knowing he watched me leave. *** "Xabs!" I exclaimed as he walked in an hour later. "I'm glad you could make it." I smiled, giving him a hug. "Me too, I'm impressed you and Iker pulled this off. I still have no idea how you got the keys to Sergio's house." He mumbled the last bit. "Iker had a spare from a while back." I shrugged, not telling him Sergio had given me one a few weeks back. Xabi nodded, "right, now where is Sergio?" He asked, walking more into Sergio's house. "I think he's playing beer dice with a few of the guys." I said, following xabi to the backyard. "Found him." Xabi spoke, both of us spotting Sergio with Isco, shot gunning a beer. Sergio finished far before Isco and slammed the empty can on the ground before triumphantly throwing his hands up. "Seems like he's found someone to have a bit of fun with again." Xabi mentioned. "What do you mean?" I looked at him puzzled. Xabi shrugged, "nothing really, it's just that he's got hickeys again, they're fading but they were fresh a few days ago." He spoke nonchalantly, still oblivious to my relationship. "He hasn't had those in a while?" I asked, playing dumb. "Doesn't he sleep with everyone?" I added, hoping I didn't sound too suspicious. "Eh, not recently, he's quieted down in the locker room. He was pretty boisterous about this girl he was seeing last month then it kinda stopped. I mean we could tell he was a little deprived." He spoke. "Good for him I guess, he's always happy with marks on him. Loves the attention girls give him." Xabi finished, sipping the beer I had gotten for him. "Shots, everyone, let's go." Sergio yelled to all the guys before pointing at me and Xabi, interrupting our chat. "You guys too, Xabs you're let you gotta catch up, two shots for you, Alexia are you in?" He asked as the bottle and glasses were set in front of him. I glanced at xabi who shrugged and walked over before I followed. "Sure let's go." I responded with a smirk. "That's my girl." Sergio smiled and winked, earning a glare from Xabi. "Oh chill Xabs it's a figure of speech, just drink." He said after handing him a shot glass filled with vodka. "Salud." We all said in unison, clinking our glasses before knocking back our shots. I calmly swallowed the burning liquid without a chaser before demanded a second. If I was going to deal with a drunk boyfriend and an overprotective brother, I needed a drink. "Hell yeah Ali, you are Xabi's sister." Sergio spoke enthusiastically, pouring himself, me and the rest of the guys another shot. "Iker, get your ass over here and drink." Sergio demanded, yelling across the yard to him. It was clear Sergio had had more to drink since I left him to socialize. I didn't mind though, it was his birthday and he was having fun. Iker rolled his eyes and took his time walking over, leaving the conversation he was in. "Some time today old man." Sergio added and Iker waved him off. "Drink capi." Sergio handed him a glass as well. "Cmon I'll do it with you." Sergio offered, pouring himself another. "Maybe you should slow down after that." Iker offered before eyeing me. Sergio's eyes followed his gaze before a smirk fell upon his face. "Right." Sergio answered knowingly. "Salud mi amigo." He added before taking another shot with Iker. *** "Yeah I made the transfer this season, it's been going really well." I smiled as I talked Rene, Sergio's brother. "That's lovely to hear." He smiled and sipped his drink. "I have to say I was nervous about you and Sergio but I've never seen him happier than he is with you, thank you it means a lot." He added, making me blush. "He is really good to me." I shrugged, a little nervous about this conversation. "He adores you, and reminds me of it every time we have lunch together." Rene laughed a little. "And I adore him, he's wonderful, terribly misunderstood, but wonderful once you break through those barriers." I spoke though I was still working through those barriers. Sergio going back to therapy was helping however. "Yeah he's had a lot of trouble with women, and he does need some guidance from time to time. That's where I come in." Rene laughed and sipped his drink again. I was about to respond when I felt and arm wrap around my waist. "Good to see two getting on." Sergio spoke, a little slur to it. "Good to see someone followed my directions." I scolded him teasingly, though still a little anxious about the physical contact. "Babe you said mostly sober, I'm kinda drunk and I'm drinking water now, see I'm alright, watch." Sergio unwrapped his arm from me and walked toe to toe in a straight line away from us. He only stumbled once. "My brother's a tank when it comes to drinking, he can drink anyone under the table." Rene said as Sergio made his way back to us. "Even this guy." Sergio gestured to Rene with his water bottle, smirking proudly as his other arm wrapped around my waist again. "One of the few things you're better at little brother." Rene conceded and Sergio nodded. "That, football, cooking, and sex." Sergio laughed devilishly while counting on his fingers. "Right?" He asked me. I shrugged looking between him and Rene. "Don't look at me, I've only been with you." I responded quietly, thankful most of the others were outside. I noticed Sergio and Rene exchange knowing glances after my answer. "Told you." Sergio smirked proudly. "I'm the only one." He added. I rolled my eyes, "you're a lucky one too." I said, not pleased with how this conversation was going. "I know that." Sergio said, trying to keep me from walking away. "You know I love it." He added, a little too loud for me at this party but the music drowned most of his voice out. *** Sergio's POV "That's everyone, we're finally alone." Alexia smirked, walking back from my front door. "Good, I've been dying to kiss you all day." I answered, watching her strut over to me. "So what's my next birthday present?" I raised an eyebrow as she stood directly in front of me. Alexia extended her hand and pushed me to sit on the couch. "I was thinking..." she trailed off, taking a seat on my lap. "We could just unwrap each other and see where it goes." She licked her lips, placing my hands at the hem of her shirt. "Does that sound good to you?" She cocked an eyebrow. "Sounds wonderful, but I'm not gonna be gentle later." I warned playfully, slowing leaning in towards her lips. "I never expect gentle after the first round." She flirted along with me before closing the space between us. Her lips collided with mine in immediate passion. My hands slid under her shirt, covering most of her lower back. She loved my big hands, she'd told me so. Alexia's smaller, but equally skilled hands found the collar of my shirt, slowly pulling it up my neck. "Let's get you out of that." She said, pulling away from our kiss. "Hate to see you hide such a sexy body." She added in a new, sexual tone she'd adopted recently. I removed my hands from her shirt and helped her discard mine off to the side. "Are you still a little tipsy?" I asked her, feeling slightly drunk myself as my hands slowly crept her shirt up her stomach. "Maybe I had a bit to drink. Why do you ask?" She smirked, her hands resting on my shoulders. "We always end up doing something new and a little kinky when we've had a drink or two. Like that lap dance, or the spanking." I said lustfully, immediately leaning in for a deep, French kiss. After a few moments of our tongues pressed to each other and our lips moving in unison Alexia pulled away. "What did you have in mind?" She asked, a sexy little smirk on her face. I licked my lips, "I want to tie you up, I want to dominate you." I spoke in a husky tone. We had started to get a little kinky with our sex life, far off from a lot of things I've done, but new enough where our sex life wasn't vanilla anymore. Alexia's face flushed a little red, "hmm, that sounds sexy." She whispered seductively as my hands pulled her shirt up. "Yeah? You wanna?" I asked, feeling completely turned on at her ability to try everything I was into. Alexia quickly removed her shirt, tossing over to where mine was on the floor. "I'm willing to try from my birthday boy. He is a king after all." She smirked, tapping the crown still on my head. I reached up and took it off, placing it softly on her head, "every king needs his queen." I smiled, brushing some hair from her face. Alexia removed the crown and set it aside before grabbing my face in her hands. "Maybe later, right now my dominant needs his submissive, daddy." She teased again. "You have no idea what you do to me." I breathed out lustfully before pressing my lips to hers and immediately finding her tongue with mine. "I'm gonna fuck you so hard tonight." I mumbled as I came up for air, moving my lips to her neck. "Yeah? Uhhh, I want you to, uhh." Alexia moaned as I found the sweet spot of her neck, biting and sucking. "God you are absolutely magic, your tongue, your lips. Fuck uhhh." She moaned once more, spurring me on even more. Jesus she was such a turn on. My nails dragged themselves down her back slowly but forcefully, leaving red trails I'm sure. Slowly I glided them back up and hooked my fingers into her bra straps, pulling them down her arms. All the while, I pressed my groin up against hers, telling her silently I wanted her to relieve a little pressure I was starting to feel. "Uhhh fuck." She moaned again, grabbing fistfuls of my hair as I continued pleasuring her favorite spot along her neck and collarbone. One hand fumbled against her bra clasp while the other grabbed a handful of her ass. She was so toned, god her body was hot. We always had fun when we got drunk and fooled around. We would grab, bite, pull and tease each other. Vodka soda was the usually the drink of choice on nights like those. Tonight however, it was whatever my friends handed me in a cold glass. I was deeply lost in the moment at this point, kissing and teasing and maybe struggling a little too much with Alexia's bra than I should at 28 years old. Maybe that's why I didn't hear her brother walk in. "Sergio I forgot my- what the fuck!" Xabi exclaimed, catching me mid hickey buried in his sisters neck. Alexia's hands immediately untangled themselves from my hair and like lightning she hid herself against my chest, both our hearts racing. "Xabi." I breathed out, turning bright red while Alexia fumbled with putting her shirt on. "I should've know you would've fucked her sooner or later. You just can't keep your hands to yourself." He growled at me as Alexia avoided any kind of eye contact. "Really Sergio I'm surprised it took you this long, usually have them in bed after the first encounter." He continued. "Xabi I-" I tried but he waved me off. "No im not finished. I told you to stay away from her, she's too young for you and from what you've shared with the team, you don't know how to be committed or gentle and I don't want her hurt!" Xabi lectured. "And Alexia, I'm shocked you would even pursue one of my teammates 9 years older than you." He stressed the last part of the sentence. "Xabi, we're drunk and it just happened." Alexia cried, tears welling up. "I was helping him clean a little and I couldn't help myself, it was a mistake." She attempted to cover it all up. "Is that what happened?" Xabi asked, looking at me. I glanced at Alexia quickly who was pleading for me to go along with it. "No." I answered softly, standing up and walking over to Alexia, taking her hand. "No? Then what did happen?" He asked in a mocking tone. "Alexia's my girlfriend. She has been for a few months." I said, squeezing her hand supportively. "Alexia I warned you about him." Xabi growled, but I stepped in between them. "It wasn't her Xabi, it was me, I really liked her so I pursued her. She told me no but I was relentless." I said, taking all the blame, brother or not there was no way he was gonna blame her for this. "Really?" Xabi asked, folding his arms. "Yes, we started dating a month after we met." I gulped slightly. "Alexia's beautiful, smart, talented. I love her." I added. Xabi rolled his eyes, "oh please Sergio, you love having your dick wet and hard." He scolded. "Hey!" Alexia interjected. "You don't get to talk to him that way." She defended. "Oh please you're practically a child, what do you know about him? He's a user." Xabi shot back, and I'll admit it did hurt me a little. Sure I'd been called a player many times by magazines and tabloids and in jest from my teammates, but never like this. "Xabier, he treats me like a princess! Like you treat Nagore. He's supportive and kind and thoughtful. He misses me when I'm gone and is nothing but happy when I'm here with him." Alexia argued, there was no way she would let him speak so poorly of me. I wasn't that guy anymore. "Oh give me a break." Xabi waved her off. "He'll get bored and you'll get hurt." He scoffed. "Xabier!" Alexia yelled. "Go home Alexia." He growled. "Xabi I'm" she tried. "Go. Home." He cut her off. "Alexia stay, this is my house and I want you to stay." I said sternly, stepping in between the two again and taking her hand. "Oh look at you Mr. Protective." Xabi mocked me. "We'll see how protective you are in a month or so when you push her away. It's what you do, I'm surprised it's lasted this long." He retorted. "I love her Xabi, and I'm serious about her. It's not a 10 marriage like your relationship, but we're putting in the work to be with each other." I said calmly, but Alexia could tell I was close to exploding. Gently she rubbed her thumb along my hand and grabbed my bicep with her other hand. I knew I could be a hot head but she's always able to calm me down. "Sure you love her." He scoffed again "sure." He chuckled. "He's not the same man he was when I moved here. He's changed Xabi, it's me and only me for him. He doesn't wander, he doesn't flirt, he stays with me." Alexia said with tears in her eyes, her voice shaking. "I love him." She added, making me smile a little. "I don't approve, I can't force you to break up, but I do not support this. You're an adult now Alexia, if you want to allow yourself to get hurt, go for it." Xabi said calmly, too calmly before walking out. Pausing at the door he added, "I'll leave you two to get back to whatever vampire foreplay he's Into." He eyed mine and Alexia's before walking off, slamming the door behind him. Alexia's POV I stood frozen after he left, the sound of the door still echoing in the large, modern house. Tears continued to run down my face. "Not like this" I thought to myself "this wasn't how it was supposed to go." Sergio turned to me immediately after the sound of my sniffling reached his ears. "Alexia, baby." He voiced, pulling me into a tight hug, holding me securely against his bare chest. "Shhh, it's okay amor, we'll get through this together, he'll come around." He soothed, rubbing my back. "No he won't Sergio, he's going to make me choose. I don't want to make that choice." I cried as Sergio placed soft kisses on my head. "Baby you don't have to choose, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere. He'll have to get used to me. We'll show him, don't worry." He said softly, still enveloping me in his strong, protective embrace. "I love you." I whimpered, looking up at him. He gave me a soft, sad smile. One of his hands reached up and wiped the tears from my cheeks before he leaned down with a gentle kiss. "I love you too." He whispered before another kiss. I went to deepen it, to drown myself in Sergio's passion, but he pulled away. "I think it's time we tell the club, go public. Xabi knows, there's no point in hiding it." He said softly, his arms wrapped around me, holding me close and protectively. "Are you sure we're ready?" I asked hesitantly. Sergio laughed ironically. "We'll never know if we don't try. Hell, it might even make our lives easier. We can go on real dates and hold hands in public. I can drive you to training, walk you to the girls side, be a proper boyfriend. No more hiding." He smiled, nuzzling his nose against mine. His enthusiasm about going public was enough to get me to agree. "No more hiding." I whispered.

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El Matador (Chapter 51)

Sergio's POV: Frank Ocean's Self Control playing in the background. Hearts pounding, breathing heavy, pure ecstasy. That's what it's like when Alexia and I are together and we make love. Impossible to imitate and unlike any other. Its sensual and seductive. It's hot and active. When I'm inside her it's like I'm someone else, something else. It's just us in the world and the only sounds are our pleasure. She takes me to a higher place, a place I've never been. "Fuck Alexia, this- unreal." I stumbled through my words as Alexia sat herself on my lap, aggressively grabbing my face and forcing her lips to mine. My hands struggled against the restraints she had managed to get me in. Only a few hours earlier we had been enjoying a low key day in the park as an early birthday celebration for me. She had found a secluded spot in Casa de Campo park and set up a small picnic for us. Sure we couldn't show any PDA, but it was nice to just have her with me enjoying a normal date, our first actually. She had picked me up from my house, not telling me what she had planned, which I guess in its own way was revenge for all the times I had done it to her. It was a simple, late lunch Alexia had organized for us and I was touched by the gesture. Some of the girls I had been with had always put the pressure on me to figure everything out so It was always nice when she took the lead. She kept mentioning something about a surprise while we were enjoying our lazy lunch, both of us hidden behind sunglasses and baseball hats. I couldn't help but smile as I watched her talk about her team and all the friends she was making. It was really nice to hear because it was something Xabi was worried about when she transferred. "So Madrid was a good move for you then huh, babe?" I smiled, taking a bite of a sandwich. Alexia giggled a little, the light through the trees catching her just right, making her eyes sparkle. "I'd say it was one of the best moves." She winked. "I ended up getting a pretty handsome guy out of it too." Alexia added, before sipping her water. I feigned embarrassment, placing a hand on my chest and scoffing, "I'm flattered." I spoke and she laughed a little, shoving my shoulder. *** "And how do you feel about that?" The therapist asked while I was still lost in thought. "Huh? Sorry I didn't hear that." I muttered in a soft voice, looking back up at her. "The hesitancy you still have with Alexia. It's affecting your relationship, isn't it? How do you feel about that?" My therapist questioned. I rubbed my eyes a little tiredly and yawned before answering. "Yeah I guess." I mumbled. "Mr. Ramos, you seem rather apathetic today, this only helps if you want it to. Just showing up won't get you a passing grade here." She warned me. "I know," I groaned, "it's just hard, trusting again. I love her, but that scares me so when I feel that way, I try to isolate myself and push her away. I don't want to get hurt again." I spoke, with more emotion and attention this time. She sat back and nodded, "uh huh, and have you tried reminding yourself she is not your past girlfriends?" She asked. I nodded a little, "I have, but I don't stick with it enough and she's noticed it." I responded honestly. "Mhm, and the intimate aspect of your relationship, has that changed since you began pushing Alexia away?" She asked, shifting slightly in her chair, eyeing the marks on my neck that had started to fade. "A little, well, maybe more than a little." I said, I was never shy about that, especially with my therapist. How could I be? I would only be cheating myself if I wasn't. "How so?" She posed the question as I reached for the glass of water on the table in front of me. "It's certainly less frequent than it used to be, and I'm not sure if she's as into it anymore." I shrugged, setting the glass on the table. *** Alexia's hands matted themselves into my hair, creating nothing but a mess of my brown locks. "Only the best for my birthday boy." Alexia smirked and held my face. "Just you wait." She winked and got off my lap. "Baby come back." I whined, pulling at the restraints that held my hands in place. Her hips swayed as she strode away from me and I couldn't take my eyes off her ass in those tight jeans. I don't know where Alexia had gotten this idea to spice up our sex life and give me a memorable early birthday present, but whatever she did, she can go back any time. Alexia looked over her shoulder mischievously as her hands moved to the hem of her shirt. My eyes widened at first but soon shifted to a hungry gaze. I licked my lips in anticipation as Alexia turned to face me, removing her shirt slowly in the process before tossing it to the bed side. She returned to my lap, her hands moving to the back of my head as she pressed me to her chest. I couldn't help myself as I kissed and nibbled at every spot I could. Alexia let out an echoing moan, unlike any other I had heard from her. Slowly at first she began to grind against me as she moved my head to the dip between her breasts. There's no way she came up with this on her own, her research methods must've been the reason the browser history on my laptop was cleared. "Fuck." I mumbled against her chest and she pressed a little deeper into my groin. Gently at first, I gripped her bra with my teeth before tugging at it. Looking up pleadingly at my beauty she smirked and pushed my head away. Despite all the teasing and the waiting, this was the best lap dance of my life. "You need to have some patience and take things..." she paused, resting her hands on the back of the chair for support, grinding deeper against me at frustrating pace "slowly." She finished before ruffling my hair and getting off my lap. *** "Mr. Ramos? Are you with me? Or should we just stop today's session?" My therapist startled me out of my thoughts, forcing my eyes to move from the window to her less than pleased face. "Huh? S-sorry I did it again didn't I?" I rubbed my face and shifted my position in my seat to get more comfortable. "Where are you going? When your mind wanders like that." My therapist questioned, having found a new topic thankfully. "Uh, like today or in general?" I scratched my neck uncomfortably. "Today, and judging by your body language you don't want to share too many details." She gave me a small smile. "Just the last time Alexia and I were intimate together. It was a few days ago, an early birthday present she said since she had a lot of work related things to do today." I blushed a little as I admitted this to her. "That's right, it's your birthday, happy birthday Mr. Ramos." My therapist smiled wider this time. "Thanks." I mumbled, hoping she wouldn't ask more about what had happened. "So this last time, what was it like, compared to recently?" She, much to my dismay, inquired. "It was, it was different, Alexia changed things up, we tried a few new things..." I shrugged, rubbing my slightly bruised wrists before she motioned for me to continue. "Well, it was better, if that's what you're asking; we were both really into it." I added. "Mr. Ramos, I think the problem here is, now that sex is a very regular occurrence for you two, it's easy to fall into a routine, regardless of whether you're mentally into it at all. I would suggest working on making sure your head is in the right place for those intimate moments and if it isn't, then maybe it isn't the right time to be intimate. While you may have less, moments, with Alexia, they will be better." My therapist responded. *** I watched Alexia hungrily from my seat, wishing for nothing more than to take her right there, hard. She turned away from me again and reached a hand behind her back. Quickly she unclasped her bra, then painstakingly slow, she slid the straps off her arms before letting the silky material fall to the floor. "Just untie me already Ali, please, it's my birthday." I groaned, shoving my crotch forward in the chair in an attempt to both relieve the strain my hard cock was experiencing and hopefully entice my girlfriend. "Baby, your birthday isn't for another 5 days. I should just make you wait." Alexia teased. Her confidence was unbelievable at this point and I couldn't wait to see where she would take this next. Seductively she took a seat in my lap again, resting her arms on my shoulders. Gently she began to grind against me again. Glancing down at our jeans I let out a whimper and bit my lip. "Aww is my baby uncomfortable?" Alexia asked in a teasing tone, grabbing at my hair, pulling me to look at her. I nodded quickly, "mhm, your baby needs some relief." I responded. Alexia flashed a wicked smile before gripping my face and kissing me roughly again, my tongue immediately forcing itself into her mouth. The whites of my knuckles were clearly visible as I clenched my fists in frustration. There was bound to be marks on my wrists after this little escapade. By now I was painfully hard and could feel myself throb with every little motion Alexia made. She was a wild kisser when she got like this and I loved it. Her tongue was aggressively battling with mine as our mouths molded into one. Alexia slowly pulled away, her hands still holding my face and neck as we struggled to catch our breaths. Her lips were red and slightly swollen as she focused on unbuttoning my shirt. "Let me so this muscles." She smirked as she finished opening it. Without waiting for any indication from me, Alexia began to slowly, way too slowly, kiss down my neck. I whimpered and thrusted against her hoping for a little satisfaction. Much to my surprised, her hands gently trailed down to my jeans. Still kissing my neck and collarbones, Alexia undid my pants. "You like that baby?" She smiled and rubbed me through my boxer briefs. I nodded quickly and let out a sigh of relief. Alexia leaned down, kissing and delicately sucking on my neck. My mouth feel agape as I lost myself in all the pleasure and attention. Soon she dipped her hand into my boxers and gripped me. I could feel her leaving marks on my neck and it drove me wild. Having her in control, completely in control, was new but if this is what she could do to me then I wanted it a lot more. "How do you want it?" Alexia whispered seductively against my ear before nibbling at my earlobe, her free hand running through my hair. "My god," I gulped heavily. "Any way you want it." I managed to get out. Alexia leaned back and bit her lip, giving me a smirk. "I was hoping you'd say that." She softly giggled, getting off my lap and stripping off her jeans. Forgetting about the restraints, I tugged at them and growled. "Do you wanna be set free?" She asked me, pulling my jeans down to the floor. "More than anything." I said without hesitation. "You will, but not yet." She smiled and pulled my boxers down as well, taking me into her mouth without missing a beat. "Fuck Alexia good god." I moaned, wanting nothing more than to grab her head and throat fuck her. She pulled away and looked up at me innocently. "What do you want Sergio?" She asked, staring at me intently. "Choke on me." I answered, my eyes completely dark with lust. Without an answer she leaned forward and took me as deep as she could. I lifted my hips slightly to force myself in more. I felt Alexia gag on me as I did so. "Breath through your nose, don't you dare take it out." I commanded in a growl, trying in some way to take a little control. Alexia gave me those innocent eyes before bobbing her head along my shaft, sending waves of pleasure through my body. I leaned my head back, "best early birthday present ever." I breathed out. Alexia had pulled away from my stiff cock, causing me to look back down at her. She had moved over to one of the restraints and was untying it. "You're allowed to touch, but you still must do what I say." She said, focusing on freeing my hands. "I'm so close to cumming I'll do whatever you want." I answered, rubbing my wrists slightly to get the feeling back and moving to get up. Alexia placed her hand on my chest and gently pushed me back. "No, sit back down." She said softly handing me a condom after I took a seat. Slowly she slid down her panties, stepping out of them and into my lap. I fumbled with the wrapper and tossed it to the side after pulling out the condom. Alexia lined herself up with me and gently took all of me. I bit my lip and watched, the relief of pleasure washing over me. She grabbed my hands and placed them on her waist. "I want your hands and lips all over me, I'll do the rest." She whispered, pulling me in for a deep, sensual kiss. I did as I was told, my hands running up her sides to her shoulders before I softly scraped my nails down her back. All the while, Alexia gently took the lead, riding me. My lips trailed along her neck and collarbones as her hands moved to my head, directing me and pulling gently at my hair. This had to be one of the most surreal, sensual encounters I had had with Alexia to date. Candles all around, soft music, and our breaths. Slowly leaving marks on each other as we took our time together. We were lost in each other, who knows how long we were in her room that night. The kisses going from firm, to gentle, to rough and then slow. Like I said, it's unlike any other when we're together. Certainly that was a sign that I didn't need to be so guarded. I could learn to trust, in these deep, intimate moments and move forward with Alexia by my side.

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El Matador (Chapter 50)

Alexia's POV: 

 You know it's weird that when you're trying your hardest not to have a fight, that's when it seems easiest to cause one. Sergio and I had settled in for the night, his birthday fast approaching. We found ourselves in a very familiar position, but it wasn't enough to distract. 

I was trying to get into the moment with him. His soft lips were pressed against my skin as he took his sweet time. He knew I loved it when he took his time, making use of every sense I had. His hands moving this way and that along my body, massaging, rubbing, touching. It was all so delicate and sensual as he gently made love to me. 

 "I love you baby." He whispered breathlessly against my neck. I responded with a soft moan as my hands found their favorite spot. A small moan escaped his lips as I ran my fingers through his hair. As I tried to focus, the more I found myself unable to. Sergio had his face buried in my neck, slowly thrusting as he did so. I

 gently tugged at his hair, a little distracted after Iker's conversation. Were we solid together? As a couple? I wasn't sure, was Sergio still faking things or was it all real. I had so many questions whirling around my head I hadn't noticed I had stopped participating in our little game of adult twister. Sergio groaned slightly against me, sucking lightly on my skin.

 "Babe?" He asked in a soft tone.

 "Yeah love?" I acknowledged, feeling him stop his actions and slightly untangle himself from me. 

 "Are you alright? We can stop if you're not into it." He offered, seemingly a little off put. 

 "What? N-no it's fine." I said softly, gently stroking his cheek. 

 "Are you sure? You seem distracted." He mumbled the last part. "Look if I'm getting boring we can change it up..." Sergio trailed off. 

 "Sergio," I smiled and giggled. "You're not boring, you are FAR from it." I ran a hand through his soft hair as he rested his chin on my chest. 

 "Then what is it? Am I not getting you off?" He asked, worried about his performance. However that was far from my concern whenever we were intimate. He had quite the talent in the bedroom. 

 "It just seemed like you wanted something a little slower today..." Sergio pouted.

 "Baby, trust me, I am nothing but satisfied with you, it's just, I've got a lot going on and I'm a little distracted." I conceited. I didn't want to tell him about my conversation with Iker but I also didn't want to cause a fight. We had been working really hard on this surprise party and I didn't want to ruin that. 

 "Do you wanna stop?" He looked up at me with his big brown puppy dog eyes and I felt him go a little soft between my legs as our discussion continued. "It seems like Sergio junior already decided." I giggled and moved to sit up. 

 Sergio sighed heavily and moved to lay next to me. "I never leave my woman unsatisfied though. I can get it up." He offered. 

 "Baby it's alright, maybe later." I smiled and kissed his forehead as he looked down at his hands. "

So what's got you so occupied?" He asked me, looking over to see my facial reaction.

 "Just stuff Gio, it's nothing." I said hoping he'd drop it. I wasn't always the best at secrets, except for Sergio. However I didn't want to divulge any details of the party to him by accident.

 "Babe come on, you can tell me." He insisted, resting a hand on my thigh. "I'm here for you." He added.

 "Sergio, not now babe I'm tired." I pouted and slid down into the bed sheets. The party planning and the onslaught of questions from Iker had really stressed me out. 

"Just cuddle with me." I reached out for him. All I wanted was to feel Sergio pressed against me, holding me. 

 "I'm not really tired, I might go play FIFA or something." He shrugged. "Since you don't wanna talk." He added, hastily getting out of bed and pulling on his boxers.

 "Sergio come on." I whined. "Don't be like that." I complained.

 "Like what Alexia? Like what? I just wanted to talk with you after you've been gone and you're shutting me down and you don't even want to be intimate now either?" He asked, raising his voice ever so slightly. "Christ babe it's been weeks since we've had sex and this morning when I picked you up it was amazing and now..." he trailed off. 

 "Sergio all I said was that I had a lot on my mind and I was tired." I said tersely, frowning at him. 

 He pinched the bridge of his nose as he stood in the doorway. "Where did you go?" He asked. 

 "Huh?" I looked at him puzzled. "This afternoon after we were together, where did you go?" He asked again, slowly. I looked at him slightly shocked.

 "I'm sorry what? Are you accusing me of something?" I questioned, looking intensely at him. "Because if you are, you'd better choose your next words carefully. 

 "I'm just asking what you were up to Alexia, damn. You just seemed so quick to leave. No cuddling, no little kisses and giggles, no round two. That's not my girlfriend." He recounted. 

 "Not your girlfriend? Sergio are you kidding me right now? I went to lunch with a friend who I haven't seen in a while and the conversation we had ended up heavy. It took a lot out of me." I said softly, trying very hard to control my emotions. "I'm shocked you would even think I was hiding something from you. I don't understand where all this is coming from." I added. 

 "I just thought after a few months you'd be able to open up about stuff like that. I mean, I told you about my stuff." He looked down at the carpet. "I want to be there for you too if you'll let me." 

 "Sergio you only did that because I found the pills." I snapped and I saw a small tinge of sadness flash in his eyes. "I'm allowed to keep a few things to myself until I'm ready and maybe I'm not ready yet." I added in a softer tone.

 "Am I not enough for you? Is that what this is about? I can handle whatever it is." Sergio said in a tiny voice. 

 "Sergio it's not a big deal okay? It was just me and a friend. You're my boy I would never do anything to jeopardize that. I love you." I softly explained. "Why are you acting like this?"

 Sergio sighed and nodded, "I'm gonna go play FIFA now, I'll be up later, good night." He said in a monotone voice.

 "Sergio come on It's-" I tried but he softly closed the door behind him. I laid back down on the bed and sighed loudly. 

I didn't understand what was up with him all of a sudden. He'd been distant and if he wasn't he was possessive of me. I needed to get to the bottom of this but decided it was best to let him have a few minutes to calm down. I needed to approach this carefully because I knew Sergio could get emotional very quickly.

 ***

 Sergio's POV 

 I was halfway through my third game on FIFA when I heard tiny footsteps. "Sergio? Can we talk please." Alexia's small voice sounded just above the low volume of my game.

 "Yeah I'm almost done why don't you come sit down." I said, my eyes glued to the screen as I netted one against Barcelona. Alexia cautiously approached the couch I was sitting on in the dark game room. I patted my lap and gave her a half smile. 

 "Please, I don't bite." I teased slightly as she hesitantly moved closer to sit on my lap. I delicately wrapped my arms around her waist and continued my game with her sitting on me. We sat in silence as I finished the second half, winning the game easily. I could sense Alexia's apprehension to cuddle into me but slowly she relaxed. After the game concluded I switched off the tv and turned on some lights so I could see her.

 "I want you to tell me what's been going on Sergio." Alexia said calmly, sliding off my lap, much to my dismay, to face me. 

 "What do you mean?" I questioned, a perplexed look on my face. Alexia sighed and took my hand, rubbing it gently, although the motion only made me nervous. She bit her lip, as if thinking of what to say. 

 "You've been acting strange." She stated, looking into my eyes. I motioned for her to go on. "One minute you're distant and don't want to do anything, and the next you're possessive and want everything to do with me. I need to know what's going on so we can fix this." She advised. For her being the younger one I was shocked at how mature she was handling this. "It's just, people have gotten in my head lately. About us." I mentioned quietly, looking down. "There are some doubts." I added. "Your doubts or theirs?" Alexia posed calmly, still holding my hand. "Theirs, and they're becoming mine. You and I are so, I don't know, it's just, this relationship with all its complications shouldn't be going as well as it is and people are worried we're going to get hurt." I listed all my concerns, hoping not upset Alexia. "Sergio they aren't us, they're looking from the outside, they don't know." She whispered, causing me to look up and notice her eyes watering a little. "I know, it's just hard. My track record has proved it's dangerous for me to get close. Naturally I'm hesitant to commit but I'm trying, for you, for us. Friends are just concerned I'm gonna relapse to where I was two years ago. I don't trust very often so I get nervous and scared when I do." I said, my voice trembling slightly. Alexia sniffed and came in close, cuddling into my chest. "Sergio, I'm not them, I'm not her. They're all in the past for the reason. I'm here because I love you, I don't know how many times I need to tell you I'm ready put in the work." She whimpered. "Alexia I-" I tried but she cut me off. "No Sergio, you do this a lot, we have a serious moment and then you have doubts. All you do is compare me to these toxic women who burned you. I know that that left some scarring but you need to make the effort to understand I'm not them. You need to stop doubting me, why is it so hard to understand I'm here and I love you. I can't have you continually doubting me just because other girls didn't love you enough. You don't trust, that's your problem." She said in a shaky voice before getting up. "Alexia please, I'm sorry." I pleaded hoping she would stay. "I'm going to bed, you can join me or you can stay down here and play video games. Goodnight." She voiced sternly before walking off, wiping a tear. I felt like an idiot after that. She made it all sound so easy, just trust her, she's not the others. But how could I be sure? Everything was going well, too well and it worried me. Rightfully so, in my opinion, I was pulling away. Getting too close and getting hurt again would be detrimental. I knew I needed to let go of the past to focus on Alexia because I do love her and I want this to go well. Maybe it was time I sought after some real help. XXXX Sorry it's been so long, please drop me a message with what you think Thanks, Jenn

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UPDATE

So as you know Hannah has decided to step away from El M, however, I am back and ready to write some more for you guys. I'm the cowriter, Jenn and my Tumblr is @thebeautifulgame7 so feel free to message me here or there if you have any questions about what's going on.