#eldritch moods

[kirathehyrulian]

💚🧡Wayward Sons Zine 2023🧡💚 🩸🏔Witching Hour🏔🩸

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Summary: Teen!Sam and Teen!Dean in a snowy forest on a hunt gone wrong.

Art notes and bonus wip pic on the [AO3] post

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[kirathehyrulian]

♠SPN Masquerade♠ Round 10: Sultry Summer Swing

💀"Murder Deck"👑

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Prompt:

Sam/dean: Kingofhell!Sam and Death!Dean Date: 2023-07-22 04:12 am (UTC) From: (Anonymous) Just what do Death!Dean and KingofHell!Sam get up to on Halloween Night?

•Art notes, and WIP pics on the [AO3] post.

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[kirathehyrulian]

SPN Artists Discord Challenge #3

🔪"Infernal Depths"🔪

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Prompt:

3. blade

So I finally got around to completing a prompt in Frauke's server decided to do some digital stipple shading with Ruby's knife in a skull in hell.... My clicker finger aches, but I'm happy with the results.

•Art notes, and WIP pics on the [AO3] post.

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[kirathehyrulian]

🖤🩸STEVANA PAIN EVENT🩸🖤| Day 5

↳ Sam and Faith♥♥♥

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Art Notes:

It’s late, by a few hours, but I finished it.😅

I was really scratching my brain on what to do for this theme, which is partly why it was late. But at least it’s done now?

One of the main ideas behind this is that Sam is sort of known in fandom as both SPN’s Jesus and Antichrist. So, I crucified him but with an upside down cross. Then I wrapped him in barbed wire. And then I added the samulet wrapped around his neck and gave him a barbed wire crown.

In my mind the background is a church, but I can’t decide if it’s a church in Hell or on Earth. So, I leave that up to the viewer.

...so far all of these have had Sam without any clothes on. That’s mostly because I think it makes Sam look more vulnerable, but I also am trying to learn how to draw male anatomy better. So, two birds, one stone, and all that.

Anyways,

Enjoy, if you can!♥♥♥

[kirathehyrulian]

🖤🩸STEVANA PAIN EVENT🩸🖤| Day 1

↳ Sam and Physical Touch♥♥♥

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@theincesters @trials-era-sam

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👇(Art Notes below the cut) 👇

Art notes:

Ah, I started too late to not make anything messy but I’m not too upset with it. At the very least the idea of Sam in pain is there.

If I get around to the other day’s it’ll probably be just as messy as this. But, it’s the thought that counts I hope. And maybe having low expectations on myself will help me art more.

I was trying to go for a captured Sam in a dark basement in the pov of an anonymous torturer. I also wanted to add more injuries to Sam, but I figured I’m already cutting it close I probably shouldn’t push my luck further.

I’ll make further notes on what all I did later if and when I post this to ao3. For the time being though,

Enjoy, if you can!♥♥♥

[kirathehyrulian]

🖤🩸STEVANA PAIN EVENT🩸🖤| Day 4

↳ Sam and the Cage/Hell♥♥♥

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Art Notes:

I did have ideas for Days 2 and 3 but I just couldn’t get myself motivated to get it done. Luckily, I somehow got some kind of last minute drive to get something done for today’s theme. (I might get around to doing the other ideas as a bonus for the ao3 post, but no promises)

Like last time, I’d rather make more detailed notes when I make the ao3 post. But basically for this one I wanted to stab/impale Sam a bunch because of the chains vision of Sam in the cage in, I think, season 11 and because a bunch in the Saloon love St. Sebastian themes. So, this is partially for them too (if they can pardon the sketchiness and rushed job of it)

Sam’s eyes are blank because this is supposed to be his soul in the cage.

Anyways for now,

Enjoy, if you can!♥♥♥

[kirathehyrulian]

Non-Challenge Art 😈🐍This Blue Hell🐍😈

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Mwhahahahah! It is done in time for Halloween!🎃 (click, right click, click open image in new tag to get a closer look on desktop)

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Art notes: I’ll probably put more in depth art process notes on the AO3 post when I get around to it. But anyways, I started this sketch, I wanna say, sometime in the late summer of this year, thinking it’d be something cool to do for Halloween because I rarely ever get around to doing anything holiday theme. (Mostly because the holidays are stressful and pre-planning is not my strength) But I was having a hard to completing anything art wise during that time. All I had was a sketch, messy color placement, and some of the face rendered. Then I put it on the back burner for a while.

Then the masquerade happened and I don’t want to jinx it but I think it might have got me out of my art block, I hope? Well it was kind of a double edge sword. Because the Masquerade has a limited time frame I traced the contour lines from J2 photos or Sam and Dean episode refs to save me time. And I didn’t really stop to dwell on that too much because of the deadline until after I unmasked and posted all of my stuff to AO3.

It’s probably because of the posting anxiety I always get when submitting, but for some reason divulging that part of the process made me feel like an imposter artist or like I was taking some of the magic out of what I’ve drawn. It grew to the point where I felt like I was useless.

The rational part of my brain was trying to tell me, tracing the forms from con and episode refs was just a handy tool that I employed to speed things up for the Masquerade. The stigma that some people put on tracing isn’t (word I wish I could remember), especially for hobby art. But, my negative side wasn’t shutting up.

The funny thing is that if this someone else I believe I wouldn’t have cared if they had to trace contour lines to get the art done. I would have told them, “You brought an idea to life using the resources and tools around you. It was transformative enough that it is your own art. And don’t listen to the negative thoughts telling you otherwise. You are an artist and can draw.” But, it was myself at a low period dealing with stupid fears not based on anything happening in the present. And even if someone accused me of not being an artist it would have been the opinions of the few that shouldn’t really matter in my life.

Anyways, after I moped around for a little bit, I decided to pick the boy king!Sam project back up around last Wednesday and started pouring all my time into it. I was going to prove to my negative side that I could draw freehand without tracing.

I pretty much redid the face render I had originally and then worked my way through it all. I did the face, the top part of the snake, the neck, the bottom part of the snake, the horns, the golden stick ring thing (it’s supposed to be representative of the crown of thorns), the fire, the crown, the lighting, the font, and then lastly the dripping blood.

And after completing this project I felt some of my self-esteem build up. I can draw. Maybe not as well as I want to all the time, but I can do it. I might not always complete wip’s, or complete deadlines. I might always make mistakes. But I can draw. So, Hah, negative side of my mind. Fudge you for making me questioning that.

Anyways here’s all the alts (which is just me hiding layers on the main file to showcase certain parts without the distraction of the rest of the piece):

🎶music I listened to while working on this project:

Anyways, I think that’s it.

Enjoy, if you can!♥♥♥

[kirathehyrulian]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

For: Tifaching Pairing: Demon!Wincest Medium: Digital Art Rating: Explicit Warnings: Blood, human bones, partial nudity

Summary: Rub a dub dub, Two 'chesters in blood🖤🖤🖤

Preview:

Late merry X-mas!♥ Enjoy, if you can!♥♥♥