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ella roberts hooded corset in color charcoal
plein sud black leather laced trousers, c. 199o's
saint laurent paris dark brown leather vincennes mombasa hobo bag w/ metal horn-shaped handle
min new york "coda" eau de parfum
cruda "carmen" upcycled black leather lace-up wood heel boots
Why is this song making me cry tonight?
❝ 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 . . . 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭! ❞
Name: Elisa Roberts
Age: 27
Sexuality: Bisexual
Universe: American Horror Story: Cult
Love Interest: Kai Anderson
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“'Twas there that we parted in yon shady glen On the steep steep side o' Ben Lomon' Where in the purple hue the Hieland hills we view An' the moon comin' out in the gloamin'... O ye'll take the high road and I'll take the low An' I'll be in Scotland afore ye For me and my true love will never meet again On the bonnie bonnie banks o' Loch Lomon'... The wee birdies sing and the wild flow'rs spring And in sunshine the waters are sleepin' But the broken heart it kens nae second spring again Tho' the waefu' may cease frae their greetin'...”
Summary: at some point in anyone's life there is a moment of epiphany, where you realize your true potential. Ella Roberts saw her sweet Kai starting to change in the most terrifying way and worst of all; she sent him down that path.
Warnings: mature language, NSFW, smut, unprotected sex, toxic relationship
Word count: 2k
The sound of a girl giggling could be heard in the dimly lighted basement, the two bodies pressed against one another, as the boy with the blue hair continued to kiss the smaller girl putting a great amount of passion into it.
Her arms wrapped around his neck hands placing themselves in his mess of a hair while her tongue massaged his lightly with a hidden tint of dominance. His hands gripping her fragile waist occasionally running his fingers up and down her arched back, she was trapped between the cold wall and his warm body, the very reason for her uncontrollable moans.
His fingers trailed over the skin underneath her blouse leaving goosebumps on their path, gripping the end of the light blue fabric wrinkling it without an ounce of care in the world rippling it away from her hot flesh leaving her in a black lacy bra which caused a low animalistic growl to emerge from the base of his throat vibrating his adam apple.
He immediately attacked her sensitive neck with his possessive touches, placing love marks along her collarbone. She was a panting mess and it only intensified when he pushed her black skirt up to her hips, moved his hands in between their bodies to tease her cunt. rubbing her clothed clit with his fingers yielding a shudder of pleasure from her parted lips bringing a smirk unto his smug face.
Her eyes rolling back revealing a thin line of milky color behind her eyelids, she wasted no time in touching his chest down to the hook of his pants tugging at them ever so slightly, her right hand palming him through the rough cloth while her left one struggled to unzip his crotch.
Kai was overwhelmed by both her distant touches and the anticipation of what's to come, his head buzzed trying everything in his power not to cum! With her it was more about the anticipation beforehand though who was he to deny the pleasurable act itself but the thought of knowing what's to come by her… he was hard the second his mind wondered to it.
Ella managed to free his already hard cock and wrap her bony and slender fingers around it squeezing yet it wasn't painful at all, on the contrary it was pure bliss for him. The mere thought of her giving him a hand job was arousing let alone the actual sight!
His cock was actually aching to the point he was close to letting out a sob! But he composed himself just in time and his mind was too much hazy to notice how she knelt in front of his pulsing member or how her mouth was on his swallowed tip giving him a sense of relief, her tongue lapping at his stimulated member like an adorable yet sexy kitten drinking water from her master's palms.
Her head was moving up and down while her fingers slowly massaged the part she was unable to fit in her mouth, which wasn't that much if he was being honest with himself. After quite some time of her relentless torture she let go of his now red cock with a load pop, her eyes hungrily watching him and his were looking down on her curved ass. They were observant of each other, even after 7 years there were still details to commemorate.
Things escalated very quickly from then. Clothes were ripped from their hot bodies. Her back once again pressed against the dull colored wall, legs wrapped tightly around his waist. His hands on her bare bottom supporting both her and himself by pushing his chest slightly forward, cock buried deep inside her juicy hole, her wetness soaking his genitalia drawing a sexy moan from him. She squeezed her thighs closer to give him a better angle, a tighter one.
His thrusts never halting their movements, true he was getting sloppier the more he entered her pussy but nonetheless he kept going, his determination amused her a little but it got her closer to her awaiting release more. Her head leaning on the well behind her and his in the crook of her neck biting the place where her shoulder and neck met, leaving multiple marks but not once was he ashamed in fact it brought him pride, she was his.
She gripped his biceps out of instinct, nails digging in his flesh. Kai rolled his hips upwards for the final blow, white flashes exploding in every cell of her body, screams of a powerful orgasm could be heard. Her body going lax in his arms he rode out their highs with a few grunts and curses.
She was too intoxicated by him to bother with a coherent response and just rolled her head forward to rest it on his shoulder blades, neither minded the thin layer of sweat covering her forehead. Long and shaky breaths leaving her dry mouth, suddenly feeling dehydrated.
He didn't move an inch to give her the time she needed to recover but after a minute or two he became concerned. So he hold the back of her thighs securely and walked towards the couch in the middle and sat down with her petite form clinging onto him on his lap. One hand caressing her spin, moving up and down gently and the other smothering her colorful locks. Almost as if he was cooing her, lulling her to a peaceful sleep. "I think you killed me."
Her voice so soft he almost didn't hear her but he did and let a sincere smile to cover his face. Ella forced her heavy head back putting just enough space between their faces to look into his whiskey colored eyes drowning in the pool of alcohol that seemed to be his eyes. He used the close proximity to crash his desperate lips onto hers, eyes closing upon impact she moved her arms from around his neck to cup his cheeks, thumbs rubbing his cheekbones.
Her head was resting comfortably on his bare torso. She always liked to sleep on his stomach, a strange habit she'd grown accustomed to. His fingers brushing her wavy hair splayed on the mattress, amusingly enough she was humming a song he now recognized as 'heathens by twenty one pilots' one she'd been listening to nonstop. "I know what I have to do."
At his declaration her murmurs stopped all together, she switched her position and now was laying on her left elbow. Looking at Kai who had his eyes fixated on the ceiling but something told her he was waiting for her response.
Ella brushed the back of her fingers against his cheeks, gently taking hold of his face and moving it towards her. When their eyes locked he was in a trance, but also wanting to keep her on edge responded with only one thing, "fear."
She frowned, a motion for him to continue. So he complied with a soft voice " think about it, humans set up regulations and punishment then fear is their response, chaos and anarchy. In all history we have two eras, the overwhelming boundaries, the limitless opportunities. Right now we're just waiting, itching for the fear to take over, people want to lash out!" He was explaining with such intensity she didn't dare cut him off to share her opinion so she opted to just lay her palms on his chest and rest her head on the back of them looking at his face, taking every little detail in.
"If we find the right ones, the true believers, the world would have no other choice but to crumble. among the fallen a leader would rise and save the human race from pursuing the destructive path. A savior to tell them right from wrong, control their movements. The world needs someone who is rational enough to commit the revolutionary act."
Truth be told she was already aware, but the way he said all of it… it gave a whole another meaning to the plan. He turned his attention back on her concentrated face waiting anxiously for even a twitch in her stoic face.
"So, what do you think?" He couldn't take her silence much longer as he asked his lover. Ella brought her hands up and started to stroke his stubbled jaw as she hummed in fade agreement. She smirked gently like a mischievous mother about to share the sacred place of the most delicious candies in the house.
His nerves were eating him up and she knew oh so well, being a little minx she had hidden inside her Ella spoke slowly and gently, "I think…" Kai watched her as she trailed off to climb on his lap sitting directly on top of his growing cock, "it's sloppy."
Oh that word was enough to emit a low growl from the very base of his throat. His hands instinctively went to grip her petite waist making her smirk in satisfaction, both mentally and sexually. Her hips rolled themselves around his hard member. Not back and forth but left and right.
She moved in circular motions as he moaned at her teasing, "it's incomplete."
Her small palms now resting on his chest, it would move up and down rapidly whenever he would breath heavily. The torturous act of pleasure was killing her just the same, to not being able to feel him inside her was excruciating.
She couldn't take it anymore so she moved herself upwards to have enough space so she could grasp his twitching cock pumping it a few time, with every stroke his hips would inwardly snap towards her and it brought her a content smile.
She positioned herself at the tip of his cock letting it enter her silk entrance just a bit as she looked him right in his whiskey colored eyes now glossed over by a darker shade with so much lust it was painful to even watch, "If you want it to be perfect..." she sat down with ease and both adults released sounds and shudders of pleasure. "You have to be precise."
His hands griped her hips as they were moving up and down. Each slow thrust emitted another moan from Kai's parted lips. She leaned her body backwards resting her palms on his covered legs but her pacing never increased or decreased speed.
"Precision is the most important thing." She groaned at feeling of his twitching cock buried deep within her. She was right, precision was crucial to their goal. They had to plan out every step as carefully as they could for it to work.
He couldn't take it much longer and abruptly sat up causing the girl to be shot forward in surprise as well. He wrapped his strong arms around her petite body holding the girl in place as he moved his hips up thrusting his member harder inside her.
Her mouth opened in a shocking pleasure but no sound escaped it. Faces inches apart they could feel their hot and heavy breaths as clear as the water soaking his dick. Her boney fingers trailed down his chest to his abs as her nails slightly dug into his flesh until she reached in between their messy and sweaty bodies.
She sat up to put some distance between them so she hand could grasp his sensitive balls. A sudden shudder went through his body that she enjoyed very much. Hands gently massaging the soft flesh. She wanted to multitask while being in charge so she resumed her previous grinding.
Kai was a whimpering mess beneath his goddess but he took the painful pleasure in. His head rolling back eyes closed from the amount of euphoria he was feeling at the moment.
"Without a carefully set plan you'll have nothing." Her words sounded so distant but he knew that he had to pay attention because this was the only time she would share them. And truth be told these words would be engraved in his mind for all eternity.
So the faceclaim is Willa Holland but in these one-shots she has gray eyes and purple hair.
Summary: never did she anticipate the outcome of her actions, had she known this would become of her life she would've never reconciled with her aunt and put the love of her life on a path of destruction.
Warnings: mature content, death, explicit language, angst
Word count: 3,2k
Frantic knocking startled her, she got up from the couch and went to answer whoever that was relentlessly banging their fists on the door. When she opened it the sight of a distraught woman made her double take, Madison's babysitter was breathing heavily and you could definitely see traces of dried tears on her red cheeks, jungle green eyes all puffy and bloodshot.
"Lou? What's going on? Are you okay?"
She asked as the same time as her hands went for the slightly shorter girl's face, inspecting her for any visible injuries but found none.
Lou was on the verge of passing out! She was hyperventilating so bad anyone would feel pity for her. Her shaky hands reaching for Ella's body, begging for some kind of human warmth, any sort of peace.
"Hey look at me…" she waited for her to comply and when she did Ella continued "are you hurt?" It was a simple question but to Lou it was overwhelming, she couldn't form a coherent sentence, instead began to cry her eyes out.
Upon seeing her disheveled face the newly turned 27 year old guided her in the house cursing herself for not doing it sooner. They found themselves in the living room, the host encouraging her distressed guest to sit on one of the fluffy furnitures.
She obeyed without any protest and planted herself on the comfy couch, her sobbing had quietened down a bit but it was still present. There was a faint awkward tension in the air that neither of the two women seemed to want put their attentions on it.
"Can you tell me what happened?" She repeated her question from earlier but in a more calm manner and waited for response. The other girl slouching on the couch sniffled and set her scared eyes onto her.
"I d-don't know w-what happened i-it's all too blurry…" her lack of information was annoying but anyway she tried to have patience desperately to get to the bottom of it.
"Okay okay listen to me carefully… you gotta tell me what's got you so spooked so I can help alright? Can you do that for me?" Ella requested as she held her face in place so their eyes would not falter from one another and surprisingly it worked. Their stare off too intense, Lou laughed a little bringing a smile onto her companion's face.
"I think I can manage." She answered Ella's awaiting gaze and took a deep breath to clear her mind then started to explain the whole situation, well tried to at least.
"I… I think I k-killed someone…" she couldn't say another word but that wasn't the confusing part, no her secret lover's reaction was.
"You think you killed someone or did you actually do it?" Lou was utterly puzzled by her choice of words and stammered to find the right answer, "I'm pretty sure I murdered somebody!"
Ella pressed her lips tightly against one another and studied the girl in front of her carefully hoping to whatever forces were up there for all of this fiasco to be a big joke.
She soon realized it was all very real, so she searched in her brain for a quick solution and at last retorted with a simple "get up." And gathered her needed belongings and walked towards the door without another word.
Lou was completely bewildered! She saw no other options but to follow her to only god knows where, at least she would get an answer out of her eventually.
When she was finally seated in the car the gray eyed girl started the car and drove to the crime scene. The ride was quiet and awkward after the directions were given, they wouldn't even look at each other until one couldn't take it anymore and spoke for the first time they had spent in a confined space. " why are you helping me?" Perhaps she should've asked about her reasoning but this would suffice for the time being.
The driver glanced at her through her peripheral vision and rose an eyebrow, she thought hard for a long moment, "because, you and I… we're connected."
The girl in the passenger seat became extremely uncomfortable as she shifted on the seat, Ella glanced at her and laughed a little like her situation was truly amusing to her but didn't want to add to her suffering, "you're Madi's babysitter! If you get caught the police would point their fingers at me and frankly, I don't like to be interrogated."
Her answer though was the most convenient and satisfying she couldn't help the tinge of hurt in the bottom of her closed off heart. 'Because I care about you' a bit hypocritical of her to want such things to come out of her (kinda) boss's mouth. But she did, she selfishly wanted her all to herself.
"And the fact that I care about you… there's a part of me that wants to keep you sheltered, an urge to protect you!"
Her heart warming words were working their magic to wool her in. For what purpose? They already had plenty of sex!
"Besides your her favorite so far and I'd hate to look for a new nanny, you can't even imagine how irritating it is!" The way her eyes would subtly roll due to annoyance was adorable to Lou. If Ella was a witch she wouldn't mind being under her spell.
The sudden pause her car made seemed to have brought her back to the harsh and freezing reality forcing her to pull her light jacket closer to her soon to be shivering body, Ella paid her no mind and got out assuming the other girl would follow but when she took a glance at the front window of her car was close to loudly curse the frightened female.
Lou could not help herself, the memories were rushing in her brain without a care for the damage it'll cause her. Her green eyes now glassy and focused on one spot only not leaving it even When the door of the passenger seat was open and she was gently yanked out of the warm space, The cold breeze hitting her cheeks painting them a crimson color.
Ella was trying her best not to lash out at her unresponsive behavior. However the issue at hand was much more crucial than her short temper so with great effort they went to the exact place the victim was.
The park was unusually creepy sending chills down both girls' spines but only one was strong enough to not let the crippling fear consume her, unfortunately for Ella she had to literally carry her to the other edge where the body was laid. Out in the open for any bystander to witness!
"Where the fuck is the gun?!" Lou then realized how much her savior was in rage as she looked at her.
"I s-swear it was here when I left a while ago! I-I'm sure…" she was paralyzed more than ever, the idea of prison or worse, death came to her like a tsunami wave destroying her foggy thoughts altogether.
"Fuck…" the more stable minded girl sweared under her breath not so quietly –for an obvious purpose of course– and rammed her fingers into her dark blonde locks, her mind going through a thousand scenarios none of which were good. "You do realize if this blows up in our faces You're the one who's going to jail right?"
Her words like poison were injected into her heart forcing her to sharply glare at the blonde accusing her of the murder she'd commit but that was far from what surprised her.
"What…?" she trailed off hoping to whatever god that she would take back her hurtful words. Yet she was only met with an emotionless expression on her lover's face and an even harsher answer.
"Did you honestly think I would let myself burn in the fire you ignited?! Need I remind you, that you were the one who came knocking on my door? Oh and FYI… I am technically obligated to report you as an American citizen." Her unexpected retort had her opening her mouth like a fish out of water.
"…fuck you bitch!" She decided to give the same treatment she'd received which might have not been a good idea, But it did feel amazing at the moment.
With a dry laugh Ella got so close to her face they could smell each other's breath and venomously replied back, "Oh honey… I'm the only one who can help you right now so I suggest you think your next words over before uttering them!" She hissed in Lou's face and after a good 2 minutes did she retreat and walked towards the parked car.
Lou was frozen in place processing and putting her chaotic emotions at bay. Tried to be in control of herself, the sound of a car engine made her turn the other way to look at the source finding the girl who threatened to turn her in stopping beside her starring ahead.
No matter how prideful she was her basic survival instinct kicked in so she had no other choice but to give into its commands and quietly got in the roaring car.
The silence deafening, yet intimidating beyond either of their will power. Both were forced to endure the silence for two different reasons. One trying hard to keep her rude thoughts to herself and the other too numb to even bother to start a conversation, Emotionally drained, that's the exact state she was in.
Ella opened the door so suddenly it startled her silent companion and passed her way to the car truck and began to rummage through the many useless stuff forgotten in here until she found the shovel, so she moved it to the back seat and made some room as much as she could.
When she'd finished preparing rolled up the sleeves of her long navy coat and goes to the direction of the god forsaken body laying dead in the freshly cut grass.
Upon seeing what she's about to do she opens the door silently as to not scare an on guard wild animal, it would've worked if the girl in front of her paid enough attention but she was too lost in her mind searching for a solution to all of this to notice the rightfully guilty looking girl coming up to her and observe her futile actions.
The heavy male was dragged by both fragile women to the back of the car and shoved carelessly into the truck. Sighs filled the quiet atmosphere around them, Ella took a quick glance at the awfully
Soundless raven haired beauty but said nothing as to not appose any fight with the palpable tension between the two.
Lou was aware of her lingering gaze still she made her way over to the other side of the car, opened the door and sat there waiting for the driver to come and take them to their next location where ever that would be.
As Ella rolled her eyes for the thousand time that night her thoughts were plagued by the fact that how calm and inattentive she- they were being, as if dealing with these particular situations were her specialty! along with her partner in crime she drove to the only place, only person who could fix this and make it all disappear. Kai fucking Anderson.
The car came to a halt for the second time that night but this time both women were happy they would be putting some distance between themselves especially Lou who was still shaken up by Ella's painfully true speech and let out a sign of pure relief and brought her slightly shaky fingers to press them as firmly as possible to her aching forehead.
From where she could gather in the safety of a simple car she was talking to a blue haired muscular guy whom she had seen plenty of times as well as in many and any situation!
If she was being honest with herself she wasn't a big fan of him partly because of how he creeped her out with the way he carried himself around as if he owned the whole world or how he spoke so mysteriously, it always kept her on edge.
And mainly for obvious reasons; He was Ella's boyfriend for fuck's sake! And grossly enough she'd caught them in rather disturbing positions multiple times. But that wasn't what scared her… no, it was like he knew everything about her, her deepest fears and darkest moments, the way he glared at her very soul was so intense that made her cower away in a corner and crumble under the pressure of his profound stare. So in conclusion… she hates his guts.
When seeing Ella's returning figure she couldn't help but release the breath she didn't know was holding and look at her in desperate anticipation. The driver's door opened and Ella's face was on full display but ignoring her begging expression she delivered her message, "come and help me with the thing rotting in the back of my precious car."
And that's exactly what she did knowing that they at last found their resolution, no matter how much she despised his smug face she was happy they would be getting rid of their problem, correction her problem.
With extreme effort the two heavily breathing girls moved the body from the front door to the basement at his request where he had the equipment specific for the… job? The noirette deeply frowned at his bossy nature and was truly confused as to what Ella'd seen in him that made her so attached to his presence, needing him constantly.
When they reached the bottom of the stairs Lou let go of the burdensome body first, wondering how in the hell it hasn't started to smell yet. Her train of thoughts were cut short by a voice calling out to her.
"Hey! Earth to Lou? Did you hear what I said?" She was so close to biting her head off again because of the amount of times she'd started daydreaming but once again composed herself and sufficed to just motioning to the body she was still holding, hoping she would understand.
Don't get her wrong she adores her and very much enjoys her enthusiastic company but god did she has some annoying qualities about her.
"We've got to get him to the back and then cut him into pie-" she gasped as a gunshot was heard and blood splashed against the side of her face and neck. her eyes shut upon impact the sprinkles of the dense liquid made but opened them after quite some time and was horrified by the gruesome scene in front of her.
Lou's now dead body decorated the floor, a pool of blood covering the white sheets –ones she now began to notice– the skin of her smooth forehead busted open from the bullet in her skull, eyes empty of any emotion and all life force. Ella's chest was violently moving up and down at the sight before her wide eyes.
Kai stood there with a gun in his hands, the gun his victim murdered a man with, both of which were in his basement. He didn't even bothered to justify his horrible action to the devastating girl on her knees. "She would've ratted us out the moment cops got to her." He said the words as slowly as he was walking towards her not caring about the flowing blood staining his converses.
"You would've known that if you weren't so busy fucking her." Her shocked expression turned into one of anger then pity then understanding and finally blank, her eyes searching for his figure.
"So this was you being possessive." She said with a cold tone and watched closely, for anything to initiate an approaching fight. But was left empty handed and frustrated and enraged as well.
"This was me trying to protect the only person that matters to me in the whole world." He softly corrected her, it would've charmed her any other day but not today, not now.
She stood up and starred at his honey brown eyes. "Do you have anything to cut them with?" She asked like she hadn't just witnessed her girlfriend die in front of her and waited for an answer like she had all the time in the world.
He let a slow and lazy grin replace his stoic gaze and went upstairs to retrieve it.
She used the opportunity and searched through Lou's pockets to get her phone. She sighed out of relief that she had it with her or else she'd be in a much bigger problem.
He came back hands behind his back coming to a stop before her and handing her a cleaver he swiped from the kitchen and smirked at his emotionless girl, thinking he'd won her over again.
Ella took the knife from him, turned around and put it on the table beside the couch then went back to the task at hand, This time with a new partner and an added body onto their hands.
He took hold of the dead girl's legs and started to mover her closer to the back so they were out of view from the small window on the basement wall.
The sound of the doorbell got her heart sinking further into her stomach. Her face pale, eyes wide and mouth slightly gaping but nonetheless her face returned back to its dry form.
He let go of the body and proceed to get back up and answer the person on the other side but was stopped by her voice.
"Woah woah woah woah wait, where are you going?!" She asked with a perplexed look on her face and a demanding tone but he decided to take no knowledge of it.
"Someone has to answer the door." He replied back so simply she almost punched him right in his perfect jaw but instead rolled her gray eyes furiously that it might've gotten stuck.
"What the hell am I supposed to do with the bodies?!" She whisper-shouted at him with sheer rage. He took a quick glance at the two dead human beings at their feet and said only one word, "improvise." And retreated as if he wasn't going to leave her alone to figure something out by herself.
She was now fuming to the point you could've see the smoke coming out of her red beat ears, "improvi- oh fuck you, you useless piece of shit!" With a tense posture and clenched jaw he slowly turned and gave her an icy stare, "you got yourself in this mess; now you get yourself out of it." The way he said it left no room for argument, He didn't wait for her to throw another chain of insults at him and went back upstairs yet again.
She huffed like a 5 year old but without the feet stomping and dragged the bodies further away and with the cleaver in her hands she moved onto cutting their fleshes off of their corpses.
After 45 minutes with no sign of Kai showing up her suspicions had became certitude. She couldn't help but take her anger out on the multiple limbs before her as she thought of the entire night's events.
Ella was convinced this was her punishment. She had comprehended that he was in fact telling the truth, well his truth, still that nagging in the back of her mind kept reminding her that this was also his revenge against her. Her retribution for the pain she had caused him.
Summary: lost in a cloud of euphoria, Ella made life altering choices that she shouldn't have ever made, for it caused her everything.
Warnings: mature language, smut, unprotected sex, toxic relationship, NSFW
Word count: 1,4k
She didn't bother to knock, not that anyone would answer. Everyone was doing their given tasks. Even Winter wasn't home which is unusual for the silver headed girl. She trudged through the halls passing the kitchen and finally reaching her destination, the basement.
As she opened the door she could faintly hear the chattering of TV, more specifically the news.
She walked down the stairs soundlessly just like how he'd taught her -now the student has became the master- and let her predatory gaze roam his backside and linger on his well formed ass a bit longer, just like he would countless of times and that brought a subconscious smirk on her face, but didn't let that stop her from doing what she came down here to do and decided to share her thoughts out loud "so… what's the angle?"
At the sound of her angelic voice did he notice her presence and turned around only to find her eyes fixated on him and that made him smile a little, "to make a difference in this world..."
She waited patiently for him to finish the monologue he most definitely would give, the amount of times she'd listened to him repeat the same words over and over again was ridiculous, she'd memorized every single word by heart now, and at the end she wanted so desperately to laugh but supersed herself with a smirk, "bullshit." Now was the time to speak her mind "I'm not one of those idiots blindly following you around like a lost puppy… I know you."
It was in that moment he realized the only distance between them was a mere inch, it was his turn to grace his gorgeous face with a knowing smirk but there was a slight issue.
Kai couldn't for the life of him figure her out, predict her next words, anticipate her next move. It was her uncertainty that drew him in. It was no secret that Ella Roberts had Kai Anderson wrapped around her little finger, and she was well aware of it too, in fact she enjoyed the feeling.
Her form standing tall in front of him, eyes ranking him over, her slender fingers making contact with his broad chest, pushing –not too hard to initiate a fight and not too soft that he wouldn't even move– which resulted in him being thrown down onto the not so comfortable couch and whip away the smug expression off his face. "Maybe you can fool everyone else, even Winter… not me… but I'm sure you already knew that."
At the sound of a zipper and a look at his jeans he understood that she had yet again put him in a trance, but he knew he would eventually get what he wanted, he always did. And she hated that. But she sure did love that fucking smirk on his handsome face!
Nevertheless she didn't let the sidelines distract her from the matter at hand. "What do you wish to achieve?" She didn't even give him time to register the question and freed his member from the tight jeans he had on and began planting feather like kisses on his growing erection.
It was pure torture for him to have her so close yet too far. To not be able to touch her smooth skin, after all he knew better than to overpower her.
Her hands skimming his thighs, pinching and rubbing every clothed area, her mouth devouring his cock, skilled tongue twirling the swollen tip, licking his hard length and massaging his balls with her small palms.
He couldn't take it anymore and reached for something to grab on blindly, he found her jaw so he took it in his strong hands and forced her off of him –but not too harsh to have a repeat of last time– and looked right into her grayish blue orbs, such peculiar color on such ordinary face. Only one person can have those eyes and he was fortunate enough to call her his.
"I want to be someone so the whole world recognizes me…" he paused to pull her up and onto his lap and proceed to rip her jet black tights wide, when succeeded he pushed her panties aside then licked his middle and ring finger and began to tease her slit, her breathes coming out short and in snatches, hands automatically going for his long blue hair, gripping like her life depends on it. her wet folds begging for him to penetrate it but he did not listen to the temptations and kept on torturing her by adding pressure onto her clit with his thumb. Payback is a real bitch!
"For her…" he listed while tugging at the straps of her dress needing room to run his hands on her soft skin, the only one that drove him insane with desire. She obeyed wordlessly and started to strip her upper half of clothes, he wasted no time in unclasping her strapless bra. When her plush breasts were free he buried his face in the valley between them. Licking, nipping and kissing. He gave it his all.
"For me…" he put away his cruel ministrations and guided her down to his throbbing dick, they both sighed in absolute bliss at the contact their slightly sweaty skins made with one another.
"For you…" he spoke again as he put his sinful mouth on her left breast, his tongue cool on her hot flesh whirling around her hardened peak all the while his right hand kneaded her other breasts, fingers pinching and rolling her nipple. The scene before her eyes was too arousing for her to close them, instead she moved her fingers through his hair delicately, tugging at times, smiling.
"For us…" he'd detached himself from her violated breasts and stared at those beautiful eyes, the cute button nose, her plump and slightly parted lips, it was all overwhelming for him. She was his seemingly innocent and most precious gift, a gift sent from a heavenly place.
He tilts his head a bit and decides to continue his delicious assault on her neck. His kisses were gentle but with speed yet not rushed. He doesn't dare quicken his pace, no he savors every moment he spends with her.
Finally he found her sweet spot –the one that would turn her into a flustered mess– and sucked it firmly but not too hard to leave a mark, he's well aware how much she hated hickeys. Kai wondered why she so suddenly disliked them, it was a spontaneous thing, even for her! He then commenced to lick the very place he had bitten and sucked to soothe the slight pain he'd caused, but he was oblivious to the fact that she relished in it, to where she couldn't keep her moans contained.
"And I want you to be by my side…" and at last their needy lips smashed together like a tidal wave, igniting a fire deep inside them. His thrusts never ceasing their excruciatingly slow speed even with the constant rolling of her petite hips trying to get a friction, if anything it only intensified it more!
"all of you…" they were the last words he spoke before the whole room got thick with palpable sexual tension, her moans and his groans of sincere pleasure filling the dimly lighted basement, the sound of skin slapping against skin only got louder as Kai and Ella both got close to their relieving release. One that had been building itself in the pit of their stomachs, wanting to get out and free them from the boundaries limiting them.
Her orgasm hitting her hard, screams of joy and her heaving chest doing the trick for him. He falls over the edge and a deep moan coming from the base of his throat, head falling limply on her collarbone, Sighs leaving their mouths.
She lets out a breathy laugh, the sudden sound jolts him awake from his daydreaming. He looks up, her wide smile contagious, his fingers taking loose strands of purple blue hair twirling it around and setting them behind her ear, the back of his hand stroking her high cheekbone, thumb caressing her swollen bottom lip. He placed a peck on the tip of her nose, her smile now wider, almost giggling. His existence only got meaning when in her presence, He was truly nothing without her.
Summary: promises are only words meant to hold high value. but eventually words fade away into nothingness and with them they take all the significance it once held. and no matter how much they meant it, their story would just be forgotten.
Warnings: mature content and language, angst
Word count: 1,8k
It was a semi normal day for her, the first one she's had in weeks. She was unaware of the chaos erupting in her absence. If only she'd knew he would be that miserable without her maybe she would've considered staying and keeping him in check!
"Ella?" It was her sweet and innocent voice that pulled her away from her never ending train of thoughts, her angel. Her sanity and one true weakness, But she was okay with that.
"I'll be there in a second baby." She shouted back for her voice to reach her, her genetic acoustic disability had no cure whatsoever, still Ella adored the little human being with every cell in her body. Her Madi.
She was in her room playing with her endless amount of toys, she got her what ever she desired no matter the price. When she reached her room the 7 year old grinned from ear to ear, it was contagious so her sister smiled a wide smile as well and moved further into the bedroom and sat down on the floor beside the child.
Madi kept on playing with her cherry impala –yes a car! Her favorite among the mountain of various playthings in the corner– like she wasn't even there, Making cute whooshing noises with her tiny mouth.
Not 5 minutes later Ella heard knocking and cursed whoever it was for their shitty timing, she kissed her little angel's forehead and got up to answer the fucking door that just would not stop knocking! but before that her hands instinctively went for the kitchen knife, she took a peek through the peephole.
Upon seeing his face rolled her eyes and decided he wouldn't go away any time soon so she might as well let him in, and opened the door to find him smirking and wearing a smug expression on his face.
Kai was sure she was home –after all he had been stalking her a bit after she went MIA on him all of a sudden– so he knew she couldn't hide from him forever and would be forced to open the door eventually.
"I didn't know you already ditched the cane?" She didn't bother either of them with a stupid greeting and skipped right to the point.
"Well I needed to get it up somehow."
She barely smiled at his corny joke and shook her head. He chuckled as he saw her ghost of a smile, and spoke again "although I do need some help, I mean I was shot a few days ago."
Ella sighed when she realized he wasn't giving up so soon and opened the wooden door further more, an inviting gesture, one he eagerly took. He slowly stepped inside the house but not before 'accidentally' tripping and crashing his masculine body into her petite one.
She unconsciously became tense and avoided the close proximity their faces had as much as she could without seeming too strange. Kai only smirked at her not so subtle dodging but only responded with a simple "oops."
Ella tried so hard not to wince and kept her composure, she closed the door as he coursed his way to Madi's room, that's when she panicked and said the first thing that came to her mind "do you want a drink?" Okay not her best technique to start a conversation.
He furrowed his brow and simply declined her suspicions offer, she was well aware of his sobriety and the reason for it. So to say he was confused as hell is an understatement.
"Well… do you want to tell me why you stopped by or am I gonna figure it out myself?" She asked while inching closer to him ever so slightly, like she was approaching a wounded animal, the unpredictability of the situation made her uneasy.
Kai stood his grounds and just watched her anxious figure, Curious as to what could possibly be the reason for her apprehensiveness.
"You left." He spoke simply as he watched for her reaction, any reaction really.
She scoffed at his useless attempts at being heartbroken, they both knew he was far from that. "did you give me a choice?"
He was beginning to lose his temper and walked towards her with a dangerously calm pace, "you promised…" she once again rolled her eyes at his narcissistic behaviors but said nothing and let him finish, like always.
"You told me you would be by my side no matter what, you. Gave. Me. Your. Word."
Now they were only centimeters apart, probably not a good idea because his word to word speech irritated her to no end.
"Did you fulfill your promises? Did you carry out your words?" Her eyes burning with fury, tone venomous. She was seething with rage and it was prominent in her abrupt change of attitude. He did nothing as she continued "NO! You didn't do shit, all of this act…" she gestured around her "isn't going far. One day you'll be forgotten just like everybody else because what you're doing is bullshit!"
He lost it, nothing but red clouded his vision. Kai acted on impulse, he was outraged and hurt by his own girlfriend, the only woman who truly saw him. His hands having a mind of its own reached for her throat, not giving her time to register anything he pushed her against the wall beside them, a little too hard.
His hands tightening their grip on her delicate neck, putting pressure –which would definitely bruise in the next couple of hours– and squeezed hard, ignoring her protests. Her fifth punch to his chest that was pressed to Ella's body trapping her between the wall and the angry man she was desperately trying to get away from brought him back to the land of the living and removed his hands from their death grip on her and took three steps back and starred at her red almost purple face.
Her chest heaving up and down, eyes holding nothing but pure hatred towards the man who almost strangled her to death. "You fucking asshole." She crooked, her voice raspy from the damage caused to her vocal chords. He just looked at her, taking every single detail about her in thinking it might be the last time he'll ever get the chance to soak her curves, her feature, her wavy locks, in. Ella was his everything.
"I told you if you touch me like that you'll never see my face again…" she paused to get close to his face. he could feel her hot breath fanning across his cheeks and he wanted to taste her lips so bad it was agonizing.
"Or hers." She spoke only two words but it was a cold bucket of ice water on him, and Ella knew that very well, ergo why she used it against him.
He worshipped only two people, angels he adored. Elisa his beauty and Madison, his little baby. The only person who still loves him the same as the first day she'd met him, an innocent child who feels safe in the arms of a cult leader. Oh sweet irony!
Her small fists making contact with his chest as hard as her feminine body strength allowed her to, a trail of curses were whispered by her as she threw punches at him. He was frozen, unable to get his body to move until she began to move towards the door.
He was petrified of the outcome this reality would take place in his life, so he saw no other option but one. "No no no no no… please no I'm sorry, please Ella please I'm sorry I'm so sorry!" He begged and begged but to no avail, she marched to the door, moved her hand to twist the knob but a strong one stopped her before anything could happen.
Her reaction was not what he expected at all, she didn't slap him nor pushed him away. She shouted, loud enough that the little child in the room jumped from her position on the floor –she stood up and pressed her little ears to the door in order to inspect the issue– "FUCK OFF!" She screamed at the top of her lungs, her hands turning into tight fists once again and smashing themselves onto his chest with such force he stumbled back.
She repeatedly punched him and was oblivious to his glossy eyes. He relentlessly tried to get her to stop! To calm down but as if she was on autopilot, there was no stopping her.
When he failed at his attempts got on his knees, arms latching to her lower half, hands holding the back of her thighs tightly. Like a child fearing the separation from his mother he did not once let her go, not even when she struggled to pry off his importunate body clinging onto her like a newborn.
He begged pathetically as he cried harder than he ever did, "please… I need you, I'm so sorry… I can't live without you… please don't go, please… please, please… please don't go!" He chanted over and over and over again, still keeping a firm hold on her, grasping her legs.
She had long stopped fighting against him and just waited for him to finish weeping, neither of the two adults noticed the child standing close to the frame of her bedroom's door intently watching her sister gathering the sobbing man in her arms.
Ella got on her knees as well –as hard as it was for her because of his strong hold– and let her her slender fingers gently cup his stubbled chin, forcing his chocolate brown eyes to stare at her stormy blue ones.
She succeeded, well nearly. With the amount of tears he'd let loose they were completely covered by water, so glassy she wasn't able to decipher his pupils.
Nonetheless she continued her delicate strokes and tried to shush him. Kai was hopelessly whimpering and kept his hands on her arm and shoulder as if he would feel at peace by just touching her. Maybe he did.
"Hey hey hey hey look at me, Kai look at me…" she was determined to snap him out of his never ending pool of tears, he wouldn't budge though. "Baby come on look at my face…" she spoke as she tilted his head upwards a bit so he would see her and began to whip away his tear strained cheeks.
"I promised you didn't I?" She questioned but didn't get any reply from him, he just observed her like she was the most extraordinary art piece he'd ever seen. "You and I…" she trailed off waiting for him to finish their everlasting bond.
He smiled genuinely for the first time he'd stepped foot in her house and responded back, "till the afterlife."
Unbeknownst to them Ella and Kai each would soon fall to their own demise. Their promise was truly everlasting.
