it was all my fault. somehow it was all my fault.
among glows of red and blue, the makeshift med station is still somewhat easy to spot in spite of reporters beginning to crowd on site. claire's own badge is still around her neck when she finally steps in ( no hesitation in using the captain redfield's sister plus '98 raccoon city survivor card to make her way through and be the first to know what actually happened ), weight of biker boots dragging along debris of what used to be a road. or maybe someone's house. either way, it adds on the metaphorical bag she carries all the time - raccoon city had been run the ground and still couldn't manage to find rest even as the world barely remembers it on a good day. or its good days, for what matters.
grace ashcroft is something else entirely, a survivor in her own right accidently claiming her own spot in the survivor of bioterrorism hall of fame. it makes claire wonder how much of it all the younger woman knows ( her mother being a survivor too, daylight and raccoon city syndrome being an unwanted parting gift to those managed to escape the horrors of the perfect city with secrets hidden deep under ground ) and then grace talks, prompting claire to go off record about something that touches her more than words could ever express - she once was twenty-five too, sitting in a similar med tent on a folding chair wondering how the fuck she ended up so low in life. claire used to think it was all her fault too, back then.
"it's not," and she knows it's useless to try and change one's mind once it's set, but it's important grace understands this was always going to happen. "if it hadn't been you, it would have been someone else," her mind is vicious about that, suggesting a name she doesn't want to think about for now - she'll have to eventually, because life has this funny way to bring her where she needs to be when least expected. "i'm sorry you got dragged in this, but you'll see that the ones actually at fault rarely get brought to justice." maybe once, then never again and even about that claire has her doubts.
soft sniffle echoes as claire's gaze finally sets on the other person in need of assistance, a little ( a lot ) more roughed up than grace. "not sure if you've spoken to sherry, but she's told me plenty about your situation and i think i can help with that," something she couldn't have done before, more than several lost causes that eventually paved the way to a bigger case of what the fuck are we going to do with these powered up kids? - some good done to atone for all the bad she let be covered in a time she didn't know what else to do. "i can get the paperwork started for emily's custody if you'd like, and will see personally for her to be assigned to a terrasave ward while court gets things in order," beat, badge turned around to show her terrasave one. "probably should mention i'm the ward, and you guys wouldn't be separated in the meantime."