ughhh
there are so many summer internships I'm interested in but my fucking illness ™️ means I don't meet the physical requirements.
And when I do meet them- it's inconsistent and I feel weird saying I'm capable of things that most people could reasonably do much better and much more efficiently
like I'd love to work at this art thrift store
oh- what's that?
I need to be able to regularly lift 30-40 pounds and stay standing for hours?
Ok then.
Goodbye.
I'm just really frustrated because my disabilities (if we desire to call them that) are not even technically that bad.














