I dieded almost today
Hopefully we can find out why when the blood work comes back
I suspect POTS plus anaphylaxis

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I dieded almost today
Hopefully we can find out why when the blood work comes back
I suspect POTS plus anaphylaxis
Went on the drug Adderall for the first time this week and OMG I can't daydream! This is kinda terrifying! I mean I finally did my homework and missing work but yikes! I'll save it for only when I need to do 22 things in 5 hours. My head is empty and uugh... Daydreaming is so fun but it's a distraction so I'm glad it went away but now that I'm done I want it back.
It is nice that my brain is quiet tho
Just finished 6 assignments!!!!
Only 20 more to go
You know how I almost dieded on Friday?
Now I'm in the hospital for a completely different issue that's not at all related.
Two medical curiosities within 4 days. I'm not dying at least
I'm starting college tomorrow!
I am nervous though, because I like my gays but I'm going to a Christian school so I don't know if there will be any people openly out that I can befriend... The LGBT+ community has always been nicer and better to me than my church community and though I will never abandon my faith, I feel like I don't really have a place there with those people. The Church is true and amazing, but the people aren't as Christlike as they claim to be. My trans atheist friends live the gospel of charity and humility and love and inclusivity better than most my church friends.
Add that to the fact that I'm closeted atm and that complicates things further
Finished my schoolwork finally, and now I'm on break for the holidays! I'm looking forward to having time to log in to the game and do fanart! Maybe this time I'll post what I draw...
Wanting to write fanfic is so much kinder than wanting to write one's own story because with fanfic, you can always be like, "ehh, don't want to write, but I'll read" whereas I can't engage in any fan content or canon content for something I have to write because I'm the only one with the story!!!! Uuuughhhhh
Aaaaaaaaaa
I'm getting close to finishing the rough draft of my novel! I've been working on this for 13 years. I've been restarting, deleting, refining, and sometimes writing for that time, and now I'm actually close to being done. With that being said, does anyone have any recommendations for how I can get feedback on my work, not just grammar and stuff, but the actual content? I worry the plot is too convoluted, but I could also be overthinking, idk. Any assistance/suggestions would be greatly appreciated.