“Pessimistic Love”
How do I
Tell you
I love you
When I know that
Rejection awaits
It hurts me
To love you
But
I do
I love you
I don't
Care
Care about myself
But you
You somehow care about
Me
Lies
You don't care about me
No one does
Not even me
How can someone be capable of caring for the broken
My mind is disintegrated
Turned into dust
How can you stay to pick up the pieces
The pieces of my broken self
I'm so conflicted
My mind is burning
To many
Thoughts
Feelings
It's all too much
I can not handle it
Nor could you
I hate that I think I'm in love
The feeling is forbidding
The feeling that I need you
The vulnerability
I hate it
But there is a fine line between
Love and hate










