#emotionally dead

[madhouse-institute]

[dndinedelterre]

I am not the same man I once was.

[embracethekiss]

I am so mentally and emotionally drained right now. I feel like the life has been sucked right out of me.

I do not want to socialize with anyone this weekend. But I can’t say no to my sister. I’m just so exhausted. I’m so sleepy, so tired, just wanna turn my phone off and not talk to anyone.

I can only maintain long conversations with one person now, and I don’t even get to see him every day anymore. 😩

[embracethekiss]

I try to tell myself that everything’s going to be okay. But I think I’m starting to sink again.

My mind is spinning.

Telling me:

You’re not good enough

You’ll always be second place

You’ll never reach the top of the ladder

You’re not capable of anything you aspire anymore

It’s over.

So drink up.

Take some sleeping pills.

The combo will drowned out what you’re feeling.

[kimmei-a-minute]

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[embracethekiss]

Feeling like a fucking failure at life right now.

Nothing can go right for me. Like ever. Can’t ever catch a damn break.

God dealt me a pretty gnarly hand to deal with.

Getting real tired of faking my smile and happiness.

[embracethekiss]

I’m in physical pain from how emotionally and mentally drained I am. Could really use some bio freeze for this terrible pain in my back 😓

[silvaradragontear]

I just realised that I am emotionally dead inside. Just read some stuff about war in the middle east & my logical side sighed & thought thats bad and moved on while my emotions was just silent like nobody was home. Thats what deppression does to you, kills all your energy to care about anything. Which in a way makes sense, how the fuck and where the fuck will I get energy to care about people I don’t know when I can barely muster up energy to care if I wake up tomorrow.