#empty empty empty

[sparrowposting]

Oigghougghhht its 2am and I fucked my sleep schedule during last week's depressive episode which apparently STILL isn't over because I'm laying here convinced I'm old (I'm not??? Not that there is anything wrong with it but it's that insidious sense of anxiety about loss of youth and potential and 'the good years' or whatever untrue bullshit ) and all I can hear is that one line from mitskis class of 2013 on repeat forever

[beyourselfchulanmaria]

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今宵彩雲夢 興許故人逢 一步一回顧 他日待東風

─ poem : 仲茵 ‧ 盼君歸 Looking forward to your coming by Chu Lan

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IU – Give You My Heart (마음을 드려요)

Lyrics

[mooodyblue]

i feel like i say this either too much or not enough but

i rly can't thank y'all enough for always sending me lil asks or leaving comments under my posts (even if i'm dogshit at replying) like i really do appreciate all the love i always get and it truly means so much to me :( this site has literally saved my life countless times, i keep telling myself i can't do anything stupid cause i have so much i want to write and it's like. it's kinda sad but i just !!! im almost at 900 followers and im feeling a lil sappy abt it !!!

writing helps me deal w so much shit i have going on here at home 24/7 and everything is just Bad and awful and i hate it but i'm happy to have this little outlet that's become my safe space so quickly .... idk.

had a rly shitty conversation that kinda triggered me a lil and then i remembered at least i have my writing ,, got in my feelings tonight😥

[pharmacognito]

02/07/22

amber glass bottles

[amlovelies]

I think the fhr hyperfixation has finally broke 😞

Wtf am I supposed to do with myself now?

[starbuck]

Me coming up with a perfectly sensible explanation for what I thought would be one of the most unrealistic plot points in my fic? An explanation which ties into the larger themes and imagery used throughout the story? IT’S MORE LIKELY THAN YOU THINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[motherboxing]

Empty empty empty empty is the Trauma Mood today.