No one sees Bellatrix Black’s suffering when she fails to get pregnant, month after month. No one sees how the soul of a woman who can otherwise control everything — who is not used to failure — quietly breaks down.
It’s easy to say she didn’t want children, that she’s not a mother. But Bellatrix was a mother. She carried many children under her heart, but none in her arms.
And maybe that’s where her destructiveness, her madness came from. She never learned how to process her emotions in a world that only allows mothers to be soft; but not childless women.
















