#emrys rambles

[supernatural-official]

I am going to have to physically restrain myself from telling my therapist immediately that destiel is canon when I go to see her in a few hours.

[nox-et-stellae]

wish there were stories about someone ~exhibiting Crush Symptoms~ as diagnosed by their friends but they insist its not a crush and instead of that someone eventually ~coming to terms with their denial~ they're really just aroace and wanting to be close with their person of choice because they like their company etc & their allo friends just see what they want to see n don't realize there are experience besides theirs (aka sometimes a person denying they have a crush when ~confronted~ about it by someone really just doesn't have a crush and it's none of your business to convince them you're actually right because you somehow know them better than they do)

[sunshineandspecs]

Deceit Name Theories

I've seen a lot of theories about Deceit's name, and I I decided to put my own ideas out there. Here is a list of what I think his name might/should be, in order of what I think are the best to worst options.

Dorian

The literary reference to Oscar Wilde seems to fit

It's a great name for a dramatic gay

It's my personal favorite for him and it suits the character

Horace

Patton being dressed like Atticus Finch in the court scene

The drak sides all having names with Roman roots

The poets Horace and Virgil having been friends

Cons: it doesn't seem to fit him very well

Damien

Seems to be the current fan favorite

Goes well with all the other names fairly well

Not as good as Dorian (fight me)

No real name

Either he never tells his name, he gives a different one every time he's asked or he has a super long dramatic name and he tells them that going by his function is better than his name

Fits the extra boi very well

Feels kind of evasive, which goes with his deceptive function.

Makes for an adorable and hilarious running gag, and ample nick name potential, especially from Roman

Ethan

Goes along with the idea of Roman, Patton and Logans names (Roman-romantic, Patton-pathos, Logan-logos, Ethan-ethos/ethics)

Dante/Dolos

Roman rooted names that start with D. Weak argument, but I like them

[the-prince-of-summer]

I feel like I can't draw lately...life happened and I haven't drawn in two weeks

I'm trying to pull through but it's difficult, I'm being pulled down by anxiety and stress...

I just have to try my best to pull through. My friends are there to support me and I really appreciate it.

I don't know where I'd be without you guys

[justamadpenguinwithablog]

Time for some reflection. My sideblog turned one today, which means I did not know what my second name would be exactly a year ago. In a week my name change will be official. I will get a new passport that has the right names and gender marker on it. What an insane, but awesome idea. A year ago I could only hope I would be this far now, now I know where I am and I can retrace my steps back in time. My life is only going to get better from here on. My final exams are not too far away and after those I will be able to make some money and study some great things (namely words and rocks). I am three weeks on T today. At the same time a lot and very little has changed. I feel much better, but also a bit groggy. I feel like I have a much wider range when talking, while I can't hit the high notes I could hit before. I have daily flashbacks to (the start of) my first puberty, which is a weird experience to have. I can experience moments of real bad dysphoria (yes getting misgendered by strangers once you start T hurts more than pre-T) and complete euphoria all in the same day. I am so happy I get to experience this and I am looking forward to the future, though that scares me a bit too. Even though I know my future will be better than without T, there are many things I can’t anticipate and those will remain scary.

[supernatural-official]

I can't believe it took Canon Destiel for me to go back to living up to my username.

[nox-et-stellae]

*deeeeeeeep breath* SHIRABU IS A MED STUDENT AND HE STILL HAS HIS ANGLED BANGS THANK YOU FURUDATE FOR MY LIFE

[nox-et-stellae]

me? crying about kiyoko and tanaka being married?? yes obviously i will never get over this