The celebrations were in full swing, people laughing with their loved ones, counting down to the end of the old year and the beginning of the new one. For Zhongli, the biggest reason he was looking forward to the new year ahead was because of the man standing at his side. Neither of them truly willing to throw themselves into the heart of the festivities. His hand found Diluc's, entwining their fingers together. It was perhaps the most openly affectionate Zhongli had been. The year had been a learning curve for him, opening himself to the possibility of having someone as a permanent fixture in his life. Trusting that they would be there... learning to love once again.
All of that had come because of Diluc. Found in a place Zhongli never would have expected. Yet they worked so well together. Because of him, he was able to let go of some of the pain he held on to -- was able to feel less guilt and more happiness. He was looking forward to the future with Diluc by his side. He had fallen in love with him.
There was a soft smile on his face as he turned to look at him, watching as the colours of the fireworks reflected off Diluc's hair. In that moment he was struck once again by the beauty of the man, not just in appearance but in who he was. His heart was full, Zhongli was happy. More than he'd been in many years.
He leans forward, kissing him softly -- and for two who weren't openly affectionate in that way, it did take him by surprise too. Yet it felt right. "I love you, Diluc." He whispers, "Happy New Year... I'm looking forward to spending it with you... and perhaps if you'll agree..." A pause then as he reaches into his pocket, "Each one that comes after... for the rest of our lives..."
'Tis not oft, if ever, that Diluc indulges in New Years festivities. ALCOHOL was, after all, a highly sought after staple of the birth of the new year tradition, and he was MORE than happy to distract himself with the extra work. It made it easier not to dwell on the uncertainties of the upcoming year . . . of the reminder that his life, in particular, was never guaranteed on any certain day, the ghosts of his past bound to his ankles like that of chains, threatening to drag him down without a moment's notice.
Here, now, as he stood at Zhongli's side, hand in hand, he felt . . . strange. Not so much in a way that warranted concern--- nay, it was OPTIMISM, which had, once, felt like so foreign a concept that he had simply deemed it not personally POSSIBLE. There's childlike wonder in his eyes as he watches the fireworks soar into the sky, bursting into various shapes of all sizes and colors. Nostalgia hits him in waves, memories of him, Crepus, and Kaeya nestled together 'neath a blanket outside, watching the fireworks as a FAMILY, leave a bittersweet taste upon his tongue.
He distantly thinks, mayhap this year will be the year he attempts to make amends with his brother. It was . . . a thought to dwell on later.
Pulling him from the deep depths of his thoughts, Diluc happily turns his attentions towards his beloved. Zhongli, too, looked a marvel, the earthen hues of his attire and hair thriving against the rainbow of fireworks still bursting in the distance--- and, oh, his eyes. How the eldest Ragnvindr ADORED gazing into them, catching that amber glow that made him feel warm, hopeful.
" I love you, too, Zhongli, " he whispers into that kiss, greedily going back in for a second. One was never enough, even outside the comfort and preferred privacy of closed doors. For Zhongli, he could, and would always, make an exception. " And Happy New Year to you, as well. To be able to bring it in with you is . . . an honor I shall never take for granted. " He'd assumed it would end there . . . that Zhongli may suggest they head down and further immerse themselves within the bustling crowds and activities arranged for their leisure.
Ever a bringer of surprises, his beloved. His presence, his continued support, and now . . .
" Zhongli, are . . . " Diluc's voice catches in his throat, and before he can even register what's happening, there are tears. Endless, ceaseless. Yet, he doesn't even bother to tuck himself away or hide from Zhongli, as he normally would. Nay, the fireworks keep popping off, the murmurs of the crowd not once lulling to a silence, yet all Diluc hears, and sees, is Zhongli afront him, holding out that ring. " You're . . . are you a-asking me to . . . marry . . . " Archons, if his mother and father could see him now. It's all they'd ever wanted for him, a life of comfort and happiness, and for so, so agonizingly long, it had felt far out of reach. IMPOSSIBLE, until Zhongli had proven him wrong.
He cries. SOBS. Quickly raises an arm to cover the upper half of his face as the emotions, finally, prove too much. Now, though, he hides himself--- not from Zhongli, but from curious onlookers who may suspect aught is amiss from the redhead who was SURELY recognized by some, if not most of them. His face presses into Zhongli's shoulder, his sobs heavy, yet muffled . . . yet, he manages a soft " Yes " amidst the chorus of overwhelming tears.
Of COURSE he would marry Zhongli, in this life, in the next life, in every life. " Yes . . . I'll ma . . . m-marry you . . . gods, y e s . . . "
And if he's dreaming, may he NEVER wake up.