May 26
Haven't been on here in a hot minute.
Haven't been doing anything in a hot minute.
I have BPD, it's a pain in the ass. I have been diagnosed and struggling for a long time. I go through phases of trying to fix myself, then distracting myself, then collapsing, again to distracting, then to fixing. Endless loop of this really. I think I'm back to my more "stable" version. This is an endless battle.