#enough whining

[junhong-ah]

still trending (7) ... wtf did you do to us, jongup? it’s just so great to see this fandom alive and happy again and it warms my heart. this mv is giving us everything we need atm and I hope jongup can see how thankful and happy we are. I wish him nothing but the best and I hope we can show him (and the rest of B.A.P) at the concerts how much they mean to us. sorry for being this dramatic, but that’s what I feel rn. my heart is going to explode because of all the love I feel for these guys and babyz. so proud to be a part of this! ♡

[butteredonions]

hiatus complete! 2.75/3

That’s the number of graduate school applications I have submitted over the last couple of weeks. The last .25 is a component not due until mid-February, and I’m waiting on the school to initiate that part of the process - so - for all intents and purposes - I’m done!! 

Now to sit and wait for the fallout. All of these schools are quite selective and highly competitive so I am nervous. I’m also wildly relieved and really also kind of proud of myself. I have been putting these applications off for one reason or another for years, so to finally be able to say, in past tense, “I applied to grad school” is really kind of neat. I can’t fully describe it.

We’ll see what happens. One way or another, I’m moving on. <3 And I’m BACK! In typical onion-overworked-herself fashion, the letdown sickness hit full force earlier this week and I found out today I have a case of bronchitis. ...so I’m back but on so many drugs, oops ‘’:D Please continue to bear with me! I have so many lovely comments and things to reply to (and read!!) from the last two weeks, my pace is just a bit slow yet <3 I so appreciate all the asks and messages and everything you guys sent over the last two weeks!!

[fuselsstuff]

Yeah, of course i am fine!

*watches Taylor x buck edits in 2024*

I dont know what you talking about, I AM FINE

[reneestjohn]

I still think an older man with a house and a truck is the way to go

(Also maybe if he’s older ,you can stay at home , take care of him and be a housewife.)

One can dream …

[muttever]

~i dont want to do work, i want to play video games~

[lilbit530]

I’m very underwhelmed with things in general right now.....

[a-thorn-among-the-roses]

imma be 18 in two (2) days why am i still acting like a child

[summerpoison]

My dad is coming on saturday and my flat is an utter mess

Cleaned the rat cage thoroughly, vacuumed the living room and did some laundry.

Still no end in sight.

Oh my.

I keep having freak-outs paired with busts of motivation. I think I will get a lot done today but it’s draining me. Drank a coffee to keep me going and to saturate my hunger for now because the kitchen is in no state to allow cooking.

However, once I get it done (it’s the next big thing on my list, after cleaning the floors) I will be able to enjoy delicious salmon and beans. Looking forward to that!

The worst thing is, that it’s actually not that much work. But for some reason it is for me. 

Not the actual physical activity is draining, but getting out of the mindset of feeling overwhelmed by it all and ACTUALLY DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT.