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So the doctor said that they may try an #epideral in my neck because of the immflamation in my neck. They'll do the same in my hips/sacral joints. But then are also doing the medial branch block in my neck... the injections are the same as the medial branch block testing in my ass but Idk it's different, I guess for the immflamation. So I won't have to do my hips but the same 4 times for the radio frequency ablation although they're going to use a steroid So I have to get an MRI to see if I can get the steroid in my neck but not for my hips. Idk why except that the hips don't have much movement as far as a neck does. That's all he said. And so again for like the 5th time he told me that a muscle spasm isn't just a pulsating feeling but that the muscle sometimes cramps up and gets real tight and stays. I think I finally got it this time. Seriously he's told me a bunch. And I'm always like okay. Whatever I get it but every time he asks me about them I'm all I don't get them. Fucking serious. I got it now, of course I've said that before but I think I got it for reals tho. Cause now I actually remembered when I got home. I didn't think I have before. But then again ... my memory. .. I mean obviously it sucks. .. Oh so the epidural in the neck could work because I have pain that radiates down into my hand, on the pinkie, ring and middle fingers... it's like all pinching in my elbow then aching down to the fingers and it's like a cramping feeling except it's "hollow" or in normal words not sharp. Sharp pinching in my elbow but then it is like a Charlie horse without the sharpness... just achey.. Idk how to explain it. A gray pain. Red in the elbow then gray black in my arm and gray in my hand. Or a 10 in the elbow, 6 in the arm and a 4 in the hand. So many ways .... I like color... 😟 elbow 😧 Lower arm and 🤐 hand.
So, my friend is having her baby today.
I couldn't be there at the hospital with her, but she's been sending me updates throughout the day.
About 30 minutes ago, she texted me and told me that she got an epideral and that her contractions were 2-3 minutes apart.
I think I'd die if I had a baby. i can't take pain well.