#erogues

[gey-cey-pey-dey]

Big shout out and much love to @feltcalling, @simplyandsanely, @rainbowspousesjerome, @diamcndscarred, @a-vezer, @erogues, and @embracingthepenguin for not letting the negativity keep them down. You're all doing great sweeties~ !

[worldsavermoved]

❀ What has made you completely lose your chill?

THIS ANON THAT I GOT A MONTH AGO.   and tbh? i still get steamed up thinking about it sometimes. like, i get it, it sucks when you follow a blog and they seem to do more ooc/shitposting than actual ic content, but like..... you have to remember that the people on this website are real, actual people with lives and problems and priorities that come before roleplay.

when i started writing kim, i was a sophomore in college and i had the free time to do this as a hobby and spend pretty much any/all of my free time writing, if i so chose to. and it’s been four years and now i’m a full-fledged adult and i have things like a job and bills and saving money for my own place, et cetera, et cetera. certain things are going to take priority over writing, including my mental health and wellbeing. and to have someone coming into my inbox, ON ANONYMOUS, claiming to be a good friend of mine and telling me that i need to stop making blogs if i’m not going to write on them, and essentially telling me that i’m not doing enough is just..... it’s insane to me. like at the time, i had just gotten into a car accident about two days before, and that was a jarring experience for me and of course i couldn’t fucking focus on writing at that time because i had to think about how it would affect my insurance and how i was going to pay to get my car fixed (which still hasn’t happened, deuces) and i had all this shit flying at me at once, essentially, and then i get this anon telling me, in a really backhanded way, that i’m not doing enough on here.

THIS IS A HOBBY, NOT A JOB.

and i guess i just get really heated and lose my shit about something like that for two reasons: hobbies are meant to be enjoyed and if you don’t feel up to writing at the moment or want to just take a step back, that’s fine! you should give yourself room to breathe, otherwise it’s not fun anymore. that’s why people give up; i gave up group rps and affiliated rps for this exact reason. it didn’t work for me and i needed something more chill.

the second reason things like the above piss me off is like..... anonymous is a privilege. you can use it in any way and you really have to consider how what you send will affect people. and for someone, who claims to be a good friend of mine (to this day i have no idea if they were just saying that to try and appeal to a certain side of me or if they are actually a good friend of mine and i’m still in the dark over whether or not they sent this anon) to use anon to send me a message like this instead of coming to me personally, LIKE AN ADULT, and talking to me about things, LIKE AN ADULT, it just...... blows my mind.

THE SALTY AF MUNDAY MEME / ALWAYS ACCEPTING

[comissioner]

@erogues 

edward: shoot me please

[masterofthespade]

@erogues

Sitting by himself in the busy cafe, he quickly picked up his spread out newspaper. “Please, sit. It’s rude of me to take up all of this space..”

[comissioner]

@erogues // starter call’d

          ❝ nygma ------ ed, i ... need your opinion on something. ❞   the case was sensitive, to be sure, but it was something he wasn’t sure about. nothing in this file was sure, and he felt as if it would be chasing ghosts   ( which were technically the subject matter, anyway ). he was supposed to keep this between him and those involved, but he felt he could trust ed with at least an opinion. jim hands ed the file, offering him to leaf through it.   ❝ this came in for me, it’s a ... missing persons case, so to speak. kids with ... supernatural abilities. do you really think something like this is possible ? ❞

[promiisekepta-blog]

cont. with @erogues

hands  tremble  excitedly; the  small  girl  very  nearly  drops  her  gift  to  the  floor  the  second  its  given  to  her. breaths  are  exhaled  in  anxious  puffs  as  she  turns  the  creation  upside  down, sideways            holds  it  high  in  the  air  before  dropping  it  atop  her  head. 

           eleven  has  never  been  so  proud  to  be  11  before. 

she  removes  it  &  presses  it  close  to  her  chest, wide  eyes  pleading  with  the  hatmaker. 

‘ to keep ? ’

[elicitfear-blog]

@erogues​ -- continued from here

☠ ———————

        "Yes, I do believe there is.”

      That vicious tone was cool and collected ( though Jonathan could not help but shift somewhat under the others’ watchful gazes ), for he had nothing but his WITS to aid him in this predicament.

        “It would be a... MACABRE undertaking-- have a closer look and you may see WHY.”