Okay, so I think I finally came to a decision. I am most likely going to remake Ezio much like I did with my old blog, however due to Ezio being such a finicky muse for me I am probably going to make the blog private & selective rather than open to everyone, and I also want to get a better grasp on his character since lets face it the last few months he's been nOTHING BUT BAD JOKES, and to my opinion, rather out of character. So I'm going to also re watch or replay the games and hope that I can understand his character better. I do apologize to all of you that follow for my recent inactivity, but I honestly couldn't help it. I had no inspiration and my hopes is that when I remake I will have plenty.
;ooc: yes i know it's been two months since i've shown up on this blog and yes i feel like i've let everyone down by sporadically disappearing and what not when i promised i would be back. very disappointing, yes i know and i'm terribly sorry for that.
this is not why im making this post
the reason why im making this post is to announce that i am OFFICIALLY back! ...sorta. i'm actually ditching this blog to start fresh, you can now find me over at vagrancy.co.vu. but im still under the horosuru name and if you were to just type that in you'll find my new blog. as for this one, i'll be archiving it and leave it since i have too many memories with this blog and it's been a strangely a massive influence on the community at large so i'll leave it for you guys and for me to cry about how shitty i was.
anyways, i'll be over there now! it's good to be back home!
ooc: So I'm officially, finally, done with University! I just need to wait for my results, but this last semester really pushed me to the limit with work-load and it was mostly the reason why I've always been a little fickle when it came to roleplaying-- especially on side-muses. But I sort of want to take a week to organize this blog some more, and just sort out what I'm going to do with it. I'm tempted to make it semi-private, just for the sake of having a calm dash, but I also need to think about my membership with Eternal Requiem. Anywho, it's safe to say you may see me on here a lot more, and I apologize to those who have had threads with me and I was just too slow and busy to actually move them forward.
OK...so I've been really lacking lately huh? I think I finally decided to put Yosuke on a semi hiatus for a bit. I jus i am not feeling him lately. I'll be on him to make icons for the project im in and to occasionally reply to drafts or jus go on for a bit, but my muse for him has been seriously fading. Plus I've been super busy with work and stuff. If you want to catch me I'm either on Kasumi or Makoto. again I'm terribly sorry for my lack of activity.
Hey guys, lately I've been struggling with myself in terms of roleplaying here. I found that I've been losing sight of myself and forgetting that I'm doing this for my own enjoyment and not for the sake of pleasing other people. I'm all about pleasing other people but I find myself constantly trying to cater to other's needs instead of having fun. So this is what I think will bring everything back to the way it was for me, back when things a lot better than now.
I will be forfeiting my place in ER, which was a rather hard decision as I really liked the idea of the group and the fantastic muns and muses in the group. Unfortunately I don't think that I was a good fit or match for the group as I can't seem to capture the majority of people's interests there. Not that I feel insecure about my writing or how Roxy is developed, I think it's more that people have different preferences in terms of what appeals to them. That, I totally respect and I'm not upset about that at all.
ER members can make the first move to unfollow if necessary because that's totally fine and frankly, I don't wanna make it awkward by unfollowing those who might be still interested in interacting with me. Plus, honestly I don't give a shit (pardon my language) about my follower count because I find that having a few people who are genuinely interested in writing with me better than having people who feel like they are obligated to follow or rp with me.
Like I mentioned above, roleplaying is supposed to be fun and what's the point if you aren't having it?
its been a couple days, but i forgot to announce my leave from ER.
the group has been great, & i've met great people, honestly.
so, i leave my position as Sora, therefore i'm giving up my spot.
sorry for leaving so suddenly !
- gen & sora
Oh man... just trying to find some breathing room here but yeah... As the number of followers increase, I find it so hard to try to reach out and talk and plot with people. Honestly, as effective as those "like for a starter" posts are, I honestly find it easier to thread with people by getting to know them OOC. That way I can determine how much interest is invested in wanting to rp with me so please, please, please don't be afraid to drop by my ask and just have a friendly chat with me. Ask for my Skype and ye shall receive!
