#essays to write

[adorascake]

i have transfer essays i need to write help

[saturndivine]

do libra moons actually live like this? oh wow, i cant get anything done.

[dracvlavra]

for someone with shit time management, i sure have taken on a lot of time-sensitive projects

[hijirikaww]

With a long day of studying ahead, I am really glad to have these two cuties by my side! ♡

[veruesse]

My sleep routine is so messed up I set my alarm for 11pm

[flannelpunkcalum]

I miss you 🥺🤧💗

OH 😭 ❤💗💓💝💕💞💖💗❤😭😍💕 THANKS SORRY listen I have the day off today so if you want to do something this evening like a slutty Saturday or something... I'd be down

[coffeehousespy]

time for change

right. i am going to try really hard to focus on the not-anxiety. it has gotten to a point where i am done being ruled by this bitch. 

i am apologising for breathing and it is SO not ok. literally everything i do has an apology attached to it.

I want to be like those girls who are bursting with kindness (not a mean bone in their body) and are energetic, bubbly, full of life, but are also still chill and relaxed and confident as hell with who they are. 

the thing is, i am kinda confident in me. when i’m by myself and no outside factors are visible i love myself even. but when i start doing things that i have let myself believe influence the opinions of others, i turn into a mess of anxiety, stress, and sorrys. 

it’s gunna be hard, but i think i can do it. i just need to remember that these guys aren’t going to be taking my essays personally, it’s just a grade, it’s just some writing, my self is not being judged here (and even if it was, why should i give a shit, a single fuck, about what they think of me). 

I am the most important opinion, and I need to love myself and really love myself, and stop apologising for being me, 

because i actually am awesome, and

i am not defined by my age or sex or gender or essay grade or 5-minute meal or my ability to keep my room tidy. 

I am a lovely person, with a good head and an even better heart. I have let things twist my view of myself and turn me into something i am unhappy and discontent with being. 

Well, 

goshdarn it if i’m not going to change that.