Hi I just saw your tags about a hauntology paper for your phd and it sounds incredible?! I’ve never heard of hauntology but at a brief glance it definitely looks like my next rabbithole. Please do someday post about disabled zombies, I will eat that UP.
hi! i was referring to a paper i wrote in undergrad that i'm polishing up for applications to PhD programs, so it's nowhere near in-depth (or as good of a paper) as a would like it to be! i took a class on derrida's theory of hauntology during my final year of undergrad and adored it--as a student of metaphysics, as someone who was at the time (and often still is) deep in the throes of grief, and as a lifelong ghost enthusiast. it shaped my academic philosophy a lot, and led me towards some excellent journeys of thought!
my personal thoughts on disabled zombies are: in march, i had a health crisis that, were it not for one specific doctor listening to me, could have turned fatal. i have been disabled since i was a child, and labeled as a medical mystery since i was eighteen. there are three tumors in my brain. i had a family member die a few years back due to medical neglect. i saw another family member die just a few months later of a degenerative disease. all of this feels dehumanizing to the subject--me, or the dead.
i am luckier than most--i have family that has supported me financially and emotionally through my illnesses; i have the tools and knowledge to self-advocate properly; i am a white person who lives in and benefits from the imperial core. in spite of this luck: every symptom, every scare, lives in the corner of my brain and asserts itself constantly. i am tired all of the time. i am in pain all of the time. and again, i am dehumanized--denied autonomy, if not denied personhood. in some perceptions, my body is not as purely-human as an able-bodied one. barring death itself, i cannot choose to lack a body, nor can i choose to have one that functions (by hegemonic standards) as it should. i am somewhere in between person and unperson; every disabled person is, in a society that cannot accomodate them, that often refuses to even try. this is true of every marginalization.
so, you are othered; so, you are staggering and limping and hungry. so, you are the other, the enemy, the inhuman. the ghost, embodied into useless(?), hypermedicalized, socially demonized flesh.
poetics and rambling aside: i'm going to be obnoxious here and post some readings :D most of these aren't exactly about disability, and some aren't even about zombies, but i think it's important to get a broad suite of knowledge on the subject if you want to get into it. obvious disclaimer that i haven't read some of these texts for a few years & my finding them interesting does not mean i agree with or endorse them LOL.
Nekros; or, The Poetics of Biopolitics.
Zombie Porn 1.0: or, Some Queer Things Zombie Sex Can Teach Us
INFECTION, MEDIA, AND CAPITALISM: From Early Modern Plagues to Postmodern Zombies
Ghost Stories from the Uncanny Valley: Androids, Souls, and the Future of Being Haunted
A Zombie Manifesto: The Nonhuman Condition in the Era of Advanced Capitalism
Slaves, Cannibals, and Infected Hyper-Whites: The Race and Religion of Zombies
"Zombies Don't Recognize Borders": Capitalism, Ecology, and Mobility in the Zombie Outbreak Narrative
this isn't necessary about zombies, though, but i would recommend synthesizing this with writing on disabled metaphysics. one example:
The Nightmare of Health: Metaphysics and Ethics in the Signification of Disability.
and of course the essay to start with for anything to do with othering of the monstrous, Monster Theory: Seven Theses.