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My Family (Thank you to my gf Ally for taking the one of Eli and I together)

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Floral Memories - Observation 2 

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Eugnell (Floral) - 2

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The Illuminating Invitation

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Tamashii: Ramen

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From Hell (2)

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STUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFZ

We’ve finally moved into the new place and fully unpacked. 

These apartments are really nice and i’m so glad they’re cheaper. 

I believe i’ve felt significantly better with my anxiety since we moved here and all the bad memories seemed to have locked themselves back in that place. 

I feel incredibly relaxed and safe here and I really hope it stays that way. The neighborhood surrounding the complex is super nice and there’s a ton to do here...as long as it doesn’t fucking rain. 

...oh, and fireplace.

Body

I’ve lost a substantial amount of weight doing the intermittent fasting and its definitely showing.

Still doing herbalife shakes and supplements as well as working out which is 2x as effective with the diet mixed in.

Its gotten much better during the non-food time periods and I don’t even think about it until its finally time to eat. 

it finally feels like i accomplished something!

Business:

Business is doing well

Thumbtack is helping more but not as much as I’d like

But hey, its further progression so that’s all that matters. 

Love:

...love is dumb. 

I don’t see me being in love again anytime soon

I have had dates and such but i’m still single too...so there’s your answer -_-

but i’m not in search for anything right now. just coasting.

I don’t mind doing things alone but I also miss kissing someone goodnight and waking up in the morning to them

missing a lot of the small things

Conversations:

they’re good. you’ve helped a lot. I think more than you know

Little Man:

Turning 3 next month!!!!! 3!!!! 

3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE EE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah, no big deal though :-)

So i feel like there should be more but i just spent the last 3 hours updating my website so i don’t care. 

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[bilinguist]

We tend to tell the world that there's nothing for us here yet its always the world that shows us beauty, relentless glory and great exhilaration when we least expect it. It was happening upon you, the world became something historically euphoric.

I am not special in the way you want me to be.I am special in the way I simply am.I live with purpose because I am not an accident.Whether I live or die is not the question but how and why.and maybe who.Who did I live for?