1, 3, 15, 16, 17, 24 (purely because of the wording of the question), 30. good to see you're studying hard :P
1. if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?
Read: A Brave New World by Aldous HuxleyWatch: Star Trek TOSListen to: ‘Even if it kills me’ by Motion City Soundtrack
3. list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.
I feel like there aren’t many tv characters all that much like me because then nothing would ever happen (probably why I always have a soft spot for the pointless character who hangs around contributing nothing, like the third guy in the riley-forrest-‘no one fucking knows’ triumvirate), but:
Buffy - Oz if you removed his ‘cool and talented’-ness and replaced it with Angel’s ‘weird dorky pretentious loner’-ness. And some of Spike’s “I’m too cool jk please love me” as wellStar Trek TOS- Spock. Just Spock. Awkward, sassy, deliberately annoying, “I love you but I need to go spend 3 years on my own pretending I don’t have emotions now” Spock.Next Gen - weirdly kinda Data?DS9 - Odo, maybe… Firefly - Probably SimonTorchwood - kinda Owen? + Ianto’s sass
15. five most influential books over your lifetime.
Stories of Your Life and Others - Ted Chiang (short story collection). ‘Story of your Life’ in particular just weirdly gave me something to believe in when I really needed itA Brave New World - Aldous HuxleyHamlet - you should fucking know. I only read it this year and yes it is a play but it’s just inexpressibly beautiful and complexHarry Potter - you should also know. I’m not such a big fan anymore but it meant a lot to me as a kidArtemis Fowl - Eoin Colfer. See above. Also below.
16. if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?
I don’t think anything major would have changed. I think if I hadn’t been bullied in primary school I wouldn’t be quite so socially inept. I kind of got used to the whole “stories are my only friends” concept. Especially since in books it was always the outsider kid who got magical powers or saved the world or was special in some way, while everyone else was an undeveloped generic bully, so I got this whole idea that being a loner made me better in some way. I kind of cast everyone else as the generic bully because it made me feel better, and sometimes I still have to remind myself that popular =/= bad person.
Also I can never just accept the idea that someone might want to be my friend which is probably annoying as hell
17. would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”?
Buffy, Star Trek and unproductive anger about social issues. Yeah, that’s pretty much me.
24. have you ever felt like you had a “mind-meld” with someone?
As has become even more apparent since I started trying to answer these questions, I don’t even really know me very well, so not really. I’m not a very good communicator, but sometimes I feel like I get my point across and make people think about something, which is nice
30. pick one of your favorite quotes.
Can I have all of Hamlet?
As I mentioned to you earlier, I’m kinda obsessed with this at the moment:
I have seen things you people wouldn’t believe… Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched c-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those… moments… will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time… to die…