Here it is folks. 4 months difference. A photo tells a million words. . . I HATE the picture of me on the left. I am uncomfortable and would NEVER in a million years have wanted that picture anywhere, ever. . . I still hate it, but I hate it for different reasons. I hate that I hated myself. I hated my body. I was ashamed. I felt bad. Unhealthy. . . That girl on the right? Well, she's more comfortable in her skin. She's still jot 100% where she wants to be. She's struggled. She's cheated. She's lost weight. She's gained weight. She's healthier. Happier. Stronger. She looks forward to the future. She likes being outside and playing with her kids. Because she can *almost* keep up. . . I had so many reasons why I shouldn't or couldn't. Reasons that were stopping me. But now I look back.. and they were excuses. Because..why? I was afraid of failure! What if I didn't succeed. What if it's hard. What if I cheat, or skip a workout? I may as well not do it, it'll end up a waste of money. . . You know what? It has been hard. I've cheated. I've skipped workouts. It has NOT been a waste of money. . . I know this because it it different. Because I want to keep going. Because I see results and feel results that aren't on a little screen with numbers. It's more than weight. It's more than pant size. Its knowing I'm getting stronger. It's knowing I can keep up with my kids. It's feeling more confident. . . So, what is stopping you? I have room for exactly THREE more people to join my October Challenge, that's it! . . Are you ready to take the challenge? To challenge get yourself? Put those excuses aside. Send me a message and I'll tell you how you can take that first step. . . #beachbody #21dayfix #leow #healthymama #fostermama #cheermom #getitdone #earlyriser #everyjourneybeginswithasinglestep #youareamazing #fitfam #loveyourself #strongereveryday #iwillhelpyou #octoberchallenge