#everything is so wrong

[books-and-omens]

ohhhhhh d’you know what the ball reminds me of? all the glitter and the dancing? with the roiling green mist beyond the large glass windows?

the Titanic.

a ship going down, the band still playing, the lights still on

We are perfectly safe in here, Aziraphale insists as the deck starts to list

[songofmercry]

im crying tears of blood looking at the bts pics of the new wuthering heights movie like

[britayne]

It was Thursday morning in my time zone, when I found out what happened with Liam. I was on my way to work, scrolling news on my phone and was really surprised to see Liam’ picture on the blog where I was supposed to read something new about politic mostly. I reread the post about 3 times to figure out what it was about. I couldn’t believe it was true. Liam was my age, how could he die?

About last 5 years I never read something new about the boys and knew very little about details of their lives. But from 2012 to 2017 I was Ziam girl. I’ve never change my user pic here since then, because Liam was my special one. After 2017 I guess life just happend. Of course time to time I heard new solo singles by each of them. TBH the first time when I completely listen LP1 was in August 2024. I was flying home from my sister, who lives in another country, and couldn’t choose the movie on the on-board computer. I decided to check out the music there and suddenly found Liam’s album. And I was SO happy by this. Just felt like I missed him a lot and listen on repeat about 2 hours. It was my way back to Liam right before he died. If I only knew…

Now I feel unconditionally sad every Thursday. I’m afraid to check the news while I’m on my way to work. And this picture of Liam makes me feel sick because it was on the post when I found out.

[rosietrace]

I'm never gonna move on from Shadow and Bone getting canceled before its 3rd season

Like wtf Netflix 💀

Mattias is alive.... But at what cost

[flowersandspacestuff]

Struggling with hope and hopelessness is every day for me.

Is this normal?

Is it because my brain chemistry is messed up, or is it because our social chemistry is messed up?

Is it because human nature is hopeless, or is it because this isn't how we're meant to live?

How do I change it? How do I make it through today, and tomorrow, and the next day, in this backwards world, backwards mind?

How do I live a year, a decade, a lifetime, in a world dominated by mind as machine, for the promise of a few inconsequential material rewards between the hopelessness, the monotony, the disconnectedness?

How does anyone?

Am I the only one who sees how messed up we are? How strange it is we live and move through systems which disconnect us, dehumanize us?

If I am a product why am I here? Why conscious?

If I am a producer, why? For the purpose of keeping a cycle of product and producer? Why am I conscious?

A machine needs not the ability to question why, so why are we treated like machines when we are so much more?

What is the point of living as a machine, when I am not one?

And if I am only machine, why am I alive?

Is it only by default? Is it because I am in a momentum of being alive and I would need to exert opposite force to halt that momentum?

Yet, momentum cannot be destroyed, only transferred...

Why does it hurt so much just to know I will have to wake up tomorrow in this same world? How do I change it? Is it possible to change? How do I keep hope on the way through?

[ierotits]

i mean jesus christ, how are they even comparable

[givemeasword-callmequeen]

I feel like a stranger in my own family

[yiuliel]

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