yo be a bit careful, you’re kinda getting targeted by Sophie who’s calling you a “fake singlet”.. just wanted to let ya know
isn’t that the person who ran this blog and said this insanely tone deaf thing making fun of shootings?
Like. Like this is disgusting. Anyways if that person is going to start talking about me I would APPRECIATE IT if she said that shit to my face?
Also… how in god’s name am I a “fake singlet”? What the hell is a fake singlet? I sure love it when people try and tell me my delusion was actually real!! /sarcasm
I want to talk about this comment because it genuinely gets me upset TO THIS DAY.
(Disclaimer: I am not trying to say that all (pro)endogenics are like this. I had many come into my comments and be rather respectful. But on the other hand, I had people like this.)
Eight whole people saw this guy go “the delusion was your fault” and were like, yeah, that seems correct, like it!
Firstly, “endos can be nice too” makes no sense considering the content of the video. I made it very clear that I do not hate pro-endos and that I didn’t think anyone should attack them because that would make it worse.
Maybe the text at the end is what they’re referring to but from reading everything else you should probably be able to say “hey, maybe we shouldn’t be saying a delusion is someone’s fault.”
And another thing, A DELUSION IS NEVER THE FAULT OF THE PERSON UNDER THE DELUSION. I am genuinely baffled by how you come to this conclusion. It’s not like I woke up one day and was like “hey, I’m going to go into a harmful delusion, time to go find a community to get it from”, I was fed misinformation!! I was told shit that wasn’t true and genuinely believed I was a system without a CDD!!
Even if endo systems do exist, even if alters without a CDD do exist, it would literally not be either of their faults in this case. If this comment was formatted like “It’s your fault that being a system ended up harmful” I’d still be upset cause what the Fuck, but I’d understand what their thought process was. A delusion is not some kind of moral failure. A delusion is not the fault of the delusional person, or an insult, or something that shows a lack of intelligence. And I would have expected someone who aligns with the believe all experiences community to understand that?
Also, I noticed this in several comments where people ask what the endo community had to do with it and it’s like, what? Let’s say, for a moment, I researched and found out things about DID instead. Firstly, I’d think, “hmm, this is a serious disorder. I better do more research before I diagnose myself with it!” And then probably test to see if the characters in my head could be controlled by me. Which they would be able to. And then I’d see more about how DID isn’t just “alter disorder” and is a lot more symptoms and go “okay, I don’t have this!”
Besides, the anti-endo system community DOES have problems, I will say! Fakeclaiming is rather rampant in some spaces! But that also brings up a point of WITH ALL THE FAKECLAIMING GOING ON, I’m sure it’d be a lot fucking harder to get a delusion of being a system!! The endo community regularly is like “everyone is a little plural”, and hell, I see it in my inbox where people are like “I hope you can be plural without judgement!!” some day even though I have made it very clear it was a delusion.
Am I saying it’s impossible to get a delusion that you’re a CDD system? No, not at all! You can get delusions of tons of stuff. I am just saying that it’s a lot easier to get one in pro endo spaces than in anti endo spaces!!!
i admit i have not had the most Rational posts sometimes (not like any person will ever have 100% rational posts. just human nature) but why am i suddenly the vagued-about syscourse bus driver
Mandatory preface that I disagree with you on a lot of The Discourse, so while this isn't about that, I understand if you'd rather delete this ask and not engage.
I was curious about your imaginary friends. Like what it's like having them, what kinds of personalities you gave them, your favorite things to do with them, that sort of thing.
I really don’t mind if someone with a different viewpoint interacts with me, especially if it’s about something else! I don’t wanna seem like an evil scary guy who hates everyone that doesn’t agree with her lol. If you’re being respectful, I’ll be respectful. It’s just fair.
Anyways, I have one current imaginary friend I control. I’ve posted her before, and her name is Cee. She’s a Croissant plushie based off of my irl one, a very mischievous yet caring character who is unfortunately prone to freaking the fuuuuck out when things go a little sometimes.
She is a manifestation of the longing of all of her source’s (the TBD from Cookie Run) employees and can shapeshift in any form based off a plushie of those employees that she desires. She also has a true form I sometimes draw her in, but otherwise she is a very silly and cute plushie.
I mainly just snuggle with her. It is super nice having a person to snuggle with at night and having her be a little plushie to compliment and call cute names is super fun. Also, she’s kind of a mental health reminder. It helps to have a thought process of “if feeling not good, make Cee remind you of nice thing” instead of feeling like shit and forgetting to try and feel better. Mainly things like reminding me to ground myself if I feel myself dissociating and asking reality checking questions if I feel like I’m going into the delusion.
I do have like. A String Gummy one that I’ve currently put on pause, based off of the previous “headmate”.
Sorry if I started talking a little more about my previous delusion than I should have, I kind of have no idea how to explain what they do without bringing it up because they’re very connected to it and a way I deal with it ;-;’
