#ex-persecutor

[the-gloden-collective]

Anger holder & ex-persecutor cofronting with a little.

what could go wrong.

Jesus, I feel like that criminal uncle that your mom tells to avoid at family dinners

[floofydreemurr]

nonsensical vent comic. good luck understanding it

[persecutorlifeandsupport]

good, bad, deserving, undeserving... these are abstract terms, and highly subjective. what matters is not what moral value someone might place on you, but what you are trying to accomplish, and that you do your best to ease the amount of suffering in the world. and yes, your own suffering counts into this as well.

[abraxas-001]

I am your local ex-persecutor

[plural-culture-is]

ex-persecutor culture is using your knowledge of how to monopolize front in order to take care of the body and your other systemmates

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[persecutorlifeandsupport]

fear is not a (long-term) motivator

[persecutorlifeandsupport]

Persecutor Resource Masterlist

This is a list of videos and other resources from, for, and about persecutor headmates. If you have any better ones to add, please add them in a reblog! If we cite a source that is harmful in any way, the same applies- please let us know and we’ll remove it.

A persecutor is a member of a plural system who causes harm to the system, usually by harming the body, harming other alters/headmates, and/or severing relationships. They are usually trauma holders, and are almost always trying to protect the system in the ways they know how. Persecutors are very rarely a danger to people outside of the system.

About Persecutors:

https://youtu.be/F2Php-HQJcU - The Truth About PERSECUTORS, DID, Acrylic and Aether

https://youtu.be/7dxfRlPMJ_0 - Scary to Sweet: The truth behind "evil" alters - The Entropy System, DID

https://youtu.be/zxeP4PIA2ug - Types of alters, the Long Soul System, DID, Spanish Language

https://diaryofapsychoblog.wixsite.com/home/post/persecutor-alters - Persecutor Alters, DID

Persecutors and Ex-Persecutors Talk About Themselves:

https://youtu.be/AaoYc47RB1M - DID, Meet The Alters video by the Pizza System

https://youtu.be/yYpZ_aHeqeE - A Message From A Persecutor, Ethereal In Shards, OSDD-1b

https://youtu.be/fpieD40XwIk - Meet Our Persecutor, the Clown System,

TW for smoking and cursing: https://youtu.be/fiHZ43Y8lEo - The Secret System  

Persecutor Recovery Videos:

https://youtu.be/_A1Git4LgHo - Coexisting with your persecutor alters!, Acrylic and Aether, DID

https://youtu.be/KZYihzMCHaA - From Persecutor to Protector -  The Power To The Plurals/The Plural Association

https://youtu.be/JdTKP7-vwBs - DID/OSDD-1 Persecutors: How to Treat & Help Them, Kairos System

General Recovery Videos

https://youtu.be/sbVBsrNnBy8 - Anger Is Your Ally: A Mindful Approach to Anger, TEDx

https://youtu.be/QG4Z185MBJE - Anger, Compassion, and What It Means To Be Strong, TEDx

https://youtu.be/KPvd0Xuib3A - Turning Fear into Power, Harvard Medical School

https://youtu.be/PmBYdfv5RSk - 4-7-8 Breathing Exercise, Fablefy - The Whole Child

https://youtu.be/0QXmmP4psbA - You are not your thoughts, AboutKidsHealth

[persecutorlifeandsupport]

I'm an ex-persecutor and I did some...pretty awful things. I've spoken to the alter who keeps track of memories and convinced him to erase the worst of it, but the guilt still gnaws at me, and I'm afraid what will happen now that it's all gone. I don't have the fear factor and control that I once had because of it, and while it's freeing, it's also very frustrating, and almost scary. I feel like SOMETHING is going to happen, something bad, and I can't get the feeling out of my head. And I feel like the lack of control is the source of this feeling. I want it to stop, but I'm not sure what to do, since I don't want them to remember, I want them all to give me a chance to change. Any advice?

-Yuri

Sometimes you just have to do it. Once it's over, you'll hopefully feel better. You have to deal with things eventually, unfortunately.

Perhaps talking to the people you hurt could help? Starting with the most forgiving.