#ex.exe

[yandollre]

born to say 'youre mine forever and theres no escape no matter where you try to run or hide'

forced to say 'no i get it. just go.'

[landmine-doll]

everyone likes the idea of a possessive and jealous partner until they actually ask you to ditch everyone else in your life for them and they get really upset when you say you wont

[landmine-doll]

i stand by my decision to break up with my ex because he didnt give me enough attention

my next partner better make me the center of their life or ill break up with them too

i refuse to stay in a serious relationship with someone who doesnt make me their number one priority

[yandollre]

i keep trying to find my exs new tumblr account (if he has one) by scrolling through tags i think he might post in or in the notes of blogs he used to interact with to see if i can find a trace of him anywhere he used to be

i keep telling myself that ill block his account immediately if i find it but. idk what ill actually do until its in front of my eyes

im fully aware that this is unhealthy and im being obsessive but what can i say? im still not over what happened between us...

[landmine-doll]

ive been thinking about my ex again

i wish i could just forget everything about him

[landmine-doll]

we promised each other wed be together forever but we didnt even make it to six months

[landmine-doll]

i think im more than halfway down my bottle of pills already...

ever since i broke up with my ex, ive been popping pills like crazy tbh

its not good for me but idc. if it means that i die sooner then good

i need to catch up on all the pills i didnt take (/hj) because i tried to get clean for my ex

what a waste of time and effort that was lmao

[landmine-doll]

its been about a month since i dumped my ex

almost any time im sober i think about him and i kind of hate that

i was the one who chose to end the relationship but im still hung up on it. isnt that stupid?

i was the one who chose to walk away, and yet...