fuck... i like him
so his name is joshua... and lord help me please but he is my friend and im like 90% positive he knows that i like him more than a friend. i cant tell if the feeling is mutual tho. i mean we both talk with each other more than anybody. he's the only guy i have the longest snap streak with and im the only girl who he has the longest streak. even if the streak breaks its because we decided to just text like normal and have no need to talk on snapchat. so see what i mean i see we talk all the time and we talk on the phone sometimes we talk till the middle of the night. we both have a history of drugs and alcohol we are both in recovery. we met at rehab and have just been friends since. he has six moths sober and i have nine. so we are made for each other... jk. but you see how i feel like there is something between me and him. we keep trying to make plans but they always fall through. the last time was i got strep throat and i was bedridden for a week which sucked.
