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Having a full on (work related) mental breakdown atm

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#I don't actually know how anyone can help #I'm just going to lay on the ground and cry until it's over #except I can't #I have to work through it #distractions and cheer of any form welcome if you have them I guess

*repeating after dante* i jjust have to put on a show that will make my job easier

#[vani voice] if i think of it as part of the job maybe i could manage it #except i can't #i tried so hard today but came across as rude and offputting #i guess trying not to [redacted] is taking too much brainpower so there's none left for social pleasantries #aidentxt

Look at the look in her eyes, just..dude, this poor girl is not taking showers normally anymore, she probably has to check consistently for anyone in the bathroom. Like genuinely people probably have to knock every single time, regardless of who it is, just so Cait doesn't get fucking jumpscared. I feel like even if she got over it knowing Jinx isn't there anymore (traveled or died, whichever one you guys believe, but I personally believed she traveled somewhere), just like the idea that someone has the ability to get into the bathroom. Knowing that even with all the guards that surround piltover, there's a legitimate way to get into her bathroom. Like that is downright nightmare fuel. That is some shit that would make me personally cry myself to sleep. And just the implication I see in the show and the fandom, the fact that it was her mother's death that sent her over the edge and NOT the part where she literally got kidnapped naked??? Insane. Absolutely insane. I honestly don't know how all that other stuff didn't send her over the edge. Like you mean to tell me that if Jinx didn't shoot at the council, that Cait would just go back to her life being paranoid?? No anger?? Just fear?? Like that's just....idk, thinking about it just kills me. And also in most scenes after, looking in her eyes. Not only do I see the anger and sadness from the grief of her mother's death, but also fear. This girl was taken out of the shower, could've been shot if Vi didn't literally have a heart of gold, attempted to hold a gun to Jinx AND GETS KNOCKED TF DOWN, and then watches Jinx shoot at the council, knowing her mother is in that room.

Like, good grief. I love Jinx, but damn girl chill out with the terrorism at least a bit. 😭

#I just needed to rant about this because it was bothering me #Arcane #caitlyn kiramman #caitlyn arcane #like listen #her whole “Jinx should die phase” was crazy #don't get me wrong #but like I can't blame her for her feelings #I can only put some blame on how she handled it #Even then I can't blame her because how tf else do you react to that situation other than literally crashing out #Except I can blame her #except I can't #yk what I mean? Like valid but also like it was pretty extreme yk?#But also I love all the characters and understand their reasonings and don't necessarily want to blame them #but like I have to because yk responsiblity and stuff? And like it's wrong to excuse horrible actions #Whatever yk what I mean I'm just yapping atp

the fact that my headache doesnt go away immediately after i drink some water is such a scam. guess i'll die then

#except i can't #gotta outlive my haters (kody)#freaklancer’s thoughts #redacted roleplay #redacted rp #roleplay blog #redacted audio roleplay #redacted rp blog #redacted audio rp #rp blog #roleplay

Taking about intrusive thoughts and what I really believe to be ocd symptoms I deal with only to have others imply they wish they were like that cause they'd be more prepared and organized. What if I spontaneously caught on fire right now.

#except I CAN'T #bcs my brain is operated against being in any way spontaneous!

I hate having lived here for a year and a half and still lacking basic knowledge. I need a basic breakdown of things that maybe a parent would explain to their child as a teenager or I'd explain to someone back home but I'm just bad at asking for help

#this is the result of one bad phone call #ive just made a tit of myself on the phone #and now i want to cry #except i can't #and i also made a tit of myself yesterday but that one is on me #the same stacks up and up #i play the confused foreigner card to my advantage at times #but i just feel stupid now

If you're really Hawks, can you lay eggs?

Male birds can’t lay eggs. It’s fun to joke around with the idea though. When I was a kid I tried so hard to lay an egg... No eggs popped out. As part of my hero training, I studied bird anatomy and biology early on. At first I automatically applied everything I learned to myself. One time I gobbled up some rocks, fun trip to the hospital! I keep them in my desk in a jar as a souvenir.