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[twoshotsofsugar]

what Ilya said v what he meant: the hit, ep 5

We don’t hurt other players like that -> we don't EVER hurt shane hollander. don't care about any other player.

he did not deserve that -> he was so happy. he should always always be happy. no sadness ever.

It was an ugly hit -> my heart was ripped from my body, it was so painful watching him fall

You should have been benched -> marlow wtf. the game should've been called off, the nhl should've given days of mourning - there should be a national holiday to apologise- in USA and in Canada- international day of apol-

Boston players do not do this -> I am boston. you are boston. I don't hurt Shane on ice. you don't hurt shane on ice. repeat after me: we don't hur-

We are better than this -> there was no need to hit him anyway! he has weak backhand! he is slow! I would've caught up to him! (he wouldn't have)

We play clean -> shane plays clean.. perfect golden boy... and we are better than shane so... I miss him.

We do not hurt people.-> we don't EVER hurt shane hollander.

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…he’s coming back tomorrow… if he looks at me in that way again…

Such a strange sensation in my body..

I’m nervous by nature but when he stood close to me, it was like a warm hug. An immense calmness that instantly washed over me. Like a weighted blanket gently wrapping around a tornado.

.. And we’ve never touched

[mayfriend-archive]

favourite excerpts from christopher moore's lamb, part 1 because tumblr's being a bitch about it:

[anxietyismycuppatea-blog]

Fic idea, with less prominent murder behind it? Maybe? Probably:

“Sorry, but I really had to wake you, See, I decided I must ride you till I break you.”

“It’s ‘cause you’re beautiful, you say you’re numb inside, but I can’t agree. So the world’s unfair, keep it locked out there... In here it’s beautiful. Let’s make this beautiful!”

“They made you cry, but that will end tonight. You’re the only thing that’s right about this broken world.”

“I worship you. I’d trade my life for yours. We’ll make them disappear. We’ll plant our garden here. Our love is God.”

“Let’s be normal, see bad movies. Sneak a beer and watch tv. We’ll bake brownies or go bowling. Don’t you want a life with me?.”

“If you could let me in, I could be good with you.”

“Yeah, we’re damaged, badly damaged, but your love’s too good to lose. Hold me tighter, even closer. I’ll stay if I’m what you choose.”

“I was meant to be yours! We were meant to be one! I can’t make this alone! ... You were meant to be mine! I am all that you need!”

“Please don’t leave me alone. You were all I could trust. I can’t do this alone. Still I will if I must.”

“I wish we met before they convinced you life is war! I wish you’d come with me-”

“Was that good for you? Because that kind of sucked for me.”

“I am damaged, far too damaged, but you’re not beyond repair.”

“Please stand back now. ‘Little further. Don’t know what this thing will do. Hope you’ll miss me. Wish you’d kiss me. Then you’d know I worship you. I’ll trade my life for yours.”

Like I have this idea in my head that an over protective Roman is saying these things. Not sure.  Part of me feels like maybe this is a terrible idea. Honestly, the more I think about it I’m fairly certain I’d have to kill off someone to accomplish half of these.

[1introvertedsage]

On the pathless path. Turning inspiration into reality. A project that brings purpose. Self mastery. Lessons from the past bring acceptance to move forward.

⁂07.2023.05

[1introvertedsage]

Learn to accept the fact that despite family being toxic, you don't have to follow that path.

[mayfriend-archive]

levi who is called biff, on maggie

[1introvertedsage]

Seeing the goodness in someone's heart despite the horrors & hardships the world has afforded them is so beautiful to me!

~I.S.~

⁂24.2023.01 12.47n