#existential dream

[gravesoddities]

I had a profound dream last night

I dreamed about living another life. Towards the end I entered a colourful void where I could live through other versions and paths of that life I did not choose.

While staring into the infinite I asked where I was, and a voice said:

“You are nowhere and everywhere, no point in time, and yet every moment. Infinity. Here there is no purpose, no need to make things for the sake of others, for only then will you truly understand what it means to create.”

So I reached into the ethereal colors and began to paint with its essence as tears flowed down my face. It was absolute bliss...

And then I woke up had to adjust to being “real” again.

[eye-of-enigmatic-thought]

A character who appeared in a dream I had a while back, at 06/04/2021.

copy pasting the events of the dream that I wrote in some discord servers under the cut cuz I’m lazy SJKSKJD

It started out like... my entire life was being judged and watched and observed? There was also a lot of turtle symbolism, and in-dream I got a existential crisis and was even scared of the turtles like "OH MY GOD MY WHOLE LIFE WAS TURTLES"?? I even remember I was at a point, sitting in a blank room on a desk trying to fill out this questionnaire that had weird questions pertaining to my life, and I was then laying in a bed in a blank room just thinking about everything I saw and I even remember the air being heavy, but then... this woman came along, she was blond with blue eyes and she seemed to be this... Iranian dressed in Russian clothes? She wore a babushka and she just... lay on the bed with me just talking to me, I can't remember the things she said, but she was really soothing and just distracted me from the existential crisis, and then there were some more 'scenes' of us in a bus, walking down the road, and in a car with my mum just talking. She even had a name, and it was something along the lines of 'Zaziza Urzboa', which is... definitely not a real name based on anything, but that;s what she told me (and was also written on some paper she wrote, which also had some numbers on it too?

And it's like... I know it's a dream, but good god I feel like I met some benevolent dream entity that made me forget about my existential crisis DSLDSKL

[crapthatsnotfunny]

[runestonedragon]

I had a dream I fell down a hole deep in a cave to the land of the dead and upon meeting death (who was a rat, what else would they be) they told me they could smell that my bones were too old for my body and i was a dirty cheater for having escaped so many lives unscathed. i escaped again. of course i did. i'm still here, arent I?