Jul 1
Back in 2022 or somethingish i stopped playing genshin impact because out of nowhere, I suddenly developed anxiety around the dungeons despite being able to do it fine before?! and now its fucking with my ability to play botw even though it's a game ive wanted to play for ages... Why did i end up like this... It's a game.....??
#I want to enjoy dungeon crawling again its such a staple of so many video games but...!! I get irrationally anxious!!#Also my hand eye coord sucks lol#Exposure therapy or something...#I started genshin in 1.0 its kind of shocking to me seeing where it is now... if i get into it ever again ill probably start from scratch#Bc my builds in my current account are beyond fucked up lol... this is what happens when you explore too much and refuse to grind domains..#(Except for my xiao ❤️ being a xiao main is a state of mind)#Allow me to vent a bit to say that whatever illness I caught makes me very depressed...I can't really talk past the build up in my throat..#Summer break in general i tend to be extremely happy or extremely down... lack of structure maybe? Ive been in such a rut#nothing feels fulfilling i literally just sleep the day away.......doomscrolling reels is for normies doomscrolling twt/tumblr is gay#Chads doomscroll the nether of their subconscious#Thats the end of that. I want to watch the viral hit liveaction with someone!