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I've got a lot of opinions on how fem lookism characters would be in a genderbent au but i haven't been in the mood to articulate any of it clearly outside of the Fem Lookism Cup Size Tierlist i made a few months ago...

Kimi wa natsu no naka and how do we relationship live action releases. Both foundational to my development. I'm so happy

#Ok kwnnn is mid but the bond between a guy and the bl read at 13 cannot be understated #Hdwr is very very good #Lots of good releases all around... kinioto and jimoto saiko animes too #AND JOURNAL WITH WITCH ENGLISH LICENSE #Lots of nice things #I'm really hungry #I want kbbq....#Boynextdoor HOME album is a masterpiece it's all I've been listening to #Pry my kpop guy rpf from my cold dead hands #I had adenovirus typhoid fever and another unidentified bacterial infection simultaneously hence the miseryposting. What a life...#You'd think that those types of illnesses would spread but within my family and my social circles im the only one who was ill at all?#Maybe im cursed #All those perfect brother and sisters out there with a nebulous immunity...#Ah man. Did The Journal Factory Explode

tsumugiology

random question:

what was your first exposure to prev and what made you decide to follow them?

#prev TTTT ILY #I was in math class using my phone under the table and got an ao3 notif and reread that comment for days #That week updated my tumblr to rant about lookism.. got a comment to my absolute shock and went friend!!! Wait that username is familiar!!!!#Then read gungoo fic and thought ahhh You Get It. Cheers love and peace on planet earth

Why do i get so many ghost notifs on here. Who has something to say

tsumugiology

random question:

what was your first exposure to prev and what made you decide to follow them?

#johan taehoon fic #Freaked out over the taehoon cameo in one night and ran to ao3 and saw a kindred mind #But was too shy to do anything on tumblr until i cracked from the stress of Not Rambling About Lookism and then became tumblr user aocello

Playing ace attorney investigations and realising 1) I'm an idiot....the first case is supposed to be the baby tutorial case and i still lowkey flopped... 2) edgeworth is way bitchier than in my memories LOL >_< it's probably been a good three years since I've played an ace attorney game...I forgot he was bougie

#How do people do uni things...#Every time I remember i have to apply for accommodation i seize up get executive dysfunction and put it off again #Also its hitting me that im moving to the other side of the world completely alone and that's a scary thought also when i visited there was #No sun which is an issue because im a certified plant. Also have a killer rbf...This does not bode well for future social interactions #My exam results don't come out until mid august! and the term starts early Sept! I have 3 weeks to move and I don't even know to what uni #I don't know what the next year of my life looks like... if i need to resit then I need to find something to fill up the next 6 months...#This is a random thought but do you guys have like assigned animal reps. Ive been a sheep/dog my entire life because my hair is fluffy but #recently i started to get catfish presumably for being chill but spending the first decade of my life being treated like a stuffed animal #was interesting in hindsight

Cockroach and lizard in my bedroom i have to get out of this subcontinent Im So Fucking Scared

Back in 2022 or somethingish i stopped playing genshin impact because out of nowhere, I suddenly developed anxiety around the dungeons despite being able to do it fine before?! and now its fucking with my ability to play botw even though it's a game ive wanted to play for ages... Why did i end up like this... It's a game.....??

#I want to enjoy dungeon crawling again its such a staple of so many video games but...!! I get irrationally anxious!!#Also my hand eye coord sucks lol #Exposure therapy or something...#I started genshin in 1.0 its kind of shocking to me seeing where it is now... if i get into it ever again ill probably start from scratch #Bc my builds in my current account are beyond fucked up lol... this is what happens when you explore too much and refuse to grind domains..#(Except for my xiao ❤️ being a xiao main is a state of mind)#Allow me to vent a bit to say that whatever illness I caught makes me very depressed...I can't really talk past the build up in my throat..#Summer break in general i tend to be extremely happy or extremely down... lack of structure maybe? Ive been in such a rut #nothing feels fulfilling i literally just sleep the day away.......doomscrolling reels is for normies doomscrolling twt/tumblr is gay #Chads doomscroll the nether of their subconscious #Thats the end of that. I want to watch the viral hit liveaction with someone!

I recently read look back after years of hearing people saying it touched them irrevocably but i honestly came out of it pretty unaffected ? I wonder if it's because art isn't a huge passion of mine...or im impure of heart... idk... Other fujimoto work did move me so not quite sure what I failed to gain there LOL

#This morning I woke up bc I couldn't breathe past the mucus in my sinuses/throat which was scary #Then a cockroach climbed up my bare leg which was scarier #I'm being tested #Tomorrow i have to bite the bullet and do uni accoms urgh...thinking about how to make ends meet makes me so anxious LOL

netherlands and japan out the wc THIS IS FOR 🇮🇩🇮🇩🇮🇩

#Ive been bitter for the past 8 years because 4 time winner italy hasn't qualified but #I didn't expect miracles for japan though theyve never made it past ro16 so #Sk played like shit! 30 passes per defence? HAVE SOME EGO!!!

isa-ah

it should be illegal to take a nap and still have a headache when you wake up. like no i shut it off and back on again why are you still here

All that being said I still get whiplash when I see how big alnst has become remembering it's baby stages, literally every store is chock full of acrylic merch bootleg or not... Actually that applies to anime/anime adjacent things in general we are in new times since when I can buy merch in person

Ok hi back from grad trip (got a fever after it cheers) I didn't have high expectations for zomst because after seeing how much messier the alnst worldbuilding and themes became as it progressed I kind of felt like. Ok just let the story die and the franchise can continue pumping merch indefinitely so vvmng can continue pulling bucks while they get to exercise their creative muscles on something new. But I was shocked actually the storytelling felt much more crisp compared to alnst r1, like both series are supposed to be commentary on the idol industry but zomst r1 was much more scathing. zomizi only having her face eaten but the rest of her is intact so she's only seen as a body was cool... sua dismayed at mizis objectification by the industry BUT also at the fact that mizi isn't pure and innocent for her anymore also very good... Yeah i liked it I think. I think? Also the song was good (Forever a jpop lover...) Excited to see where it goes also to see my beautiful husband hyuna...

My issue with alnst is that like, okay it's fine to have a series be sparse with content wrt the yt vids, but the way the story itself is told kind of contradicts it OK THIS IS A TERRIBLE EXPLANATION. Alnst has no metaphor, all the information is given to us straight up but the yt vids don't do much for characterisation, which is a bad method of conveying broader themes, this is supposed to be resolved by the comics which do a LOT OF heavy lifting but the comics 1)are not promoted at all 2)knowing that there is a huge intl audience, the eng translation is still patreon only??? Just kind of an irritating way to run a mixed media (? if you want to call it that) series. E.g mizis characterisation so her experiences with being objectified and heteronormativity are such an integral aspect to her character which explains why she chooses to fight back/isolate herself in the end but you just cannot derive that from the yt vids in my experience idk they're all in the comics. Also the story started feeling very... character driven? This character does this and that rather than the story arising as a result of the environment iykwim I cant explain it my point is that the commentary aspect felt lost!!!! Ah it's hard to explain!!!! But my hopes are higher for zomst after r1. If vvmng are insistent on not using any kind of metaphor for the social commentary they clearly want to convey then they can only either make the comics for accessible or become even more on the nose in the vids.... This will not become a zomst account though lol

#I need to read g0 arc but I want to do that when my brain doesn't feel like mush..#Otherwise grad trip was fun I did a lot of snorkeling saw some sharks turtles cool fish the coral was unbleached which made me happy #Staying at home for around a month now... zelda 10hrs a day back on the itinerary #I'm scared I flopped my exams and i will have to gap year and stay at home longer which will end me but Im Tryna Ignore It

But rin slander never ends. Sitoshi rin. Fuck outta here. Honestly though i don't understand the people bitching that ego is a bad coach and that thus makes him a bad character we knew he was an ass from the beginning he told us that blue lock was based on his own biases and him trying to find his god of football the storyline is going in a logical direction...im glad because if the story would've stuck to ego is the only way to be a striker etc it would've felt so flat. Eh..

#I won an award at grad but forgot it in the hall and i have no intentions of setting foot in that goddamn building ever again Shite lol #Also went clubbing after prom but it was packed since 2 other schools also had theirs and i got a killer sore throat from that probably #And 3 drunk people packed into my fucking bed that i paid for and two of them hooked up IN THAT SAME BED GOD!!!

My explanation for the disappearing act I was doing the whole last exams - senior prom - high school graduation thing. aocello is a free man

#And wants to read gen 0 arc bad but is going grad tripping lol

sundiced

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Lohen/Varka (Genshin impact) Characters: Varka (Genshin Impact), Lohen (Genshin Impact) Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Written Before Lohen Release (Genshin Impact), Pre-Canon, Bad Flirting, Drinking, Mind Games, one sided only lohen is thinking about this Summary:

“You should have some water,” Lohen says. He offers his own flask, normally clipped to his belt and spiked with a poison some travelling merchant from Snezhnaya promised would be fun to watch. When Varka hesistates, Lohen draws it back in turn. “I can drink first,” he offers.

Less than a week after Lohen’s unofficial recruitment into the Knights of Favonius, Varka gets drunk again.

#Sundiced fic 🧘🧘🧘

Every year i forget dragon boat is coming up only to be reminded because suddenly my fridge is full of zongzi that will definitely put me in a lot of pain through my efforts to finish all of them before they go bad

#I like them fine but its tough eating. Multiple at once. Boulder of glutinous rice that will make me fall asleep in a halfhour #All my exams were during public holidays that couldnt be shifted because the dates are decided by the exam board in the uk :middle finger:#Was colonising not enough #Ahhh it reminds me that summer is soon I WANT TO GRADUATE MAN #Just something i'm thinking about .. when i go overseas the no 1 thing i'll miss are the 579878949857 public holidays #My computer killed itself the day before my final week of exams 🙂 Might be my final week at this rate

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