Weird question but people with religious trauma I have a question.
Did you ever stare at the sun trying to be prepared to gaze at g/ds light when he was supposed to return?
We would stare at the sun for as long as we could because at the time we were positive that the light that would encompass them (the holy trinity) would be brighter than the sun. We didn't want to beg for rocks to crush us so we tried to get used to looking directly at the sun. I'm sure it gave us pretty bad damage to our eyes but yeah.










