Who am I if I don't have what it takes?

Heavy Heavy trigger warning! TW tagged though

[classycookiexo]

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

Somebody hurting you is not for you to understand. The reasons why people do horrible things to other people, why they break people down, why they hurt them, is not for you to comprehend. You will drive yourself crazy trying to understand people who are not you. Just understand this: the pain was not acceptable, the hurt was unacceptable and who you get to be in your life as a result of that experience is all that matters. You can carry through that pain and hurt other people or you can decide that it was enough for you to learn something valuable even from that. It is not your job to understand people who hurt you.

k.b. // @/coachlorrainelindsey - tiktok

[haleyincarnate]

There is power in letting that shit go.

[come1nalone]

Sorry I can’t come to the party I’m too busy being a shell of my former self

[qumiiiquinnquin]

i pulled two all nighters in a row because of trauma

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[xenodelic]

[surviving-trauma-day-by-day]

My trauma didn't make me stronger. My trauma cost me all my strength.

[today-till-tomorrow]

I don’t know who needs to hear this, but:

It’s not your fault. Don’t think that there was anything you could have done different- awful things happened, and it doesn’t make you any less of a human being. Whatever happened was terrible, and while it’s natural to feel a sort of guilt, just remember that it’s not your fault.

[surviving-trauma-day-by-day]

Not only sexual violence itself is traumatizing. The way other people react to it (silencing, victim blaming, minimizing,...) is additionally traumatizing and can determine if a victim develops PTSD or not.

I wonder how my PTSD would have turned out if I hadn't been forced to endure so much additional trauma by people supporting my rapist.

[sl8tersstuff]

I live my life in a constant state of grief of what I did, what I didn’t do, and what I can never do.

[bpdetrimental]

I can handle traumatic experiences just fine

But god forbid I have a minor inconvenience come up.

[bpd-chimere]

Can't stop thinking about how it's so easy for them to not talk to me, yet I become physically ill at even the idea of not having them around

[bl0w-m3]

[cassie-lmao]

"if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" babe slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally

[bl0w-m3]

[thiabeagoodgirl]

it's hilarious being self aware. i'm watching a clown performance, for real.