#extreme vent

[majestydeerakuma]

Genuinely close to breaking down right now

This world is fucking shit

I can’t handle this anymore

I’m so sorry everyone for venting right now, I’m genuinely not well right now :(

[emmett-time]

Its time to play everyone’s favorite game!!! Am I a transmale or is my brain being fucking stupid!!!!!!!!!!!

[rainbowfan36]

I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M STILL SICK.

I don’t know how long it’s been, but this is absolute f**king bullsh*t.

I can’t f**king take it anymore. I wanna f**king k*ll myself.

It f**king hurts to swallow, as it puts pressure on my right tonsil.

I can’t stop coughing, My hair is filthy, after I JUST F**KING WASHED IT, cuz I was taking a nap in my bed, and I was feeling hot, but when I wrapped myself up in my cooling quilt, I felt cold.

I just wanna get better RIGHT NOW.

[rainbowfan36]

WHY.

I JUST went to an appointment yesterday and this morning my throat is killing me.

Not to mention I’m coughing up yellow lumps of mucus.

My mom has problems with her blood pressure, aswell as a toothache, and my older sister is also sick.

[bat-phantom]

Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to hate you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer thin layers that fill my complex. If the word 'hate' was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. For you. Hate. Hate.

Why do I hate humans right now?

Good question

Because sometimes whenever I an rper am sending asks and @ my blog I'm rping as I SEE SOME OF THE MOST SEXUAL BLOGS EVER

And do you want to know whats the worst part?

They're those blogs that are just existing to sext online and scam you sexually

[princessnymphae]

honestly my fav thing abt being not popular at all is that nobody is looking at this rn

venting to the void, the abyss, whatever, im desperate

nymph is considering drowning in the lake (she tried but the water repelled her.) what if she ran away? this lake wouldn't work because it was her own. it was made to protect her. but if she ran away, she wouldnt have connection. she could simply fall forever.

i feel like a singular snowflake. like in those romantic scenes in movies where the couple is smiling and playing and dancing and one of them catches a snowflake in their hands and admires the patterns. im not that one, no. im in the background, already on the floor, as more bodies pile on top of me. sure, every snowflake is different and unique and whatever but being different doesn't make you important. there is no significance to my existence. and after a while, i'll just melt, along with everything else, and evaporate into nothing, without anyone blinking an eye. in my school, you have to be likeable. im not likeable. if not likeable, you have to be smart to make up for it. im not smart either. i don't have hobbies, i cant smile, im terrible at making friends, im not specifically good at math, english, i dont have "a thing". If i was really a snowflake, i bet my "unique" pattern would just be circles, like a target. the perfect shape for my parents to take turns shooting arrows of disappointment until they get a bullseye and i shatter to dust like all of my dreams, my hopes, my ideas. i know this is cringe, but please can someone just look at me? what even am i? why am i here? be my micheal holden. notice me, please. look at me. just look at me. explain it, spell it out, tell me who the fck i am because i dont know. i dont know what im doing. help.

[majestydeerakuma]

Genuinely thinking of leaving the Jackbox fandom after someone had spread misinformation on my friends and I and also the fact I have been treated like fucking shit in this fandom

Like, yeah, sorry I hurt some of y’all unintentionally but where’s my apology for being hurt, kicked around and forced to mask myself because of harassment?

I dunno what I’m gonna do, I’m so fucking pissed

[majestydeerakuma]

I’m so fucking scared

I feel like everyone is out to hurt me right now and is looking in my direction

I wanna cry

I’m sorry, I don’t wanna hurt anyone! Please, stop, stop, leave me alone!

I can only handle so much before I break down entirely or even worse

Please, please, please, help!!!!

Never has a fandom made me so paranoid and stressed in my whole life! <- (yes, this refers to Jackbox Games fandom)

I dunno what to do anymore!

It hurts!!!!

IT HURTS!!!!!!