Just relaxing on my birthday, in my zen. 🤘💯🎧 Selfie in a long time. 😝 Felt good in a long time. Need more of this! #selfieking #selfiesaturday #birthdayselfie #leoseason #zengarden #peacefull #sunny #saturdaysarefortheboys Lately I haven't been to well... Been catching myself in boredom, beating myself up constantly, letting my ego and pride rule over anything and anyone...Been definitely been battling myself over and over again trying to overcome my fears and ego. To not let it carry me away from all the things I want to happen. All the doubt, debauchery, anything that got in my way... I would cancel myself out... Anything.. isolate in the worst time at the most terrible time when we need all of each other. But I feel this urge upon me that I know I can better than I once was... Knowing in outgrown for those tight spaces... I know I can conquer these battles and show upon myself that I can do this. Come to my point where I sacrifice even those who are there for me and still in the same boat of battling their demons... I will never give up on those who reached out or checked up on me... And for you I THANK YOU ALL!.. but be there with you till the end cuz now I know how hard it is to overcome the addictions and mental health. It has been far too long to come to my self realization of what is going on with myself and put it into myself, my actual soul where I want to be, belong, and fulfill. So I just wanted you all to clarify, just taking things day by day, step by step that's attainable, that's why I haven't been posting for a while... Due to catching up with myself and learning more and more. Still am, but I would like to THANK ALL OF YOU, EVEN FOLLOWERS, for liking photos or videos, ANYONE who reached out to me and just giving that appreciation. Without that, I wouldn't do what I love to do today. To play music. ❤️ And I'm with anyone who else is going through a tough time, I AM HERE! YOU ARE NOT ALONE, WE ARE IN THIS TOGETHER. 🤝🙌 #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #mentalhealthrecovery #fuckdepressionandanxiety #fuckyourego #faceeverythingandrise https://www.instagram.com/p/CDpPFn-AHiC/?igshid=z3rnnru4c0ul















