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Me looking at my cat who knows he’s not supposed to be on the table
this shot also makes me fucking insane. i love cinnamontopography.
A Fallout lore youtube video with 314 views just informed me of Shalebridge, a location in Fallout 3 with an unmarked quest to defend a colony of small, friendly ants from an invading colony of the typical murderous ants found throughout the rest of the game. You can also use a further science/medicine check to boost the growth of the friendly ant colony to ensure their future success; in exchange, the ants will allow you to harvest a respawning bounty of ant nectar for the remainder of the game. Also noteworthy is that the friendly ant colony is denoted by extensive fungal growth around the entrance, in what I suspect is a nod to ant-fungus mutualism.
Anyway I can't help but interpret this as the eventual creation myth of a sentient FEV-induced mutant-ant civilization that, a hundred or so years down the line, will be telling stories about a benevolent giant who strode forth to smite their enemies in their hour of greatest need, before delivering unto them the mana of the old gods, Prometheus style. In this way and in many others Bethesda Fallout is consistently best at the margins
Norm is absolutely one of my favourite characters in the Fallout universe. The fact he loves his family and wants what's best for them being what drives him to look for the truth of what has happened to them and why is fantastic. The ultimate difference between him and Chet, too, is a great show of his character. It began with him choosing to help his sister find their father and ends with him coming to the same realisation as she has – their father was not the man he said he was and much of their life has been a lie. Watching him decide to take the hunt for the truth into his own hands, even when it could be the end of him, is incredibly compelling.
What makes Norm so enjoyable to watch, too, is just how human he is. All of the characters in the show are that way, which is part of what makes it great (yes, even the ghouls as they were at one time human). The distress he feels at seeing what happened to Vault 32 being swept under the rug, and the anger he feels towards Betty and the others for doing it seemingly out of a desire for control and power more than anything else is tangible. The fact it drives him to take the risk of sneaking into Vault 31 shows his bold and couregous side, and also that it's driven by not only his own curiosities but his desire for the truth. It’s a great parallel trait he shares with Lucy and, as she comes to find out, their mother. The anger he feels towards his father and also the desperation he feels to survive are a great contrast of his truth seeking and his baser humanity.
All things considered, Norm's competing feelings of a desire for truth, a desire for safety, curiosity, and a love for his family are what make him a great character. The fact he shares those traits with Lucy but expresses them in different ways creates a strong parallel narrative for their characters, and also does a great job showing the two sides of courage. The fact neither he or Lucy are impervious or shy away from moments of weakness and subsiming emotion latch onto the naivety from their upbringing and also their humanity. With them both now having to reckon with the truth about their father, a reunion between them will I'm sure be great and also remind them that not all of their family members are bad. Reckoning with the truth about their mother and Lucy's love for her being what compelled her to end her suffering before breaking down at the gravity of it is another layer of complexity to their family dynamics that both of them will need time to sit with. The contrasting feelings of how they knew their father versus what they've come to learn about him serve well to separate them from others like Chet; where he, their cousin, chooses to remain wilfully ignorant, they chose to put aside their fears and look for a truth they knew was out there.
Chet is a coward because he chooses to ignore the truth he has seen with his own eyes.
Lucy is brave because she is willing to go to any and all lengths to find her father and is then willing to end the suffering her mother is under because of him; she is openly emotional and driven by that and the love she feels for her family and is horrified and shattered by her father being a different man than the one she had always known.
Norm is brave because he is willing to do anything for his sister and father and, when faced with the choice to stay in blissful ignorance, because he chooses to seek out the truth even when it could hurt him; he, too, doesn't shy away from the pain the truth about his father causes him and, like Lucy, has to learn to live with the competing memories of their father and the reality of who and what he is.
Hank is a coward because, while he goes to the extremes to attempt to preserve himself and his family, he refuses to accept the fact his actions have consequences for the way his children (and, previously, their mother) had seen him and instead tries to force things to go back to the way they were before his children could learn of his ability to be selfish.
And Rose was brave because she loved her children so much that she would and did do everything for them, even when she had to put her love for their father aside and risk herself so that she and her children could have a chance to live in truth rather than lies. Her children share that with her, even though they didn't know it, just as much as they share her love, empathy, and desire for the truth even when living in wilful ignorance could have been easier.
Tl;dr – the entire MacLean family being driven by love for each other but expressing it in different ways that ultimately drive them apart is not only great at showcasing the different sides of courage and cowardice but showing the way Lucy and Norm are so similar and are driven by their love for their family just as much as their desire for the truth and that neither Lucy or Norm shy away from their emotional and impulsive reactions to it presents them as not only fully human but two sides of the same coin; they are both couregous even though they take two different paths to the truth.
So I finished Lonesome Road this week and I thought Ulysses's take on his experience with the Think Tank was super interesting. When I first played OWB, hearing the Think Tank talk I thought their whole deal was "Let's push science to the limits, morals be damned". War was more of an excuse to do horrible, unethical experiments. But then listening to Ulysses’s log and his conversation made me recontextualize the Think Tank's motivations:
It never occurred to me that the Think Tank did all those terrible things out of a genuine desire to protect their country. That they did it out of what they considered patriotic duty, along with the fear of the communist threat, which explains Mobius's line here:
If patriotic duty and love of country was so important, then why didn't they ever mention it (especially Klein)? And then I remembered about Mobius's lobotomy of the Think Tank:
They forgot the United States. They forgot what communists were (except for Borous). The Think Tank forgot their whole motivation for what they were doing in the first place. So the only thing they had left was their mad science experiments, without meaning and purpose.
I'm not making excuses for what they did, but I do find it profoundly sad. Ulysses woke them up and they remembered, for that brief moment, who they really were, before regressing back to the Think Tank you meet at the start of OWB.
It makes you wonder, if there wasn't a war, would the Think Tank had even done all those awful things? Would Big MT have been a place of genuine scientific progress rather than a test lab for the war machine of Fallout's America?
The War Instinct
Spoilers for Fallout season 2
While a lot of people, fairly, found season 2 episode 6 to be an episode they didn’t really care about, I found it to be a very fascinating one. It explores a topic that I’m unsure how to word, but Hank refers to as “The War Instinct”. It’s the idea that people have this innate desire to be on top. Hank generalizes it more as a desire to go to war, but I personally think it’s more complicated than that.
Thoughts on the new Abraxo lore in the new f76 expansion
I do not play fallout 76 HOWEVER it does not surprise me at all that they we were making weapons for the US military and owned by everyone’s favorite bisexual millionaire. I mean, what is a tide pod if not domesticated agent orange?
Ok so despite not following any of the show tags or even searching through them, I've seen a fair amount of discussion on my dash regarding the pacing of season 2 of Fallout. And while I agree it would benefit greatly from even just two more episodes, I don't think Reg's support group scenes are as unnecessary as I've seen people claim they are, for a number of reasons.
First of all, this show has been carefully and deliberately crafted. From the costumes, the weapons, background props, music selections, etc to lines of dialogue and entire scenes -- everything seems to have a purpose. Symbolism, foreshadowing, mirroring, quality of production, you name it. I don't think these scenes with the support group are symbolic or foreshadowing or anything, but I DO think they serve a narrative purpose. And I don't think the show runners would include as many of these scenes as they have if they didn't serve the plot somehow.
Which brings me to my second point....