We've all been there. Except for most people it's not friends to lovers, its friends to slightly more awkward friends
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We've all been there. Except for most people it's not friends to lovers, its friends to slightly more awkward friends
If you're curious about the fic here it is
fanfiction recommendations — the last of us, original, the l word, stranger things, arcane, detective comics aka dc, irl, etc.
ellie williams
don't tell me what to do · @straubrrie
"ellie is down bad, not that she's complaining."
you're a distraction and I love it · @straubrrie
"ellie has been obsessed with you long before you even noticed her, trailing behind your life from the sidelines. when you finally reach your breaking point struggling with school, you text the only person you trust—ellie. what starts as tutoring soon turns into something far more distracting, making focusing impossible. failing isn’t an option, but for her? thats a different story."
older butch ellie · @baeholic
"older butch ellie getting jealous over younger reader… smth smth with degradation and biting.."
focus · @lesmerri
"you want to play your game but ellie is just too distracting."
a year of loving you · @satellitespinner
"a/n: im starting a new thingy where ill write little journal enteries for ellie (and maybe reader)!! i just discovered i love this style and i often obsess over her journal when i play the game, soo… hehe"
longdistancegf!ellie texts · @satellitespinner
"A/n : ive missed making these litte texts one shots.. so here’s some ellie fluff !"
little princess · @lesmerri
"You convince Ellie to keep the kitten."
violet lane
hockey player vi · @yournightmary
"short, maybe a little bit suggestive idk?, mentions of injuries but it’s nothing serious, writing after a long break"
subby sweet vi · @baeholic
"could u pls do like using the strap on sub vi and she has a mommy kink like she calls the reader that i love ur writing btw!"
that's what I call hypnosis baby · @bowieuh
"the normal player gets hexed by one of her classmates."
spiderwolf archive · @rixieluvs
"This AU follows Vi, your best friend and SpiderWolf, the city’s quiet protector. Two sides of her you’re slowly getting closer to… without knowing they’re the same person. Yet."
caitlyn kiramman
cuddle hcs with the arcane women · @stargazer1208
"SOME of the Arcane women... no ambessa or lest, since 1. I dont like ambessa and 2. I dont know enough about lest to write for her, sorry :("
arcane x cuddle bug!reader · @unluckiestmember
"YAY, YOU'RE BACK TO WRITING FOR ARCANE. How would the arcane characters react (mainly vi, ekko, and jinx because i would marry, marry, and marry them all!!) to a reader who is sooo affectionate and finds every last thing they do so cute they get cuteness aggression and just jump at them like a cuddle bug often? thank you so much!!"
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heavy metal lovers · @sweethearticism
"solid, gas and liquid that's what you called the three of you. but your heart had long since frozen over, suguru's gentleness had vapourised and choso had melted. leaving your best friends in highschool behind, you sought to grow your confidence and detach from the title of 'weirdo'. but college is stressful, the boys are dreadful and between choso writing your memories into song and suguru stealing your panties, you might just have a meltdown. wait. run that last part by you again?"
For the love of GOD if you read one thing today or tomorrow or EVER, pls pls pls pls read dear future self (hands up!) !!!!
and if you’re not in the fandom, 1) watch project hail mary 2) watch the fall guy 3) start reading the fic and thank me later 4) kiss the ground @menaciingly walks on !!!!!! dfshu is genuinely THE BEST THING I have ever had the honor of reading!!!
1) the characterization of everyone, ESPECIALLY TOM RYDER. do yall even understand how little we actually know of him in canon?? and somehow ambrosia has found the very SOUL of tom ryder, it’s actually unbelievable how viscerally real he is!! If you catch me crying how much I love tom ryder, IT’S AMBROSIA’S TOM RYDER IM TALKING ABOUT OKAY. The guy has like actually 15 fucking minutes of screen time, and ambrosia has created this whole entire human being with so witty, so REAL, so complex and captivating personality!!!!
2) the reflection. the feelings. oh the tension. it goes so fucking deep. You’d think that the mariana trench is the deepest place on earth but ambrosia’s writing goes even deeper. This fic has hurt me in ways i cannot even describe. I love it, I’m OBSESSED. I’ll be on my knees thanking ambrosia every time a brick hits my face.
3) no but literally. The way ambrosia is able to navigate through so many difficult themes like sexuality, addiction, self-worth. It’s actually amazing, I’ve never read anything AS GOOD AS THIS. I’m not kidding. It’s like a deep dive into the human psyche while still being this impossibly addicting piece of fanfiction like?? h o w
4) oh my god the plot. It’s so unique !!!!!! like yes there is the main plot and it’s pretty fucking captivating, but also the tiny tidbits around it UGH the background stuff, all the underlying things, things that were??? it's all so lore heavy i can't breaatheeeee. I know the story is not finished but I’m positive it’s going to fucking send me into orbit
5) did I already mention how fucking much I love ambrosia’s writing?????? The way it hits every fuckin part of my soul????
6) I will defend this fic to my grave I swear to fucking god
7) you better fucking believe that once this fic is finished im gonna fucking print and bind it and it’ll find its place in my bookshelf
8) I wish I knew how to tell yall how fucking in love I am with ambrosia’s words but im a dumbass raccoon in a trashcan but you guys just have to believe me!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway I would take a bullet for ambrosia. I would find them in each and every single universe just to die for them again and again. I’m being so fucking for real !!!!
GO READ THE FIC
GO READ IT NOW
IT’S HERE
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EVERYONE SHOULD GO AND CHECK IT OUT
I have fallen in love with BeansMakesThings' "Rumi Raised Right" AUs on AO3, and I was reading ch. 5 of "Three Hunters, a Demon, and a Baby" and thinking, "Wow, if canon-Rumi saw this interaction she'd be sobbing in abject jealousy at how well 3HD&B-Rumi's life is going in comparison," but then realized that's an unfair comparison. Sure, in the hypothetical where post-Canon Rumi got a chance to see how other variants of her managed their lives, there'd be moments of insane jealousy that would make her wonder why the multiverse seems to hate her, specifically…
…but then, 3HD&B-Rumi wasn't raised by "Doomslayer" Celine in a world where she literally fulfilled the "darkness meets the light" of the Hunter's mantra. Canon-Rumi is able to dive out of a plane that's literally falling apart, land on stage without a scratch, immediately start singing for a throng of thousands, and by the end of the movie is facing down Gwi-ma himself. Yes, she had the help of her friends and Jinu, but she literally walked into that arena with zero help, zero support, likely expecting to die, and walked out with her patterns on display and a brand new chromatic Honmoon that she and her girls put together on the fly.
That leads me to an observation I made a couple decades ago now that I've never really articulated until now; a LOT of what people consider "cool and badass" is really just…trauma embedded into people's souls and how they respond to it in a way that doesn't kill 'em.
From our own experience; we're a system that has adapted to having 3 alts 'active' at any one time.
We literally have a writing 'team' that runs different ideas through as the characters in the theater of our headspace to work out how scenes go.
We play Beat Saber differently depending on who's active, and one of the alts is a lefty so is often part of the active team since whoever's fronting gets a passive buff in the use of the left side of the body that puts them nearly on par with the right side, which is our dominant side. When that alt is in front, we do better with the left hand than the right. One alt is the 'memory' that is more capable than the others of locking the full block pattern for a track into memory so if we're taking on a particularly challenging track (Power of the Saber Blade by Dragon Force on anything harder than "Normal" falls in this category) they're active no matter what since the passive buff gives us better odds of having our blades in the right place at the right time.
We had no idea this was an unusual adaptation even among systems until we wound up in conversation with other systems and discovered that, no, the headspace isn't usually that organized. No, not everyone can have multiple alts going at once. No, not everyone gets buffs of any kind, let alone passive for having someone "slotted" into an "auxiliary" slot in the headspace. And it turned out we'd been downright intimidating to people we thought were completely badass and awesome and no way were we in their league…while they were thinking the same thing about us.
Just being a system is a result of trauma, full stop. We've been at it, in varying incarnations and capacities, for nearly five decades now and have it down to a freaking science and art. Our system, as currently assembled, is a well-oiled team that loves each other and even started writing love letters and song lyrics to the others that have us crying on the reg whenever we review them…but we've been through hell that we know has taken lives of others before. Shit we'd never wish on our worst enemies (and just having enough enemies to have a category of "worst" is evidence of yet more trauma) is stuff that, for us, is just Tuesday.
Back to Rumi; canon-Rumi would be insanely jealous of 3HD&B-Rumi from the jump because 'everything would be perfect.' A Rumi who is fully 'out' to her friends, her mother is alive, Celine isn't a cynical misanthrope who fed her misinformation for decades, a father who's alive, never felt shame about her patterns, etc.
One thing that hasn't happened in "Three Hunters, a Demon, and a Baby" (and I'm not saying this should happen, it would significantly change the flavor of the fic and ruin the overall vibe of "comforting WAFF fic that makes you giggle from pure escapism") is a mass demon attack or a threat on the scale of the Saja Boys that could, potentially, destroy not just HUNTR/X (and the Sunlight Sisters), but shred the Honmoon and pave the way for a demonic invasion.
It would be extremely interesting (and, should I get the spoons and time to write this, I might just take on the task) to see how a variant of Rumi like the 3HD&B variant is jealous of canon-Rumi for her ability to just curb stomp a demonic threat the likes of which has her parents quaking in terror.
I mean, think about it; you're Rumi. You've got demon patterns, but that's really the only negative in your world. You're working with your two best friends (possibly polycule, depending on how things go) on getting your K-Pop group HUNTR/X to climb the charts so they can do even half of what your parents did in their time as pop stars.
Into your life drops a variant set of HUNTR/X and Celine. They look at your moms and dad with blatant, visible jealousy and longing. They bicker and snipe about things that feel like non-issues but you can tell there's more under the surface. Momma Celine can't stand her variant because she's a cold, unfeeling bitch who nearly drove her daughter to suicide. There is so much Unresolved™️ between the members of this other HUNTR/X that it seems like a miracle that they even talk to each other, let alone manage to sing harmony.
But then there's a demon incursion. You think it's a little odd that it's been so long since anyone had to muster to face the demons, but then you realize, as you witness this variant version of yourself, your friends (Possible polycule? You haven't had that conversation yet), and your mom respond so fast that even your parents are just watching shell shocked. They're taking on entire legions on their own...and together? They're an unstoppable force AND immovable object instantiated into one, perfectly harmonious force of nature.
And Celine… Celine is single-handedly wiping out an equal number of demons as all three members of HUNTR/X combined. She's not a force of nature, she's a Law of the Universe declaring that no demon gets past her. And the universe obeys!
It turns out the reason there haven't been any demons bothering people lately isn't because there haven't been incursions. It's because since they arrived this variant HUNTR/X and Celine have been responding so fast and are used to a level of threat so far beyond what's normal in your experience that they've been taking care of the threats so fast it seems to you and your parents like there simply wasn't a threat. And, in effect, there wasn't…not to this other version of you, her friends, and Celine.
They're just that good.
But to get that good…they had to lose everything that you hold dear. They had to go through years of pain and heartache and suffering and being the lone forces of good against the tide of darkness that threatens to overwhelm the world, and because they stepped up to be that badass every time, their universe 'rewarded' them with bigger and more dangerous threats. Now, they're so unbelievably above and beyond your level you're not even sure if there's a comparison to be made.
Have you read any particularly good explicit mclennon fics lately? if so please share! xx
Oh yeeeeeah there's a few that I am crazy about lately, and I have re-read many times in the past few weeks as I've been struggling so bad with my anxiety. I will link them under the cut - just a warning, they're all explicit cause I like my porn :) if you read them, let me know what you think!
Hiii anybody have bloodymary fic rec? I'm looking for something set in space, with a lil side of touchstarved grown men, hurt and lots lots LOOOTS of comfort pretty please 🙏🏽