Jun 28
it really is a shame,,, to think, well,,, to *know* really,,, that i could look after you full time. i'd be really good at it too. i know i could make it all better. but i'm not in the position to make that happen and neither are you.
it would take me rearranging my whole life, to leave some behind, in order to spend my days making sure you're eating well, taking meds on time, not too scared.
i know alot of what you really need is care and reassurance, i know it can get better for you. but at what cost? would it be worth it for me? for those i'm not able to look after anymore?
in a better world, i'd be there for everyone. even myself.
