I knew it wouldn't be pretty, but damn
Holy fuck shit! We went on an outing today around town because a friend is visiting and of course took pictures. Yeah, so I knew when I put my hair up in a bun and went with the slightly crushed shirt and day old jeans- I maybe didnt look my best. But omg just looking at the photos now and I’m mortified! MORTIFIED!! I look disgusting, fat and blobby all over. I even thought of photoshopping myself into the photos from another photo from when I was wearing the same shirt and didnt look like a mess.
My gut reaction was to delete the photo. Now I wish I hadn’t- so I can blow it up and look at it as a reminder as I’m sucking down a piece of pie.
It’s one thing to be fat, but did I have to be a fat slob today? Geez.











